Novel & Cerita Selfish Si Fanfiction

“Stop already with that your good Samaritan bullshit. We can already tell you have ulterior motives. You will not be fooling us again, I can assure you that.” “How exactly can you tell that she has ulterior motives? Hmm?” I turned and asked Sienna. “Is it not obvious, Sebastian. Because she is a chronic, self addictive, self inflicted, socially miserable liar. Anyone with literal two eyes can see that.” Ok. That was it. Not only had Sienna insulted Athena in a manner that was too malicious even for me to bear, she had also in the process of trying to drive home her point. “Sienna, leave.” I said simply.

She snapped, those perfectly sculpted lips of hers thinning out with contempt. It was then that it hit me like a ton of bricks. The kiss we shared. The night of passion I had fucked up so badly. All of it came rushing back at me, only to be misted and dispersed into nothingness. I had made my bed. It was now time to sleep in it. Behind me, Siya groaned. The only sound he made besides his wet breathing. Just the sound snapped me out of my jealous stupor. He was on his way out of this life and I wanted to help him end it all. How fucking selfish of me.

I was crying as I said this but my words didn’t have any effect on Draven who merely stared at me as if I had been nothing before him. “I was only playing with you, you understand! How much stupider can you get? Didn’t you see me with that woman? You are right I was cheating on you because I got bored of you. I love her!” No that’s not true! This wasn’t what the Silia in the scene was saying but what I could hear my own self mumble. It was as if I could read what was going in the future Silia’s mind and as I saw her break down into tears I felt my own tears fall down my cheeks.

She slides her hand out of my grip, stepping closer. Her voice grows sensual. “No one can love you, Silas. You’re a twisted asshole. Selfish. Arrogant. A freaking nympho that can’t seem to stay with one woman. What happens when you stay with Freya, huh? When you realize she’s not enough for you, and you get that urge to fuck around like you always do?” “Stop.” I warn. “When you get that itch in your groin and she can’t go enough times to satisfy you? When you find yourself going back to your true philandering nature, huh? What happens then?”

‘’No...No...No....that...that’s not possible...’’ I whisper repeatedly under my breath, my entire being becoming more unsettled as I read more of the letter. Sienna’s pup was mine, not anyone else. She would never had cheated on me in the past. I repeatedly told myself that Sienna was not like that because I knew she was not that kind of person. She was Sienna. The light in my dark world. However.... * I didn’t know how to handle everything that happened in the past. My mate the Rogue Alpha....*

SOREN I would never tell mom that I caught Sienna masturbating. No, not ever. That would be a minus on my dignity. It was such a foolish thing to do but Sienna never saw it as a lie. I had only been jealous; jealous to see her always having wet dreams about Simon. I would stand at her doorstep at midnight, watching through the door hole, every of the depraved things she did to herself. My heart would always burn when I hear her moan Simon's name. Simon and Sienna had always been fond of eachother but I had never expected her to harbour any sort of feelings for him.

“Do you know? I’ve been waiting for you to grow up for so long. All these years, and you finally show up, but you forgot me. Do you know how sad that made me? I’ve waited, hoping you’d remember me. You were right there, but I couldn’t get close. I missed you every day, and it hurt. But now, you say you remember everything.” Sienna couldn’t believe it. He thought about her after all these years, but his actions only showed he was determined to hurt her. How could she forget the times she’d begged him to stop, calling out his name, but he never listened? He was selfish, making it clear she was something he could break whenever he felt like it. He’d marked his territory with those chilling word

Of course, this was the perfect time to catch up as they ate… “Tell me, how are things going with him? I told him already that nothing should happen to you, or he will instantly see my evil side,” Di asked Siel while taking a big bite of her berries with yogurt and granola mix which she had in a small plastic bowl at the edge of her tray. “Di, he’s awesome. Sometimes he feels too good to be true.” Diwa shrugged. “What you’re feeling is the mate bond. Believe me, he’s not that good a person. He’s naturally cranky, strict, a workaholic, an overthinker…”

This isn’t you; it continues, causing my annoyance to flare. It is, I counter, attempting to push it aside. I’ve always been a selfish bastard that would do whatever it took to get what he wanted; I was just a fucking fool in love with Tatiana. That was right. This monster that I was becoming was me, and the sooner I accepted it, the better. At least, that was what I tried to tell myself, but even that didn’t work. Frowning, I try to focus on the scene in front of me as Giovani takes the stand and starts to take in the members of Hunters Moon that are now fully gathered.

SILVANA's POV I was barely able to sleep because of noise coming from my Blaze's room throughout the night thanks to my amazing hearing ability. Sometimes I just wish I don't have the hearing ability of a werewolf because it is torture during times like this. He is my cousin from my mother's side of the family and we barely tolerate each other, one of the reasons being his promiscuous life style . I bury myself into the covers with pillows around me in an attempt to block the noise and thank goodness it stopped after several hours. It never ceases to amaze me how girls fall for the male prostitute.