Novel & Cerita Sorry, I Upgraded My Life

" You beast! Why are you suddenly undressing? ******** Pls bear with me, I have been struggling with my health, and the updating has been below expectations. I just had to give you an update today. There might be some mistake please try to understand with me.

I remembered the lines which I told my sister once. Enough is enough. Everything happens for a reason. I don't need those pathetic people in my life. It's good that I got rid of em. "Stay with the pain until it passes, and you will be calmer for the next one"... Life is all about the ups and downs.

Anything was better then what I have endured and what could have been my fate. “I am humbled to be able to chose a new life. I have never in my life felt as much love as I do from you and my new family. I am scared and excited what this will bring. My 19th birthday. The birthday I will be given a new life. The best present i could have ever hoped for.” I say everything really quickly. It kind of comes out jumbled, and odd, but I ment every word. I was just trying to hold myself from getting sick.

"Stop being so cheery, you are not a joker and goodness, your sister was far more beautiful than you. Abram how could your standards get so low". *** I know and I am so sorry for a very very late update. No excuse can turn over my mistake. But I will try my best to update regularly from now on. Thank you.

Dear Lucia (my love) I'm sorry, I'm sorry for causing you pain. I'm sorry for not being there for you and our unborn child. I am most regretful for the things I said on our last encounter. I'm sorry for having pushed you so far farther that you felt marriage was your only option. This hasn't been any easier for me, it's hard. I genuinely care about your wellbeing and that of our child. I feel worse because I haven't even helped you with anything such as the material for nursery.

Her life is very sad. ** You are a sad person and often I feel sorry for you. But know one thing, I will no longer let myself be influenced by your hatred and resentment. I will be happy now, as a mother and as a wife. I will dedicate myself to my family, my friends, and my career, and I will become a star in the firmament... because even if you only see me as a common mute, I know that I am special, that my destiny will be radiant and that I can afford anything because I am a person like everyone else... no I am more than that, I am unique, I am a genius **

Me looking like I’d been caught between a punch and a kiss. And the captions? Don’t even get me started. “Chemistry you can’t fake.” “The comeback of the century?” “When hate looks a little too much like love.” Yeah. Try drinking coffee with that shoved in your face every two seconds. I tossed my phone across the couch and muttered to myself, “God, I need a new life.” But the universe? The universe has a sick sense of humor. Because just when I thought it couldn’t get worse, the intercom buzzed.

Pain seeps across my skull and embeds itself in my eye sockets. “Nine…I’m sorry.” I press my lips into a firm line. Sorry, can’t give me back my life. “Yeah. So am I.”

All of a sudden I didn't feel so welcome anymore. ***

I joined her not minding how wet we are already. ************************************* O.O Sorry for the super duper ultra late update!😄 haha hehe. (Ps- Hope you guys didn't make dirty thoughts about the last sentence😂)