Novel & Cerita Now This Is Your Fault

I nodded, “but it's still not your fault. Technically, it's more my fault than yours. I decided to wander out of the party and found myself in that situation.” “Don’t you dare blame yourself. You didn't know that would happen.” She sniffled indignantly. “You hate parties, of course you would get some air. If I'd been there—” “It wouldn't have mattered.” I cut her off. “Because those girls were looking for any way to target me because of their grudge, their words, not mine. If it wasn't now, it would've been later, so you're right. It's not my fault, but it isn't yours either. It's THEIR fault for being so malicious and taking advantage.”

At the same time, I couldn’t help but voice my discontent. What, even if this is my fault? From the beginning: If a bug comes out, it’s my fault. If you fall down, it’s my fault. If you hit me, it’s my fault. What did I do that was so wrong? I mean, even if you hate me that much, this is not right! Why would you hit a person? And with a car? I could have died! Just because I ran over your foot a little, you won’t die. Stop overreacting.

I keep fooling myself to you! Even though I'm tired I never give up! I can't forget you Lucas from my heart! I loved you so much! Every moment you gave I can't let it go! How is it amusing? What are you doing right now? Maybe you're sad? Maybe you're very hurt because of me? Not knowing that I'm the reason for everything. I know I'm the reason why you changed Lucas! It's all my fault. I'm the one who can blame for where you are now. I know you're suffering right now because of me. I know your world is very messed up.

“And that's the reason why you're still in this mess. If this doesn't work out for you, just know it’s your fault.” He walked off.

He stayed curled up under the covers, trembling like a tiny quail, his hands clamped over his mouth to muffle his sobs. A tidal wave of hatred and despair crashed over me. 'Why is Bill so irresponsible? Why does my baby have to suffer like this?' But I was dead—powerless. 'Luca, it's all my fault. Mommy failed you.'

I feel like a very useless person. It's all my fault.

I’m not following a healthy lifestyle at the moment to get me through this. I’m trying to find any excuse to make up for the crime I’ve committed against myself, but at the end of the day, I know that this all falls on me. I know that nobody is at fault but me. I wish I can turn back time, but I definitely cannot do that.

“It’s not my fault, okay? I just said what I heard. I didn’t tell you to go and ask Mother Luna about it.” “So what? You’re saying it’s my fault for asking about it? After you suggested it? I mean, I wouldn’t have even thought about it if you hadn’t put that idea into my head.” “I’m not saying it’s your fault. I’m just saying whatever I told you was because of what I had also heard. It’s not your fault. Neither is mine, but it seems to be that you’re blaming me for this.“ “Of course, I’m going to blame you. It was you who convinced me to do this. Relentlessly too.”

"I failed you again. I should have seen that SUV coming. Should have avoided it. Should have protected you better" "It's not your fault" Bella said quietly. Then she stopped. "Actually it is. All of this is because of you" "I know" I said. Tears filled my eyes. "I know it's my fault. And I'm so sorry. I would do anything to take it back. Anything to make it right" "You can't" Bella said. "You can't take it back. You can't make it right. You can only try to keep us alive now" "I will" I said. "I promise I will"

Everyone does, but I can't help it. "No, you're not! It was an accident, no one was responsible for it." "I was, I shouldn't have forced him to go out that night. It was my fault. I should have been the one dead right now, not him." "Why are you making this about yourself? It can be anyone's fault if you look at it that way! Maybe if I was there, I would have wanted to stay in too. That means it's my fault.” "Nessa..." I sigh in frustration. She will keep arguing, I know, and all of a sudden, her arguments are making more of a sense than my belief.