There Is A Pain So Utter Novels & Stories

at times, emotional pain can be more awful than physical pain, maybe that's why i don't feel the pain on my leg i feel nothing he sighs, moving up and sits beside me on the bed. "sam, look at me," he pulls me gently to his side, brushing my hai "go away," i mumbl "sam, please, just look at me. and tell me how do you feel. let it out on me. let it out all the rage, all the things you're feeling i breath out heavily, then turn to him. "when storm gave me the bullet carved by my name, you know what i was thinking? all i was thinking, 'so this is how it's going to end, huh? this, my life?'

Grabbing a shard of glass, I slashed it across my neck. Blood gushed out of the wound, a few drops landing on Anna's hand. She screamed, clearly never having seen anything like this. She rushed to call the doctors, and the room soon spiraled into chaos. Drifting out of consciousness, I inwardly told Lumi this was the last thing I could do for her.

-=Ang's Point of View=- I'm experiencing an excruciating pain that feels like my head might shatter. I tried to recollect the events that led to this agony, but the more I forced myself to remember, the more intense the pain became. In a desperate attempt for relief, I shut my eyes momentarily, longing for the pain to dissipate. However, I soon realized that it wouldn't be that simple. After taking a few calming breaths, the throbbing in my head slightly subsided. As I opened my eyes, my gaze fell upon a pitcher of water within reach, accompanied by a comforting pain reliever.

By this time, the air between us became deathly still, pregnant with unexpressed feeling. Loud gasps came in spurts through my throat, severely aggravating the pain into acute agony piercing through the engaged muscle of my right side. I shouted with all the intensity, "Ahhhhh!" The torturous pain struck me-a heavy weight bearing down upon all the very recesses and nitty-gritty of my being.

Slowly, Yan Qilang suddenly convulsed, her entire body seemingly in agonising pain as the pill began to dissolve in her body. "The eternal pain pill, a pill that can make you feel eternal pain. A pain that even a man in the realm of kings cannot endure. Come, show me your determination!" Yan Qilang had truly gone mad from the pain that continued to eat away at his body. The pain that arose in every part of his organs, skin as well as his own brain. Endless pain, which was more terrifying than death. But he was still firmly defending himself, he did not want to give up despite having to endure that pain.

“Argh!” Excruciating pain shoots up my skull. Before I can get a handle on what is happening, I blackout. However, not before muttering a single name. “Spitfire.”

“The girl.” I nod once. That’s all they need. “She is not one of us,” the third hisses. Her words drip with disdain. “She’s human,” adds the fourth. “She’s unmarked,” says the fifth. “She *was* unmarked,” I growl, and the correction comes out harder than I intended. The fire behind my ribs flares in response to my emotion, and I have to grit my teeth to keep from doubling over. The pain is constant now, a burning thread that connects me to something—someone—miles away.

“I…” “Let me finish please. I wanted you and I’m not fucking ashamed to admit that much.” His eyes stopped searching my lips, and connected with my eyes. “I’ve gone through the worst pain I could ever imagine in this last few days. My parents are gone and they are never coming back. They are dead, and that’s so final. It’s insane.”

Rufus’s point of view Pain is… beautiful. Not in the way mortals romanticize it—not the kind that inspires sonnets or earns sympathy. No, this pain is sacred. It strips me bare. Boils away the weakness. What’s left is pure. I no longer scream. I did, in the beginning. When Isabella used fire to remind me of the love we once shared. When Nathaniel dug into my veins with his light, thinking he could burn the truth out of me.