Novel & Cerita This Is Me Trying Lyrics

~I want to breathe, I hate this night I want to wake up, I hate this dream I'm trapped inside of myself and I'm dead Don't wanna be lonely Just wanna be yours~ -(BTS) Save Me --- --- --- --- --- "You are home sire." "I am." "And you are late." "Indeed." "And you seem rather flustered." "I do- what?" "Your cheeks sire. You are red as the red moon." "No I'm not.” "Yes you are."

For the man that left my bed For making love the way I saved for you inside my head And I'm sorry for the fans I lost Who watched me fall again I wanna be a role model But I'm only human -I felt a tear on my cheek-: I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why I do it every, every, every time It's only when I'm lonely Sometimes I just wanna cave And I don't wanna fight I try and I try and I try and I try and I try and I try and I try Just hold me, I'm lonely Momma, I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor To the ones who never left me we've been down this road before

“Oh I’m tryin ‘, I’m tryin’, I’m tryin ‘I’m tryin’, I’m tryin ‘Oh tryin’, I’m tryin ‘I’m tryin’ I’m tryin ‘, I’m tryin not to think about you No, no, no, no Not to think about you … “ Slowly I slid my hand from head to waist, itching me to frown to the accompaniment of the music as my hand traveled to other parts of the body. “No, no, no, no Oh I’m tryin ‘, I’m tryin’, I’m tryin ‘I’m tryin’, I’m tryin ‘Oh tryin’, I’m tryin ‘, I’m tryin ‘I’m tryin’, I’m trying ‘Not to give in to you No, no, no, no Not to give in to you With my feelings on fire Guess I’m a bad liar. “ I close my eyes as I turn around swaying my hips. I bit my lip when I saw Doc’s handsome face in my mind.

I looked back one last time—at the house of glass, at the husband of iron, and at the man who tried to save a ghost. “The performance is over,” I whispered to the waves, and then I let the next swell take me under. The water was a crushing, silent weight. Underneath the surface, the sounds of the party—the clinking glass, my mother’s shrill laughter, the men’s hollow arguments—were replaced by a rhythmic, heavy thrum. For a second, I let the darkness hold me. No contracts. No spare tire labels. Just the cold, honest sea.

" when I'm really alone I feel my own voice. Since I'm not with anyone, no one will judge no matter what kind of tone I have. I intend to give it to Justine again and let him set the tone. The night wind blew.. And it caressed my skin. I felt a slight chill. But I still continued to play the guitar and sing. Chorus: i want you I need you Can you give me a chance? To prove everything to you? Let me show how much I love you How much do you mean to me? Say it, I'll wait Even if it lasts longer Because I'm Crazy I'm crazy in love with you

I feel Weird I know it's her doing she will pay right along with my father and his god damn goons. I try to fight sleep but it takes me down for the couple of hours I forget the next time I wake I am cold , I need to pee I am a Miller I am not going to dedicate on myself. I scream again hoping one of the goons is outside I need to fucken pee. As much as I scream no one comes.

But the men were already consumed by lust and had no intention of listening. One of them shoved Ember hard, sending her sprawling several feet across the floor. She winced, tears welling up from the pain. Realizing she had no power to stop them, she gave in with a twisted smile. "Fine. This works too. Who cares if someone does rescue you? Once Jeffrey sees you've been tainted, I doubt he'd still want you." The men leered and closed in on me. I screamed for help, but my voice only echoed uselessly in the empty warehouse.

Nothing quieted it. I tried. God, I tried. I tried to swallow it all down. I tried to stay still. I tried to be quiet. I tried to be strong. But I couldn’t. Not this time. Because strength hadn’t saved me. And neither had he.

"Eyes open. Stay with me." I tried. I really tried.