When Saving Is Killing
As he pulled the middle drawer too hard, a small, pink spiral notebook slipped out from the back, tumbling onto the floorboards.
It was mine.
On the cover was a crooked, faded sticker of a cartoon rabbit.
Dad’s hand froze mid-air.
Mom’s vacant gaze slowly drifted over to it.
Dad reached down and flipped open the first page.
Written in large, shaky pencil strokes was a single rule: When Leo can't breathe, do not panic.
Beneath the words was a crude pencil drawing I had sketched.
It showed a small hand placed gently against a baby's back, sliding from top to bottom in a soft, soothing motion.