Novel & Cerita I'm Sorry I'm Not Perfect

*I'm so sorry you're going through this. *It's not your fault,* I thought back. *None of this is your fault.* *Still. I wish I could make it better.* *You can't. No one can.*

" I'm sorry." ©#KCMmuoe

I've puzzled over these questions for the last few days and regret to say that I have no answers to any of them. I know it sounds stupid, because what I did was so big, and these words seem so small, but, I'm sorry, Cam. I'm sorry that I hurt you. I'm sorry that I let you down. I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you. I'm sorry. I wish I could let you feel the depth of my regret and my remorse, because those two little words, "I'm sorry," are so inadequate, but I don't know how else to express myself.

"Is that a bad thing?" "Not necessarily. But it can be exhausting. For you and for everyone around you." She took a sip of her wine. "I used to be the same way. Then I realized that perfection is an illusion. The best you can do is show up and try your best. The rest is out of your control." "That's very philosophical." "I read it on a yoga mat."

No matter how perfect she is. It's a shame I wasn't looking for a perfect girl or on the perfect time to settle down. She would be the kind of girl, the right girl, the one you brought home to meet your parents. It's a shame too, really, that I don't have any of them. It's totally a shame that her perfection is only right for right now. ****

She quietly rasped but her tears get on the words making her mouth more watery. "I'm sorry for causing you more pain. You should have been in office working by now if not for me. I hate myself... I feel terrible. Maybe I'm not so perfect, after all. I should have done better. I should have treated you better." Sapphire's head fell on the bed beside him. Jade silently opened his eyes and turned to her with a little groan. "You're perfect, Fire. Please... Don't blame yourself." His voice sounded like a whisper in her ears.

Almost. “Sorry. That’s not fair of me to throw that in your face. Look. I'm sorry that I made you feel less than perfect when we were together. I’m not perfect at all. My temper is awful, case in point. I work hard at everything because of my family and I've never been in a serious relationship until you, Trevor. I don’t hate you, but it may take me some time to not wish you’d burn in Hell.” They both chuckled as she tried to break the tension.

“Does it? “ “Maybe sometimes. “ “Or they just don’t get it. “ The painful stab again. The hint no body will ever understand him. I take another shot to silence the roaring pain it inflicted and say “But to your question, I don’t think so. I haven’t done something, not like this. “ “Why not?” “I’ve just...I guess despite everything I’ve always been afraid I’ll disappoint my mother. “ “You don’t want to be like your father- kind of thing. “ “I guess. “ “You should stop trying to be so perfect. No one deserves the expectations that come with that. “ “I’m not perfect, “ I say, but his words still get to me.

His statement made me look at him with admiration and my respect for him skyrocketed. "Alpha Vicker, you seem to be a perfect man," I said smiling shyly. He roared into laughter as I began to chuckle. "I'm not perfect. I'm far from being perfect and I don't think any mortal being is perfect. I'm just a mere mortal with flaws and I must say that I have made many mistakes in my life just like everyone else. Nonetheless, I do the utmost to be the best version of myself," he said with a chuckle.

I am not one to be thrilled with the pressures of Model Perfect. “I can’t, Tanya. I can’t waltz back in there and become something I am not. I just don’t have it in me to do this again. Thanks for the compliment, but there really is no reason for me to stay with this company anymore. There are other reason for me to leave, but those are personal. I’d prefer not to share those with you at this time.”