Siempre Hay Una Primera Vez Novels & Stories

Everyone was speechless, and nobody said another word. "Sophia, I just made a little mistake. I promise I'll be better from now on. You're the only woman I've ever loved," Charles pleaded. "Really?" I said with a bitter laugh, turning toward the door just as Brandon walked in with Julia. Julia's eyes were red with tears as she stammered, "C-Charles, you told me I was the only one you loved." Charles quickly tried to push Julia away. "I'm sorry. It wasn't until I lost Sophia that I realized she's the one I love. I'll make it up to you."

I shook my head, "I am gonna have to love this life more than anything, but what if...what if I can't, what if I just don't feel it?" She smiled, a small smile, "Every mother goes through what you're going through now," She said, her eyes on her little boy as he peacefully fell back into his dreams, "We all have our insecurities," She shook her head, "None of us is born a natural," She added, "But when your baby is born, and when you hold him in your arms that very first time, you will feel so silly for ever doubting yourself," She assured me, "It's an instinct Emma, a one you won't be able to fight, believe me."

I paced back and forth the house, okay, no I'd go and try searching, I took the leaflets of Layla and Lily, and just when I reached the door, it dinged. Who was there? Nobody ever comes to see me, I looked through the peephole. Okay, was I dreaming again? If I was, I never want to wake up. Tears slipped down my eyes. It wasn't tears of sorrow but tears of joy, something I thought I would never have again. I opened the door. Layla. She hugged me immediately. "I thought I would never see you again." She cried and I hugged her back holding her like if I let her go, she might disappear and never come back.

"But I have one thing to do first." ***

I didn't. "For what it's worth," he said, quiet, close now, "I don't think this happens twice. Whatever this actually is between us — I've been trying to find the right words for it for months, and I keep landing on the same thing. Once in a lifetime. That's what this is. That's what you are." I felt the words land somewhere I hadn't fully guarded in a long time. "Once in a lifetime," I repeated, testing the shape of it, finding that it fit exactly as well as he'd made it sound. "Yeah. I think that's right."

I breathed, though my body quaked with a mix of fear and longing. His hands slipped lower, over my hips, tracing the curve of my thighs, his touch electrifying in its softness. When he finally cupped me, I gasped, a strange combination of shyness and need washing over me. “It’s my first time,” I whispered, my voice shaking. “I know,” he said, his voice steady, warm, reassuring. “We’ll go slow. I’ll follow you.”

His spirit is unbroken. "We're not stopping with him. He's just the beginning. He's just the first layer. He's just the start. He's just the first domino. He's just the first crack. He's just the first stone. He's just the first thread. He's just the first name. He's just the first face."

I went to him and spoke. “Mr. Grover? I am sorry, what really h-happened?" "Looks like you never have worked before” .He said looking in his phone. "I have, but you were taking so much time there and I got bored, so I slept, I am really sorry it will never happen again". I explained. "It better not or I have to carry you to your bed every time". Embarrassment and blushing took over me again as flashes from earlier came into my mind.

Starring at Jake like he was a ghost from a movie, I had to form words in my mouth eventually. Jake, I am really loss for words right now, can we have this discussion some other time? I didn't want Jake to see through me, the over excitement, the feeling of being loved back just the way I imagined, it was all so new to me and I couldn't quite process it. I needed some time to he able to process everything and come to a conclusion. It was all real, so why was I hesitating to give Jake a reply, this was the question hanging above me when I got into my house. I was overwhelmed and didn't also notice when Jake handed me my car keys and hailed down a taxi, then left. What is wrong with you Josie,

Ava wanted to cringe away from the being but didn't want to be rude. Be brave! This was the first lesson without Lucas and now she had to introduce herself?! She cleared her throat, hoping her voice doesn't squeak. "Y-yes Miss. I'm A-Ava. I'm new and j-just started today a-and- " The teacher held her hand up to signal for Ava to stop speaking. "I asked if you were Miss Davies. Not your whole life story." She said rudely. "Now take a seat, your holding up the lesson. If you're late again, you'll get detention."