ALL YOURS, DADDY
Knowing.
I told myself I hated him for it.
But late at night, when the house was quiet and Mom was asleep next to him in their king bed, I’d lock my door, pull my laptop under the covers, and search for videos that looked too much like us. Stepdad catching his stepdaughter alone in the kitchen. Stepdad bending her over the island. Stepdad whispering “good girl” while he fucked her raw.
I’d watch with the volume so low I had to press my ear to the speaker, fingers slipping under my panties, circling slow while some stranger on screen groaned “that’s it, princess.”