Seperti Ingin Bab Tapi Tidak Bisa Novels & Stories

I just need answers, that’s all. I walk over to the bed, sit down, and take a deep breath, trying to focus. I close my eyes and try to push into the mind-link. But nothing. It’s like I slam into an invisible wall. I frown, shift around on the bed to get more comfortable, and try again. Still nothing. The same frustrating block. What the hell is going on?

I really can't say much after that. That did not go how I thought it would. I mean I do understand where she is coming from but come on. I really just want a shot and I feel like I may never get it. But I won't give up so easily. I will keep asking until she says yes. The problem with me is that when I want something I become a dog with a bone and nothing will get in my way. I really think I need some advice. I'm going to go talk to Maestro see what he tells me.

She paused when I groaned for the second time, sharp eyes lifting to meet mine. "You should not overwork yourself like that," she said mildly. "Rest a little longer." I swallowed, almost groaning for the third time from the burn. "No." Her brows lifted slightly. “No?” “I want to leave.” I pushed my palms into the mattress and tried to sit up. Nothing happened. My mind surged forward, the intent clear as day, but my body lagged behind, unresponsive, like a puppet with its strings tangled. My arms trembled uselessly, the strength practically draining out of them in a way that made the panic flare bright and sudden in my chest.