Novel & Cerita Rising Out Of Hatred

"For me, everything is a process, and stupidity is a process. When stupidity is made, the process that works is recognition, learning, and change." Then it fell silent, everything fell silent, only the dry cries of the past left in my mind. I wept for a long time, trembling, as if I had found a secluded nook in his arms. As I shed tears, when the anger, hatred and all other feelings I felt for myself flowed out of me, it turned out that I did not hold back tears for hours so that the feelings would not flow, then I understood. Self-hatred is more dangerous and worse than hatred of others. I think Edim Demiray was trying to protect me with words from my own hatred.

“Cold Alphas are more dangerous than angry ones.” I just nodded. I didn’t trust myself to speak. The truth was, under all the hurt and rage, I had figured something out. Not that I wanted to admit it, but I knew it was true... hatred would eat me alive faster than just giving in ever could. Hatred had already chewed up Ethan and spat him out. It made me say things I shouldn’t have, ask questions I wasn’t supposed to. My hatred for him burned hot, sure, but it always burned me first.

Matvei. Love is something I have never desired—never wanted to feel, not after I lost my brother. That part of me died with him. But hatred? Hatred is different. Hatred is alive. It breathes inside me, sharp and restless. It fuels me so fucking much that I can’t help myself when this monster of a father tries to lay a hand on someone I care about. The tension in the room was suffocating, thick enough to choke on. It curled in the air like smoke, laced with the one thing I thrive on—fear.

I hate crying. “I don’t like it,” I whisper. “I don’t like anyone near you. I don’t like anyone calling you theirs. Because every time they do… it feels like something is being stolen from me.” The words rush out now. Messy. Raw. “I know it’s stupid. I know we’re supposed to be ‘family.’ I know none of this makes sense. But I can’t stop it. I can’t stop wanting you. And I hate myself for it.” There.

said Arjun calmly making Siddharth more furious at his taunts. Mishty found it wise to leave the place in silence when Siddharth and Arjun started their eye war again. After all, she has only 15 minutes left to reach for her interview. Siddharth and Arjun didn't bother to fight with Mishty more as they were already stressed out with this encounter. Siddharth gets back to his car followed by Arjun. Both leave the place not before murdering them with glares once again. The more they try to show their anger through their eyes, the more the pain inside pops out overpowering the anger. That's the sole reason they turned colder to hide their emotions deep inside where no one could find them.

I snapped, running a hair through my hair to calm myself down. I had a reputation— I was known to be the Shadow. The best sniper/hitman in the whole world. I take money from people to kill whoever they wanted me to, without asking questions. I didn't care as long as I was getting the money. I was feared. The simple mention of my name would make people tremble in fear. I was known to be a heartless, cold and fearless sniper who never misses his target. Cedric was only wasting my time by arguing with me for a damn seat. I had other jobs to do, other places to be, more important things to do than arguing with that bitch who was currently standing in front of me with two glasses of wine in his h

He talked about love and how much love can heal a broken mind and soul , stating that if you must love then you must forget all the pains in your heart. "The love you hated could be your perfect love. The love I hated saved me and has mended my heart for good", Harry said in his speech.

My anger was out of control right now and my mind is not completely registering what i am saying to her. "What kind of women are you huh?” She flinched a little hearing this.Good! A reaction, now you know what i am feeling, i thought. ”What did you do for my grandparents for them to like this much that they want you to be their daughter-in-law? I know something is wrong and I will uncover all your facades. And you will regret this. I will make your like a living hell and that's a promise!" I leaned forward so that our faces can be closer to each other. I waned to see the fear on her face but I was wrong. I didn't see any hatred or fear. Instead all i saw is sadness and loneliness in her eyes

The knowledge that the soldier of the king was only a few meters away filled me with a burning hatred. Maybe this person is also one of the ones who killed my father. I haven't even seen their face yet, but I feel a deep sense of disgust. Noah is absolutely right. Hatred can give us strength, and I will harness that strength to emerge victorious. I won't hesitate to do whatever needs to be done. Lyra gave me a lingering look, the kind they exchanged when they were pretending everything was normal. I really wish we could just be regular kids, but we're not.

The past few weeks had been kind of unusual, and that was putting it lightly. We had been civil. I had been civil. With her mother’s health getting really bad and her getting sick with the flu too, I found myself unable to keep my tough exterior any longer. I tried to remain indifferent, but I just couldn’t. Valerie talked about her all the time, worried about her the whole time she was away at the hospital and even more when she was in bed sick. And somehow, it became impossible to maintain my stand. I know what you’re going to say— it’s weird that I would put it all on my newly three year old daughter just so I wouldn’t have to deal with the fact that maybe, just maybe the degree of my bur