Selfish Self Insert นิยาย & เรื่องราว

I’m not wallowing. (Then why all those matted Kleenex tissues in the car?) I’m trying to make a difference. (Oh, is that what you call it?) I’m . . . using my own fucked up bullshit as motivation to help others. There was truth in that, but with a lie at its center.

I messed up with her that I know, I am selfish and I know that too but what does everyone want in this world besides happiness? I think that we are all just lost souls looking for a glimpse of happiness in our miserable lives and when we find it, we become selfish and want to hold on to it no matter the cost. I know that I am not the only one out here looking for that glimpse of happiness and I had it. For seven months I had it and I was at my happiest. Is it selfish? Yes, it is but who isn’t? We all do things and makes decisions all in the name of finding that glimpse of happiness.

She never ragged anyone. He didn't talk to me for a week but one day he comes to me and take me to my biggest mistake. Something must have changed in this week. "You." I gasped. "I – I couldn't judge for your past. It was wrong from my part. I shouldn't have yelled at you but I was shocked - " He took a gulp and clenched his eyes tightly. "I'm selfish. I'm very much selfish." His hands gripped mine. "I felt something that night. I want to see what it was."

“I’m a broken man Aria , I don’t know how to love , but somehow I find myself deeply in love with you . I never thought I would ever find joy in my life until you came , your warm smile broke the cold barricade around my heart.” “I’m selfish Aria , I have tasted the happiness and love you bring to my life and now I want more . Please come back to me , help me be a better man deserving of you.” I pleaded shamelessly. When it comes to Aria , I have no pride , I will gladly fall to my knees and kiss her feet for her to be with me. “Oh Theo.” Tears brimmed in her eyes now , She pulled me into a hug. We stayed like that for a moment, feeling each other’s warmth.

"That I don't want to you go back to him not because I'm afraid it would ruin my plans, but because I just don't want you to! Because I'm selfish!" I felt the growing anticipation. I want to say I don't want to hope… but why do I feel like I already know where this is heading? "Don't you still get it, Eve? I like you! I'm in love with you! And I want to be selfish. I want you to choose me over him!" It was like a bomb.

It was how I protected myself from feeling anything that was built on the foundation of a maybe situation. "You find it easier to do something not selfish. And let me tell you, Autumn, I find that," he laughed softly, "very peculiar." "What's so peculiar about that?" I shot back defensively. "You don't even know us that well, and you want to save us from something that'll upset us. If that isn't selfless, what is it?" "Maybe I was being delusional," I said. "I was being delusional by assuming that they would care at all if I left-"

The year I was at my most starry-eyed, I gave up my chance to study overseas. Over my parents' furious objections I married my boyfriend and took in the abandoned baby he'd picked up off the side of the road. From that day on I poured everything I had into that household and into raising that child. Thirty years of it. And just when our son was grown and settled and I thought I might finally get to breathe, I was diagnosed with a terminal illness. The treatment cost a fortune. I was about to reassure my husband and my son that I had the money. Instead, they got angry. "What do you mean, your money? That's this family's money. This disease is a bottomless pit. You could throw everything

“You let Camille humiliate me in front of everyone. She claimed you like some trophy, and you just sat there. Didn’t defend me. Didn’t say a word.” His jaw tightened. “You’re overreacting.” “Don’t gaslight me,” she snapped. “I didn’t want to make a scene.” “And letting her cause one was better?” Her voice cracked. “I stood there defending you—and us—and you didn’t say we were together.” “Selena—” “No, I’m not done.” She stepped closer, breath ragged. “I don’t know when this stopped being a contract and started feeling like something else. I don’t know if any of this is real. But I do know how I feel. And it’s not fake.”

Today I made a decision. I decided to be selfish, egocentric. At least for once in my life. For once I chose to put myself before everything else. I didn't sleep all night, my thoughts gave me no rest again. I tossed and turned. I wanted to sleep, I really wanted. But I couldn't.

taking a step forward towards the guy who just takes a step back. He did the same thing to just to-step back when I just required him the most" a soft smile over his face. Not being able to control anything that is coming out of his mouth, just the inner feeling within him just falling out like a waterfall. "Am I really a bad one? Like you know, a toxic person who just-just is selfish to keep the person by its side I love the most" just to hear the silence from the other side.