DIRTY DREAMS
The sun is dropping behind the ridgeline and the forest is shifting from golden to grey and I should have turned around an hour ago but the trail was beautiful and my phone had no signal and for the first time in months my brain was quiet and I kept walking because silence is a drug I’ve been chasing since my divorce.
The forest smells like pine and wet earth and something else – something metallic, mineral, the scent of stone, maybe water and something I can’t name that makes the hair on my arms stand up. The trees are old here – enormous trunks, canopy so thick the fading sky is visible only in patches. The undergrowth is dense, and the trail, if it ever was a trail, has dissolved into a c