Chasing the Fading Light
"He doesn't get to do that. Kiss you like the world's ending and then throw you out the second his career gets threatened. That's not how this works."
I didn't say anything, but Jen was right.
The days after that felt strange. Like I was living a little behind everyone else.
I went to lectures, took notes, even though I couldn’t remember writing most of them afterward. At first, I kept checking my phone. Every buzz made my heart jump up into my throat, only for me to see it was Jennifer, a reminder, or nothing important at all.
Somehow, that felt worse.
The girls at lunch had gone quiet around me too. Whatever excitement had made me interesting for a little while had faded.