Novel & Cerita So Let Me Just Give Up

Too proud. And now she was doing the same to me. Karma's a bitch. I lay back on the couch. Closed my eyes. Tomorrow I'd try again. And the day after that. And the day after that. However long it took. Because giving up wasn't an option. Even if she already had. My phone buzzed. I grabbed it so fast I almost dropped it. Text from Mike. *How'd it go?* I stared at the message. Typed back: *It didn't.*

"That someone?" "Yeah," he said. "I am." "Thank you," I whispered. "For what?" he asked. "For being you," I said. "For not giving up on me, even when I give you every reason to." "I'm never giving up on you," he said. "Get that through your head right now." I wanted to argue, but I was too tired. Too emotionally drained from everything that had happened. "Okay," I said, closing my eyes. "I believe you."

I thought if I gave enough, I'd earn a warm home. I was wrong. You couldn't warm a stone. You throw it away. "Let's go." I powered off my phone, pulled out the SIM card, and dropped it in the trash. Goodbye, Victoria.

“Jade, I hope we’ll always be this happy together. I hope to sing this song for you for all of your future birthdays.” I was disgusted, so I made up an excuse and left. When I reached the corner, someone threw a basin full of powder at me. Having asthma, I could not breathe in such a thing. I started losing my breath as I pressed my hand against my chest. Then, I fell to my knees. “Why are you scheming against me? William just picked me up when you got someone to register your marriage secretly. “Did you think that would deter me? Impossible. William says that he loves me.”

The sadness and bitterness in his voice were like arrows piercing my chest. "I love you so much that even if it hurts me, I will choose to let go and give way for what you want. You don't like me, I got that. It's just so hard to get away from you because I can't help it. I don't deserve you, I know that now. But I can be selfless too, Gav. And trust me, I sure know how to let go. If this is what you really want, then from now on, rest assured that I will no longer bother you..." This time, his eyes were full of sorrow and weariness.

“Shit.” “Yeah.” Silence stretched between us. Then she said, “What are you going to do?” I shook my head. “What can I do?” Mia hesitated. “Maybe give him time?” I let out a hollow laugh. “I don’t think time is going to fix this, Mia.” She sighed, rubbing her temples. “So what, you’re just going to give up?” I wanted to say no. I wanted to tell her that I’d fight until there was nothing left in me.

I step inside with a deep, heavy, frustrated sigh. "Maybe it's time to give up this revenge thing," I mutter to myself. "For my own sanity.”

Call me crazy, I don't give a shit at this point. ✨ THE END ✨

I feel like dying! "Madam, can't you release the app? I want to use it now!"