Selfish Si Fanfiction Novels & Stories

‘’No...No...No....that...that’s not possible...’’ I whisper repeatedly under my breath, my entire being becoming more unsettled as I read more of the letter. Sienna’s pup was mine, not anyone else. She would never had cheated on me in the past. I repeatedly told myself that Sienna was not like that because I knew she was not that kind of person. She was Sienna. The light in my dark world. However.... * I didn’t know how to handle everything that happened in the past. My mate the Rogue Alpha....*

SOREN I would never tell mom that I caught Sienna masturbating. No, not ever. That would be a minus on my dignity. It was such a foolish thing to do but Sienna never saw it as a lie. I had only been jealous; jealous to see her always having wet dreams about Simon. I would stand at her doorstep at midnight, watching through the door hole, every of the depraved things she did to herself. My heart would always burn when I hear her moan Simon's name. Simon and Sienna had always been fond of eachother but I had never expected her to harbour any sort of feelings for him.

“Do you know? I’ve been waiting for you to grow up for so long. All these years, and you finally show up, but you forgot me. Do you know how sad that made me? I’ve waited, hoping you’d remember me. You were right there, but I couldn’t get close. I missed you every day, and it hurt. But now, you say you remember everything.” Sienna couldn’t believe it. He thought about her after all these years, but his actions only showed he was determined to hurt her. How could she forget the times she’d begged him to stop, calling out his name, but he never listened? He was selfish, making it clear she was something he could break whenever he felt like it. He’d marked his territory with those chilling word

Of course, this was the perfect time to catch up as they ate… “Tell me, how are things going with him? I told him already that nothing should happen to you, or he will instantly see my evil side,” Di asked Siel while taking a big bite of her berries with yogurt and granola mix which she had in a small plastic bowl at the edge of her tray. “Di, he’s awesome. Sometimes he feels too good to be true.” Diwa shrugged. “What you’re feeling is the mate bond. Believe me, he’s not that good a person. He’s naturally cranky, strict, a workaholic, an overthinker…”

This isn’t you; it continues, causing my annoyance to flare. It is, I counter, attempting to push it aside. I’ve always been a selfish bastard that would do whatever it took to get what he wanted; I was just a fucking fool in love with Tatiana. That was right. This monster that I was becoming was me, and the sooner I accepted it, the better. At least, that was what I tried to tell myself, but even that didn’t work. Frowning, I try to focus on the scene in front of me as Giovani takes the stand and starts to take in the members of Hunters Moon that are now fully gathered.

The day finds me curled in bed writing in my diary, and by night I sit at my balcony staring at the stars. My mind wanders to Harper. We loved each other like sisters. At what point did she start making sex tapes with my man? I don’t care about the onlyfans. Hell, I admire the slick bodies of the artists there. But to have my own boyfriend…ex. My nails dig into my wrist, and I stifle a whimper as pain sears through my hand. I need a distraction. Fast. Leaning against the railing, I look down at the sea of humans swarming around, rushing home to their families and lovers while I stand here all alone. How unfair…

SILVANA's POV I was barely able to sleep because of noise coming from my Blaze's room throughout the night thanks to my amazing hearing ability. Sometimes I just wish I don't have the hearing ability of a werewolf because it is torture during times like this. He is my cousin from my mother's side of the family and we barely tolerate each other, one of the reasons being his promiscuous life style . I bury myself into the covers with pillows around me in an attempt to block the noise and thank goodness it stopped after several hours. It never ceases to amaze me how girls fall for the male prostitute.

Everyone knew that, and all were afraid of them, because they were rogues, and they acted like ones, no matter that he was an Alpha, it was all fake, to control everyone That's why he wanted to be the first so he could rule the way he always did, take what he wanted, kill how he pleased, and lie whenever he opened his mouth. It was time that someone stopped him, and the only that could do that was Kayden. "I overheard your talk with my daughter, is that true?" Sirus asked Kayden. "Yes", Kayden answered, hiding his emotions. "Well, that's too bad, but it could be an advantage for both of you, now when you can have a much better Luna, an Alpha's daughter, don't you think?" Sirus was persistent

He was the brother she was supposed to want. It fucking killed me. I loved her. God, I ‘loved’ her. This is nothing like stepsister bullshit. Not the “Senorita” I threw out like a dirty joke and not the real her—the girl who bit her lip when she was nervous, who looked at me like I was worth saving even after I called her a bag of bones and walked away twice. I had pushed her away for years because I saw what Dad’s lies did to Mom. Davis’s poison had eaten Elena alive until she was just a ghost in our house and I didn’t want to be that for Sienna. But tonight I was selfish. I had taken her in the car like a starving man, whispering things against her neck I’d never said out loud before, beca

And will Kinsey believe me if I tell her that I tried everything I could to get back to my old self, but no matter how hard I tried, I kept reverting to the worst version of myself? Maybe it's because I love Sierra so much that I'm willing to give up every good part of myself in return for this worse state of mine and put myself in danger just to find her. *ting* When I heard the sound of my computer, I moved once more. I quickly wiped my tears away and sat back in my swivel chair. I opened the email from an unusual name—no, the sender used the username @iamthepersonwhokilled.sierra. My eyes widened as I opened his email nervously yet frantically.