SHATTERRED VOWS, STOLEN SHADOWS
My knees felt hollow, incapable of supporting my weight.
I sat down directly on the freezing porcelain tile floor beside the tub. I pulled my knees into my chest, wrapping my arms tightly around my legs to stop the violent shivering that seized my frame every evening. I leaned forward, resting my cold forehead against the slippery, wet porcelain rim of the bathtub, letting the warm steam wash over my face while tears silently tracked down the bridge of my nose, dripping into the bathwater below.
What do I do? the question screamed in my head over and over, a relentless, deafening chant. Dear God, what do I do?