Chapter 1

Dice:

For 6 months i've been sitting here at this bar. As long as I don't have a run or club business you will find me sitting here watching her. Robyn said and I quote " Make a move or walk away. You are starting to be a fucking stalker". I know she is right and I need to do something soon or leave her alone. It's hard for to make a move when I know Abby is too damn good for me. Up until the moment I seen her I was for better word a whore. I would sleep with all the sweet butts and even some girls in town. But when she walked into my life my dick no longer comes to life for anyone else. I go home everynight and find relief with my hand thinking of her. All the shit I gave Maestro now i'm worse than him. At least he took what he wanted. I've been sitting here for months and the most I can say to her is " Hey! How's your day going".

I must have been lost in my own thoughts again because Abby was waving her hand in front of my face laughing. Yeah I feel like a tool right now.

" Hey you good Dice" She asked me with the cutest look on her face. I just couldn't say what I was thinking

" Yeah angel I'm ok just thinking" Yupp just keep my answers short and sweet. That is what is best for now.

" You sure? You have been staring at the wall for 10 minutes without blinking" At this point she is looking at me like I have ten heads.

" Can I ask you a question?" Fuck it I am the vice prez here I need to man up already.

"Sure Dice. What's up?" Why did she had to bite her lip when she spoke to me? Those little things are going to kil me.

"Will you go to dinner with me?" I can only hope that I haven't ruined things by opening my mouth. I really like talking to her.

" Ummmm... I don't know if that is a good idea" She wouldn't even look me in the eye when she said that. 

" Why not?" Now if I have to I will beg for a chance with her. I just need to know that what I'm feeling is real and not just in my head.

" Because your my boss just like Maestro" Well shit, she does have a point but it wont deter me.

" Just one dinner and If you don't have a good time I promise to never ask again"  Please say yes angel. I really am a desperate man right now.

" Let me think about it" Better than nothing so I just nodded my head. I really can't say much after that.

That did not go how I thought it would. I mean I do understand where she is coming from but come on. I really just want a shot and I feel like I may never get it. But I won't give up so easily. I will keep asking until she says yes. The problem with me is that when I want something I become a dog with a bone and nothing will get in my way. I really think I need some advice. I'm going to go talk to Maestro see what he tells me.

D: Hey man can you meet me at the club? I need to talk about something.

M: Give me 20 minutes.

D: I will be at the bar.

As soon as I sent that text I felt better. I know he will not judge me and will give it to me straight. I need his advice because that man for better word is my best friend. While I wait for him to get here I might as well play some pool. I need to keep my mind on something else besides Abby. I grabbed Skid to play a quick game. It didn't take long for Maestro to get here and I was thankful for that.

" Hey man. Thanks for coming so fast. I'm honestly starting to lose my damn mind here" I know I sounded like a crazed man and I couldn't bring myself to care.

" You wanna talk in my office?" He asked me in the most cautious voice I have ever heard from him.

" That would probably be best" If I can't be honest with him who can I talk too? Nobody that's who.

" Let's go. Robyn wants me home as soon as I can get back" That smirk on his face said that she was being needy again in best way possible for him!

I grabbed a refill at the bar. If I was going to have the conversation I would need some whiskey. I grabbed my drink from Abby and walked to the office. This is honestly the most embarrassing moment of my life. No matter what I say I know I will sound like a little bitch.

" What's going on man?" He started talking as soon as we sat down. Guess we are diving straight to it.

" Man I need help. I don't know how to get Abby to give me a chance. All she keeps saying is i'm her boss" There I go sounding like a wounded animal.

" You really fucking made me come here to help you get laid? Are you kidding me?" I could see the dumbfounded look on his face and knew I needed to talk fast.

" No you shit. I just don't want her for one night. You went through this with Robyn. I don't know what in the hell i'm doing" I just pray he has pity for me and gives me some kind of advice on this situation.

" Oh! You want her for keeps and you don't date. Am I getting this right" Now this asshole had a smirk on his face and his eyes were gleaming with mischief.

" Basically. I asked her to dinner but all she said was I was her boss. But she did agree to think about it. I have a feeling so much more is going on with her" I didn't know what else to say. I ran my hand down my face waiting for his reply.

" You worried about her. Should I be concerned about anything?" I know I have to tell him something but there are things I know to keep to myself. So I will only say what is necessary.

" I don't want to give away her past. But I will say from what i've been told her ex was a real piece of work and a little obsessed with her. He hasn't shown up yet but he was sending her voicemails and text messages like a crazy man. From what she said he finally stopped a few weeks ago. I have a feeling that it is because she changed her number. No telling what he will do once he gets ahold of the new one." By the time I finish speaking my fist are clenched and my leg is shaking. This kind of thing is something I hate to discuss for any reason.

" Before I do anything I know she has your number as well as mine if anything happens. While I would like to know first I know I won't be. I know you and her have gotten closer than she has with anyone else so if you find we need to handle shit you let me know. As far as what to do about dating her. Sounds like she has been through some shit so just keep doing what you are. Be her friend and let it build from there. She is still new to the life and is learning how we run things" At least he is being understanding. He looks lost in his own head trying to process the information.

" Alright I will do what you say but if anything happens to her just know someone's head will be the end of my gun. No matter what you say" I don't need to say anything else he can tell by the look on my face that I mean everyword.

He just looks at me for a moment then shakes his head before he finally speaks. " I got it. Look I gotta get back home. Just take it easy Dice I will check in later with you. Gotta get home before this women blows up my damn phone like last night"

I have nothing really to say on the situation anymore so I give me a faint smile and tell him thanks. There is nothing else really to say. The man just sat here listening to me complain about how the women i'm pining after wants nothing to do with me. At least she doesn't in a romantic sense.

As soon as Maestro left I felt a little better. But now I can't say i'm not worried about that ex of hers. That man has given her so many problems since she got here. She moved so far away from him and he hasn't let her go. Makes no fucking sense to me. If you cheat clearly you have moved on. But his mentality seems to be that if he can't have her nobody will. I need to go home and think about this shit. I walked straight to the bar told Abby to text or call me if she has any problems then I walked to my bike and went home.

It didn't take me long to get home. Soon as I got in the door I went to make a sandwich and grabbed a beer. I turned on the news and just sat on the couch to eat real quick. It didn't take me ten minutes to eat my sandwich then I went upstairs to shower and get to bed. Tonight my mind was all over the place and I need to sleep. I laid down and tried to get comfortable. I feel like as soon as I fell asleep my phone was going off. Abby sent me a message asking me to come over. I know something isn't right. I changed as fast as I could text Maestro jumped on my bike and hauled ass to her house. Fuck this night is going to be long I just know it.