The Sun As Feelings Novels & Stories

Sunflowers are the closest thing I can think of when I think of sunshine and it feels right. Climbing into the shower, I'm not stressed about my day or worried about my day or nervous about seeing Evelyn and the kids. This is the first time in a while that I've felt so relaxed and at peace that it feels weird. My last relationship didn't put me in this state and it was the realest relationship I've had in my life. Being with Cora is unexpectedly different and everything I've ever needed. I'm happy. It's refreshing to feel that again and know that it's being reciprocated. But it also hurts knowing she doesn't feel good enough for me. I'll spend the rest of my life reminding her how perfect sh

Without any sound and blank expression, I’m laying on my side and just watching from the window how the sun goes down slowly. Tears welled up in my eyes. I’m tired, that’s all I can feel. As the sun disappears, I watched how the joyful pallet of colors slowly disappear and changed by the dark hue of color. Darkness. Just like what I’m feeling right now. The joy had left me. Good days are gone. And I’m in reality now. The re -awakening of my eyes is a light that has dawned on me. I'm still fine. My feet still fell on the bed and half my body was lying on the bed. I grunted when I felt the throbbing of my head.

ALEX'S POV I stepped into the bright morning sun and could feel its immediate impact on my skin although winter was at its peak, I could still feel the sun rays enriching my skin with a tangling sensation . Was so eager on my way to school like a child eager to see what lies beneath the Christmas tree wondering what the gift contained, so eager to see her, to smell her, touch her, I can't wait to taste her.

It’s confusing how my heart’s palpitations grow even stronger and out of beat as if it wants to escape through my chest and fall on the ground waiting for someone to step on it and crush it, so that it’d stop beating. I close my eyes and tilt my head back at the sky, letting the warm evening sun give me some heat. Burn me. Turn me into ashes. The sun beats down my closed lids, like deceptively embracing the trembling soul in me. I’ve never liked sunny days, they’re too bright and warm for a person like me. The one who has always been compared to its brightness. And the scars look deadly in light. I don’t want anyone to see me like this.

I nod, giving Grandpa a small, reassuring smile, though inside, I feel anything but reassured. I sit there, battling with my emotions. I never imagined our relationship would come to this. Well, was there any relationship anyway? It was just one-sided love, like a sunflower craving the sun but being cast in the night’s shadow. The memories of unreciprocated love flood my mind, leaving me feeling empty and drained.

I didn't ask for a selfie at once. "Please let me have this camera", I just deleted those images in the thought of regaining them later from the trash bin. He said, "I'm just adjoining you at this moment as it's gonna be the last trip with you". I interrupted him in between saying, " What's sun mean to you?","A reflection which never meant to keep us in ourselves. A way to find out what's the best route for us. A sense which made every sense into work…!"

I held my breath. “How can you come out in the light?” “Like everyone else of course. The sunlight can’t hurt me like myths say, but there are some out there that are allergic to the sunlight. We are also more comfortable in the dark, well at least I am.” “Well how about human emotions? Can you feel?” He started laughing at me.

Even with abilities that change the tide of a kingdom, he has told me, time and time again, that I do not fit the image, yet I foolishly let myself- Something in my throat clenches, and a warmth from my eyes trickles to the side again before I pull away from him. He stirs briefly but doesn’t wake. How do I already miss his hold? The sun’s glow peered in the distance; from my seated position, I could see where the sun’s dull peach cut across the sky’s blue. ‘One day, this feeling will pass.’ Kaisa’s words are brief; they offer no relief because the feelings were potent now.

It definitely seemed like it. Although I was lost, somewhere deep inside me felt like I was found. I felt surprisingly calm and warm as the sun was hitting my face. Sunlight always felt nice and even though most people don’t like to be under the sun for too long I think there’s something about it that’s calming at some point.

My pulse increased, and I squeezed my eyes tightly together, willing it to stop and pleading to Selene that it would pass. I pushed the feeling further and further down. I felt a slight pinch in my neck, and my entire body felt heavy. The burning subsided as I was pulled into the darkness. ~~~ "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy when skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, how much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away," "Stop it, mama. I'm getting too big for nighttime snuggles." I giggled as my mother pecked kisses all over my face.