Please Tell Mom This Is Not Her Fault の小説・ストーリー

She might not be my birth Mom, but I know she loves me. “Everything. You ran away to look for her, and then you almost got yourself killed by a vampire. It's her fault,” he roars in anger. “How is it her fault?” I say, my voice a little higher than average. “You were the one who refused to let me leave, so I had to run away. The vampire attack is nobody's fault but mine. I should’ve ran the minute I saw the vampire, but I was too shocked to move my legs. My Mom has nothing to do with this. If anything, I’m the bad daughter who hasn’t found her yet,” I say, feeling tears in my eyes, thinking about how she’s still missing.

“Listen to me, mother.” “No, you listen to me this time. It's not your fault that you fell unconscious and couldn't make it to the hospital. I'm not saying that they have no right to be angry at you for not showing up but this is too much. You have explained this to them already. It's not your fault at all.” “Can you listen to me for a moment?” “Fine.”

"Son, you have to stop blaming yourself about what happened to her. It was not your fault. You have to forgive yourself." "I can't, Mom. I just can't. It was my fault, Mom. I killed her. She died in hands. I should have stopped myself." "It is not your fault. Okay? Go back to sleep."

I wiped the tears away with my thumb, I was not going to allow her to blame herself, never! “It's not your fault.” She raised her head up a bit, while I lowered mine. She was still in the dress she wore to the funeral. I had picked the black dress for her myself. “It is,” she said, convinced. A sob broke through. “No, it's not.”I disagreed with her immediately. Something hard locked my throat and tugged at my chest, “It's my mom's fault. She did it and I'm so sorry.” She shook her head, “No,” she said firmly, “it was her decision. You have nothing to be sorry about, besides, your Mom adored you.”

“Mum, I know you’re upset, but we can’t blame Lorena for this. Nobody could’ve expected something like this to happen.” “You’re right. We can’t blame her for this,” her mother whispered. “Because it’s all my fault. I shouldn’t have listened to him and gone to the charity event. I should’ve refused and stayed with him to make sure he would take his medication. This is all my fault.”

But I only received a nasty comment from her. " You better be. Damon, it's your fault! It's your desperate shit girls fault. I already warned you about it, your flings, your past time girls or whatever they are, will only gave you problems in the future. Now looked what happened now!", I looked up and massaged the bridge of my nose. If it wasn't my fault, and if I wasn't feeling guilty. I probably ended the call with my mom, but this one is different .

"I'm sorry, it was my fault." "No, it wasn't your fault! You did everything you could and if-if Logan was here, he would tell the same thing." I grasped her hand tightly. "You don't have to be sorry about anything, okay? It was certainly not your fault, do you understand?" She nodded reluctantly, my mum watching her every move critically. I whispered, almost mouthed so only Gemma could hear. "Don't listen to maa."

she says in one breath. This revelation left me speechless, why the hell would he do that to my mom It seems like all the men in that family are pure bred assholes, I swear I will kick his ass the moment i walked through those doors. I don't tell my mom that though because I know she'll try to stop me. Hugging her I say "It's ok mom he didn't deserve you anyway," Somehow I feel like this is my fault if I hadn't opened my big mouth that day none of this would be happening.

“You... You're dead, Mom. So is father, everyone. Everything died that night. Everything was my fault.” Those soft hands cupped my face in a brief peck, her lips warm where they should have been cold. “I know everything, my daughter. It's not your fault. I've come to tell you that it's not your fault. And I, as your mother, am very proud to have given birth to a responsible Luna like you.”