What If I Never Love Again Novels & Stories

he had pleaded, taking her hands in his, but that didn't last a second. "l will never have another baby with you, Desmond. I don't love you anymore. My love for you has expired. You are just too weak and lacking in so many ways. You won't let go of your past and focus on us. You hang yourself onto your past, Desmond. I can't deal with that anymore "

“Forget it. I’ll talk to you later at the house. I, I know you are still angry at me but please listen to me and go home… Don’t just go and… Disappear again. We have to talk- no, we must talk about it more later, okay? Just… Don’t go away and vanish into thin air together with Kai. Wait for me at home.” Just imagining the house empty without her and Kai’s things made his heart beats erratically. It feels like if he won’t speak about this now, he will never have the chance to again. Maybe what happened seven years ago will reenact again: she’ll disappear and will never come back for a long time, must worst: she’ll never reappear again. Ever. His greatest fear right now.

“My Sophia, this is heaven. Being inside you is the best feeling I’ve ever had. Don’t ever leave me again.” The words are a plea and the softness of them makes me tilt his head up and my breath catches in my throat when I see the love in his stormy blue grays. “Never again,” I vow, lacing my fingers within his on either side of my head. Then, he begins to move. We move with a desperation that I’ve never felt before and when he reaches the end of me one last time, I tighten my inner muscles around him and I simply cannot hold the pleasure inside anymore.

Silence falls over us as we match each other’s steps, and the song changes to ‘I’ll Never Love Again’ by Lady Gaga. “I have hurt you,” he speaks suddenly, grabbing my attention. He looks up from the floor, his gaze holding mine, “I know I have treated you terribly. Did things to you that you didn’t deserve,” my heart skips a beat as something flickers in his eyes, “I had a reason to do them. A reason that I can’t tell you right now. But I want you to know that if the situation was different…” my eyes turn wide as he leans in, “... I wouldn’t have let you go.” he whispers and my heart starts to beat loudly in my ears. Why is he saying all of this right now?

She couldn't clearly recall all that she did just to leave. Under her skeptical eyes, as she tried to recall, he pulled out a document and held it towards her. Scrunching up her nose, she accepted it from his hand and went through the papers— her jaw clenching at the contents. . It was printed in clear black ink that if she failed to return three years later, she would have to pay a ten million— a sum that she couldn't even comprehend. She glared at the man for tricking her into signing this paper. He was a hateful bastard. How did she even have the heart to love him before? Taking advantage of her weakened mental state back then, he tricked her to sign this.

"Bella Lewis, at this same place, I lost you 4 years back. This room was decorated in the same manner that day. I wanted to make you mine forever, but I lost you. I thought I would never see you again, but destiny brings us back. This time, I can't afford to lose you, babe. I wanna to resume our story from where it ended that day. I want you to be there with me through thick and thin. I promise I'll do all the household chores if you want me to. I'll give you all my attention for the rest of our lives. I'll love you to infinity. I'm never gonna leave your side. So, will you be mine forever. I'm ready to be your slave mistress."

After several unsuccessful attempts to locate it, she resigned herself to the couch in the shadowy space, eyes closed, savoring the cool, tranquil atmosphere, and letting her thoughts drift away. Flashback “Cami, can you promise me you’ll never leave me?” Eric had posed this question during their one-year anniversary celebration. “Of course! I promise I’ll never leave you” I responded with a playful smile. “And I vow to love you and only hiu forever,” Eric declared, gazing intently into her eyes. “I hope you’ll keep that promise and stay with me always,” I replied, locking my gaze with his. “ I promise, because a life without you would be dull and empty; you’re my light, Cami, and I’ll hold

Grabbing his arm desperately, she screamed, "Why? Sebastian, tell me why. Can't you just forget about her? What's so special about her? She doesn't want you anymore, and you're still going after her?" Sebastian forcefully shook off her hand, his eyes filled with disgust and coldness. "This is none of your business." "What do you mean, none of my business?" Maureen yelled. "I love you! I've been with you all this time! What has Leona done except throw tantrums and threaten to break up with you?" "Shut up!" Sebastian shouted back, his gaze sharp as it finally landed on her. "Maureen, listen carefully. There was never any chance between us. There never was, and there never will be. Stop wasting

“It is the version of him you created in your head. The one you believe loved you.” That hit deeper than I expected. I grabbed the drink and swallowed it quickly, ignoring the burn. “How do I break it?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper. “By accepting that he never loved you,” he said simply. I closed my eyes for a second. That word… never. It felt heavier than everything else. “You make love sound so… pointless,” I said, opening my eyes again. He gave a small shrug. “It is. Getting stuck on someone who does not care if you exist… is that really worth it?”

Love hadn’t protected her. It had blinded her. If I could live again… The thought came unbidden, fragile but sharp. I would never love like this. Her heart gave one final, uneven beat. Then everything went dark