Novel & Cerita Smile Behind The Pain

We were all smiling in the portrait. I took a deep breath and smiled at them. It still hurts a lot. Years passed but the pain that I felt the night I saw my parents cold bodies is still here. The pain is just inside my body, waiting for me to break down. Whatever I do, we will never be the same again.

Especially when I stare into your eyes, no matter how good you are at fake a smile I will know what you are carrying inside. And I get excited every time I see the hardship and pain in those eyes. It's not normal but I don't care about people so I don't stop myself from smiling every time I see them hurt. The sound they make when they groan in pain, the way their face crample in sting sensation, makes my lips rose to smile. It's addicting and I love that shit. "Sadie, I've been looking for you for a while!" Moli's voice from behind me, causing the whole 5 pm to look at me in the distance.

he said with a smile to end the topic. "You hurt yourself so much for the sake of the crowd and making the game entertaining?" I inquired, still unable to believe him. "Yup, but the bigger reason was the smile on your face" he smiled widely "I wanted a proud and triumphant smile on your face which couldn't have come without the unexpected victory" he stated "I am happier to see the smile on your face because of me than actually winning the match. And I would go through any pain, take beatings, and fight hundreds of people for you, just like Dante," he said looking straight in my eyes "your smile is so beautiful that I am ready to give up my world for it"

I try to smile the sharp pain in my mouth prevents me. "Let's go home" * * Don't forget to comment and vote guys!

Dante stood before me. "Hey, come on," Dante had the nerve to smile. You don't have to be upset, I was just trying to make you laugh." The pain was numbing, but I asked. "Is it working, Dante?" His smile dropped and gave me a blank expression, searching my eyes.

"Sunesis, did someone finally move into the empty space next door?" "Yes, Grandma," I had replied, forcing a soft smile as I adjusted her blankets. "His name is Jay. He keeps to himself, but he seems nice." Now, standing in the dim hallway after another brutal shift, I reached into my baggy sweater pocket to grab my keys. My fingers were shaking so badly from exhaustion that the metal ring slipped right through my grasp. The keys hit the floorboard, the loud noise echoing off the narrow walls. I let out a miserable, tired sigh and bent down to reach for them, but a sudden stitch of sharp pain in my lower back made me gasp and freeze.

uff thank god, she agreed, we had our breakfast and went to company, she sat in the couch and started checking the files, I'm staring at her, this is really painful to see her like that, she is the girl who introduced me to emotions, but here she is the one who is being emotionless, it hurts to look at her like that looking at her smile, anyone can forget their worries and smiles automatically but the same face forgotten how to smile, she can't stay silent for a second without messing around, but she is being professional like an expert this hurts me the most suddenly she turned her face and looked towards me, I signaled her to come, she came near me, I pulled her into my lap, she asked "wha

A blood was running out of my cracked lips. " You never know what I am dealing with the whole time just to give you a better life. How dare you disrespect me like this. Is this what you learn from your rebel friends? It looks like, Canada is not for you Wesley. After this semester you will go back to the Philippines, and there...you will see what I'm talking about," He exclaimed before leaving me bleeding. I sighed and slammed the door. Now, everything is really fucked up.

It clicked its tongue, almost impressed. "You're the most miserable human I've ever seen," it said. "Want to make a deal? I can transfer your pain to your relatives." Above us, Amber wobbled on the cable. For the first time during the stunt, her smile looked thin. The wind shoved her. Her foot searched for the rung. She looked like a butterfly with a torn wing, one bad gust away from falling. I did not hesitate. "Fine," I said. "Who will you bind?" the Shared-Sense System asked.

“Anything.” “If you’re ever drowning too… don’t disappear behind your smile. Don’t hide from me.” His arms tightened. “I promise.” We lay like that for a long time. Not healed. Not whole. But together. And maybe… that was enough.