A TASTE OF SIN
I couldn’t breathe.
My vision started to get blurry then I felt the warm liquid dripping down my cheeks. It was my tears, I had started crying. I promised myself I wouldn't cry, I promised myself but it was unbearable. The grief cracked me open from the inside. All the strength, all the pride, all the fire I had built to survive him, it collapsed in that moment. I was just a boy again. A son who had lost everything and didn’t even know it until now.
I cried as hard as I could. I squeezed my eyes shut and I just started to cry. I sobbed, and hiccupped, my body wracked with an onslaught of sobs.