Novel & Cerita Selfish Self Insert

Zen, I don’t think I should add ‘Dear’ to your name. I truly shouldn’t. If you are reading this then this means two things. One, I am dead and told Ruth what I couldn’t tell you before dying. Two, I have told Ruth everything by gathering all my courage and now I am ashamed to meet my own reflection. I won’t twist words but I became selfish. I yearned for someone to desire me the way you did. I couldn’t stop myself when you were so near me to be seen as my everything. I truly became selfish.

Organizing an order perhaps? I was nearly lost in the faint sounds that her sigh broke off my thoughts. “Sometimes, you're really TRULY selfish.” “What?” I blinked in shock. Her voice was completely deadpan, free of anger or bitterness, as though stating a fact. “In your attempt to be selfless, you make the most selfish cowardly decisions, and that can be misinterpreted so easily to others and even to yourself. It works so hand in hand when it comes to you.” She chuckled

The impact took me off my feet and crashed me on the ground. Israel stood over me and began to curse me. " You fool! You bloody fool! You think I'm selfish? Do I look like I give a damn? Look at me and look at you! I can never view you as my equal. You think you know a lot about this world but you don't know sqat. This world is cruel and evil and selfish. If you must survive, you must be the same too. I'm no saint and I don't claim to be one. I'm the guy who caught my father's murderer and fed him alive to my crocodiles. I'm the same guy who sold his soul to the devil so I can protect my family and the Giovanni empire. Yes I'm selfish. A selfish man makes sacrifices but these sacrifices alwa

"You're just being selfish." "I am not being selfish. I want to help you. I want to give you the freedom to live a better life. It's for you," I replied to him. He shook his head. "For me?" He took a step forward. Then he cupped my face with both of his hands. “'I want to help you', 'I want to give you the freedom to live a better life '; it all starts with 'I' ... You are the subject and not me. It's not for me, Meredith Kaye. ”

More than that, I will really fix everything and I will think about all this well, if it is possible in reality and also in the end I can remember everything again then I start to fall in love with that man again then with all my might I will trying to fix everything, I now promise myself to no longer be selfish and I will accept all existing realities. “Okay, Lady Mercy. Thank you very much for the input you have shared with me. More than that, I feel that in general we are very happy about all this, because I feel that this is something good and has really made me aware. Now I will try my best to become the best person ever and I will continue to fight tooth and nail for everything."

Only then I realize what pain I have caused to myself. I don’t blame people anymore. It’s me who must be blamed for my mess. Who has such a pure heart in today’s world? Who is such an idiot to make life about others? It’s me who needs to change from this pathetic, emotional fool to a smart, selfish person. I have come to appreciate the selfish people now. At least, they are focusing on their own happiness. They are not ruining their life for others. That’s what I want to be. I don’t want to be a selfless fool. I want to be smart about my emotions, my relationships, and my time. I have given away too much of time for people who gave me only excuses when I needed them. So I am done with that s

Madeleine felt guilty for being selfish but she could not help it. “I know what I want”

All I learn to become selfish and yet arrogant. I loved Maaya from bottom of my heart but yet I start this with my own selfish reason. I choose to break someone heart just for meaningless showoff even though when I know how it felt when someone you love hurt you so badly. I remember how I keep trying to have my parent’s attention when I was a child and they keep ignoring me unless they want to show off me to other people. I never gave her a chance to choose me or understand me all I do is to push myself on her. I was selfish when I touch her, I was selfish when I want to have her but I was the most selfish person when I never confess her for my deeds.

Instead, it was Sheena, who had utterly dropped her innocent act. "What a beautiful dress. Too bad it's ruined. Oh well, it looked better on the hanger than it ever did on you anyway." I was unfazed by her remark, simply saying, "Pathetic." "Who are you calling pathetic?" Sheena shrieked as her face contorted with rage. She looked like a witch from a fairy tale. "You, obviously," I replied calmly. "So insecure you can't stand seeing others shine. Fighting over men, getting jealous over dresses. Were you starved for attention as a child?"

No one should be able to achieve what I haven’t accomplished. ‘Humans are inherently selfish, and so am I. Don’t blame me…’