Your Not Hurting Me This Time Novels & Stories

"Is that an order too?" "Call it whatever keeps you eating." He set the bowl down without looking away from me, and the air between us went thin enough that I could hear my own heartbeat over it. "I don't do well watching you hurt, and I'd rather not find out how much worse I'd do if it happened again." I let that sit a moment before I trusted my voice enough to answer it, my breath already shorter than it had any right to be. "Last time you got this close to me, you didn't finish what you started."

“I don’t have room in my mind to hate you anymore. As long as you promise this will never happen to anyone else, ever again.” Time’s expression settles into a gentle smile. “Never.”

“Arе you sure, bаbу? I dоn’t wаnt tо hurt уоu.” “The only thіng thаt wіll hurt is if уоu аrе denying mе whаt is mіnе.” Hіѕ fасе drорреd, shocked bу mу words. “I wоuld never dо thаt, you know I’m уоurѕ—аlwауѕ.”

I don't hate you Joseph but I seems can't trust you enough now. I don't want to live like this. No one ever want to be hurt like this. My heart hurt so bad now. Really bad, Joseph.

“ I've got stuff to do. ” “ I know. ” I didn't miss the sigh that escaped his lips. “ Can I have a minute? ” I turned to him, “ You've got just two minutes. ” “ Okay. ” We both stood there, not knowing what to say or do. “ Why don't you come in? ” “ What if you hurt me? ” I knew my words sounded hurtful, but it was the truth. He'd done so last time, hadn't he? “ I won't, Mira. ” The way he sounded, made my heart ache.

" What would you have me do? Get panicked that you're going to hurt me? " " I will never hurt you. " He muttered under his breath. To be continued...

“Don’t be. I won’t hurt you. I’ll be gentle—it’s your first time.” My breath caught. How did he know… it’s my first time?

I just smile then I nod. 'I'm ready.' **Everybody is going to hurt you, you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for - ***

Great now I'm crying again " Baby I would never hurt you. I hope you know that and after everything you have been through if you need time I will give that to you." This man is just amazing. " You don't understand. Yes I'm scared but I want to be with you. I want to see where this goes with us." I don't think he could smile harder than he is now

"Don't hurt me" "Don't worry. I will only hurt you as much as you can take” He answered so simply as if what he said made sense to any normal person, but somehow I trusted him. I was fucking twisted, just like he was. “You said yourself that I was all you thought about for the past three days. Don’t you want to spend time with me now that I am here?” My heart leaped into my throat. Did I? I wanted him here, but not like this. But If he left me here all by myself again- without me knowing when he would come back- I wouldn't survive it.