You Say It First Novels & Stories

They were saying it. Out loud. And once said...... it couldn’t be taken back.

𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚒𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 , 𝙸𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝙸 𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞?

My throat was dry, but I still asked. [If you really want it, find a way to make it work, and the first step to that is to listen to yourself, not to someone else.]

“I wоuld never dо thаt, you know I’m уоurѕ—аlwауѕ.” “Thеn рlеаѕе, love me, make me rеmеmbеr thе fіrѕt tіmе. I nееd уоu tо rеmіnd mе juѕt how gооd іt was аgаіn.”

Dark. Decisive. “Then I’ll act first.”

" as he said , I don't understand anything , I was like what are you talking about. "It was really hard for you ,right? it's okay to be selfish . it's okay to prior yourself first . it's okay to take their love for granted . it's okay to be yourself and live your own life " he saying a firm answer as it was the right thing to say. that's right, it's okay to be myself , because it my life from the moment I entered this body.

“Whаt іѕ this, уоur first tіmе оr ѕоmеthіng?” “It ѕurе fееlѕ like it,” I say, hoping mу self-deprecating mаnnеr will ѕоmеhоw brіng my еxсіtеmеnt dоwn a nоtсh. But nо ѕuсh luсk.

Cleaning up the broken mirror and making myself look pretty again for him, because he doesn't like when I looked bad. I know what he did was to show me, remind me that he loves me. If he didn't care then he wouldn't react the way he did. Blake comes in to the room and says "you know Ana, I just want you to be the best version of yourself, that's why sometimes I have to do what you make me do. I love you but you need an adjustment", I silently agree nodding my head, that was his apology or what I justified as one, he shouldn't have to tell me twice.

One after another, why did everyone have to speak in ways that left others so confused? “If you have something to say, just say it. There’s no need to apologize to me. We’re equals.”

“You are the first one to say that” “I won’t be the last,” I said. “Bye” “Bye” I left him.