Selfish Si Fanfiction Novels & Stories

I… succumbed ‘Is he right? I’m I really selfish? I… I’m doing this for myself? I’ve done everything for myself all my life haven’t I? When the kingdom was at stake and I needed to strengthen Zephyr by mating with him, I was busy thinking about my hatred for him. I chose my feelings over his mission. I was being selfish. I have always been like this. I…”

“I know it’s selfish of me, but I don’t want you to tell your mate and your brother who you are.” My head tilted to the side but Finn continued to stare into his rice. “I don’t want to share you. Especially now, when we…when we know your time is limited. I don’t want you to go off with them and leave us. It’s selfish, I know, but I just…can’t stand the thought.” He flipped the wok, making the fried rice flip up a few times. “You know I couldn’t replace either of you. You are my best friends, my betas, and my mates. It will always be like that. Till the very end. Silas and Nate can’t change that. Even if I did tell them.”

The whole thing was stupid! “I was trying to be nice! I didn’t want to hurt your damn feelings by telling you I would be bored at home and I’d resent you if I couldn’t have something of my own. I was trying to find a way to miss you less. I was trying to help! And you think I want your stupid job?! I don’t want to be Beta. I don’t want to be a Beta’s mate. I just want to ,-“ “You don’t want to be a Beta’s mate?!” Sierra growled. “Fine, then don’t be. It’s over.”

♡VIRANICA POV♡ days are passing I'm not feeling any discomfort here they're taking care of me like I'm princess moreover I'm hating myself because I'm letting another guy to touch me but why I'm not able to push him I'm becoming insane with him why I'm liking his company with me what exactly my stupid heart is thinking why he entered into my life to ruin my life like this isn't it enough of my suffering I throwed the bedsheet away and throwed every toy I broken the playstation I'm hell angry I'm angry on my self

That I was evolving. Sienna's crazy giggle shattered the tension. "How utterly wonderful! The strong alpha acknowledging his flaws at long last!" She drew closer, her black power almost visibly whirling about her. "But it's far too late for absolution, my dear. You had your chance to be with me totally, and you squandered it." I immediately gripped Athena tighter at the frantic bitterness in Sienna's tone. "I don't want you, Sienna. I never actually did. You were simply an obsession, but Athena..." I glanced at my true mate, amazed at her quiet strength. "She's my everything."

Spending time with Sienna is making me lose hours at work which I have to make up for in my every free moment. I knocked before pushing over the door to the Sienna’s penthouse, might as well call it hers because I don’t stay there anymore. Although she tried to leave for a time or two, to live at her friend’s but I brought her back every time. She sulked for a few minutes before going back to her gentle self. I couldn’t let anything happen to her because it would ruin my plan. At least that’s what I convinced myself with. I don’t care about her but after spending all this time with her. Right? But how could anyone not like her? She was strong, smart and gentle. And fucking gorgoeus!

The two people persuaded Sian and finally brought the reluctant Sian back to the Malcolm Family. (I will begin calling Sisu as Sian in order not to cause confusion, since basically, the real Sian is dead now.) Since Sian still has recollection and had all of the real Sian’s memory, she could imitate her and there’s not much of a problem. Besides Sian could basically live all by herself and is a quiet child, at 17, Sian is a peerless beauty and Sian is pretty satisfied with how Sian lived her life normally. The only problem with Sian is her fear of strangers and that she strictly lives in a routine.

“You’re going to shift if you don’t get control of yourself.” But I couldn’t calm down, I could feel Ivy pushing at my control, trying to force a partial shift so she could go down there and rip Sienna away from what she considered ours. My fingers were tingling and when I looked down I saw that my nails had started to elongate into claws. “No,” I said through gritted teeth, forcing the shift back down. “I’m not going to lose control.” But it was getting harder by the second, downstairs, Sienna had moved her lips from Nathan’s neck to his jaw, leaving a trail of kisses that made me want to scream.

If she only knew how many times I have fantasized about her over the past two years. “ Yes.” I said. “ You, Goof. Sex God to the skanks. The man that should be on the cover of magazines. Wants to have sex with frumpy me so I can have a baby.” Silvy said. The last part of what she said pissed me off. I don’t like her putting herself down. Silvy is anything but frumpy. Silvy is sexy even in scrubs. She is smart and funny. But if I tell her that now she won’t believe me. I will work on that later. To convince her to agree to my terms I have to take a rational route. But there is nothing rational about this condition. I will explain it all later. I have to convince Silvy to agree first.