Sincerely The Puck Bunny

Dear best friend, I had sex with our daughter after you died. I've always loved her. The truth is, I was holding back, although it was hard for my heart, and suffocating to my soul, and it was totally unbearable… I could hang on, stayed a few feet away from her so she wasn't close enough to have any more effect on me than the one she already had. But as soon as she touches me, I lose it, my brain, it all melted under her touch, I couldn't think, and my desires overpowered my resilience. I’ve fought this feeling, slaughtered it, tried burying it, hated myself, felt betrayed by my feeling, disappointed by it, and felt even more like I betrayed you. Yet, here I am, shamelessly clinging onto a girl who calls me daddy, all for a final, “Yes, daddy.” I'll die soon, our line of work doesn't permit us to live long, I'd probably walk into the ring one day and not be the one who walks out. When that time comes, and I'm sent to the afterlife, you can hit me for ruining our daughter, I'll let you. But Dora, our stupid daughter, she’s after something else; she wants to avenge your death. Because of that, she signs a fight till death deal with Umbra, where only one of the fighters gets to walk out of the ring alive, all to find your killer and slit his throat herself. But she doesn't know... that I killed you. Yours sincerely, Dale Lazarus. ~ Content warning: This book contains several sensitive topics that may be disturbing to some readers. Reader's discretion is advised. Specific warnings include: Graphic violence and gore, Explicit sexual content, Description of grief and loss, and strong language.

Semua memang terasa sulit, ketika seseorang yang selalu ada bersama di hidup kita selama 7 tahun ini, harus kita relakan berbahagia bersama orang lain. Ketika seorang lelaki yg aku cintai harus menikah dengan saudara tiriku sendiri,apa yang harus kuperbuat... merelakannya.. mengikhlaskannya..