What If I Never Love Again Novels & Stories

I was alone. I was okay being alone, it doesn’t matter if I never love again, never find happiness. But to be taunted by the image of what could’ve been I couldn’t do that. I can’t do that. If I see them again the feelings would come back and I’d die all over again.

Gordon added. "What can I do? I am a lost hope. I am sick, I have no home, no family, no friend. The only thing I have is one functional kidney, that might fail any time soon and I will have to see my parents sooner, so ending it now, could actually be the best". She cries. "In my next life, I will make a different choice. I will watch the people I let into my life". She continued wallowing in her sorrow. Tears dropping profusely without control, because just the thought of what they did to her, brings about a whirlwind of emotions.

I would never stand in his way again. I would never wait for him again. I would never throw away my whole life for a man who didn't love me. I would let him have what he wanted. And let myself go too.

I ignore the pain in my chest and ply on. "Falling in love with you again is something my heart will not survive a second time, and so it is not happening. I will never let it happen. After one year, I will leave. Perhaps I'll find someone I can genuinely start a life with. Someone who would help me move on. But that person will never be you, Mason. I cannot fall in love with a monster."

Instead, Dominic had withdrawn the charges but his mercy had come with a price. She would never return to Hale Group. Worse, she knew the restrictions placed on her would make finding a respectable job in the country nearly impossible. “I don’t know what I’m going to do,” she whispered. Serena looked at her. “Neither do I.” Cynthia turned toward her. “I should have listened to you.” Serena shook her head. “No, we both made our choices.” Neither of them said anything else. They walked away from the station together, carrying the consequences of what they had done.

Every ounce of strength in my body. She might never love me again. Might never forgive me for the past. But she would live. Even if she still rejected me. Even if she never let me hold her again. She would live.

Has she stopped loving me and moved on? I firmly believe that love does not die in the wink of the eye. You simply do not awake one day and decide that you do not love anymore. But has my wrong been such a deed that one can never forgive for? I still truly hope that there is a chance for Cassandra and me, and if not, I will not give up until she loves me again. I am a Caine, we fight until the end and even after that, we will still fight, there is no turning back ever.

And that broke me. Not the pain I felt or the air struggling to return to my lungs, but the fact that he would never love me again. Never again. The memory hit me hard, uninvited and unstoppable. Zephyr and I lay underneath the stars, his arms wrapped around me so tightly as if letting go would make the world disappear. His voice was quiet and filled with warmth. “I will love you forever,” he'd whispered in my hair. “You're my everything and I will always find my way back to you.”

But what he didn't know was that Winnie was sending me photos of their dates in real-time every day. In those photos, Quinton looked truly relaxed and happy in a way I had never seen before. If it were a few months ago, I might have felt heartbroken by this betrayal. Now, I just wanted to escape as soon as possible. After getting my new prosthetic leg, I placed the divorce papers I had prepared in advance on the table. This year-long scam should also finally come to an end. … There were ten minutes left before boarding. I held my boarding pass and gently stroked my belly.

“Ooh… you did? “Yes. Well… what did you say? “I rejected her. I told her that I don’t love her and that I’m madly in love with you, my wife” “Aww, so sweet” “May I join you in the bathroom and take a shower together? Gavin asked “Pervert. I’ll pass” “C’mon, I’ve missed you” “Really? Remember when I told you that you will regret loosing me. You swore that you won’t” “And I realized that it’s not really good to always use the word never” “Why? “I will never miss you, that’s what I told you but guess what? I almost went crazy when you left . Don’t ever leave my side again, okay?