I still wasn’t certain if my eyes were playing a trick on me. It was him, looking at me with contempt. The same haughty pride that was burned in my memory. It occurred to me that I had entered into the wrong office, and now I was going to get kicked out and I would not be meeting Mr. Crowe again. But I recalled telling the secretary that I wanted to meet with Ethan Crowe, why did she check this office then? Was this possibly another inner sanctum reception desk?
She apologized profusely and made a feeble attempt to pull me out, but my feet were frozen to the floor. Being regarded under his chilling gaze made me feel excitement and the humiliation he had inspired in me two years ago. It was bizarre how my body remembered every detail like it had only been a few seconds ago. Speak godammit, I urged myself.
“I need to speak with Mr. Ethan Crowe. I promise I won’t take much of his time.” My voice came out like I had sand stuck in my throat. I saw an emotion flash through his eyes but it disappeared before I could make heads or tails of it.
“That would be me, what can I help you with?” He responded crisply.
No, that wasn’t right. Ethan Crowe was a man in his late seventies, with brown eyes and a kind smile, not the impossible demon that sat in front of me. I saw a small resemblance, but I wanted his words to be a lie.
“Ethan Crowe is…old.” panic leaked into my voice.
“That would be my grandfather. The naming thing was my parent’s idea.” He said drily. Did he even recognize me? “You needed an audience with Ethan Crowe and now you have one. While I am still interested, I suggest you state your problems.”
I gulped loudly and looked to his secretary for assistance, only to find that she was missing. I had not noticed when she disappeared; the urge to vanish in a similar manner took hold in the recesses of my mind. I needed to do this, I could bottle up my shame, and hate for the man before me, and beg him to leave Arroyo untouched or broken from his hand. I knew all too well how much damage he could cause. Defiantly I moved to his table. My heels clacking loudly as I went. I dropped my bag on his table and began to pull food filled tuperware out of it.
“Good day Mr. Crowe. I came to discuss your recent purchase of half of a town, Arroyo Grande.
It has been a quaint little town for years, even before I was born...”
A whole spread was now in front of him. He looked at the food then up at me. Avoiding his eyes,
I continued. “I was hoping you’d reconsider demolishing our homes.”
“and why would I do that. From what I remember, you said you hated your town.”
So he did remember me. “I believe I was drunk, the night I made that statement.” He would know better than anyone else. “and I think you should reconsider because of all the lives you would be turning upside down if you redevelop. It has been the home of so many for decades; it would be cruel to take it away from them.”
“Before this building you’re standing in was here, it was the home of many others. I’m afraid this will be a waste of both our times.” He eyed the food. “is this supposed to be some kind of bribe?”
“It was made to show you one of the many businesses that you have in your newly acquired property, one of many that will crumble if you go ahead with your plans.” My voice broke. My father’s therapies and medication was already eating into the restaurant. McCauley had been fair, there was no way they would find new homes and a new building to transfer to in three months.
“Please I beg you, I will do anything…”
The doors opened and an older gentleman stepped in with a cordial smile on his face. Now that was the Ethan Crowe she had planned to meet. He walked into the room
“Apologies for interrupting, I’ll be out of your hair soon enough- That’s a wonderful spread of food, boy.” He said in the same breath.
“Grandfather…” the younger Ethan said smoothly and rose from his table. I thought you were supposed to be home resting? Where is Evelyn?”
The old man scoffed and went round the desk to Ethan’s side. “If you want me to have a baby sitter so bad, find me a better one. Or you could go with the second choice.”
He pulled out a file from a drawer and rose to his full height. Both of them standing so close together, it was impossible to miss the resemblance. I mentally struck myself for not checking for pictures of his family. He looked at the food again.
“Is that focassia I smell? That’s my favorite!” and then he smiled at me, it was only natural that I returned one.
“I made them. Please have a taste of it.” he did not have to be told twice. The old Ethan Crowe was around the table, seated and munching on a plate with a slice before I could launch into a mini powerpoint on our restaurant. He was still the owner of the company. If I could appeal to him, then whatever project that was planned for my community would be cancelled. He let out hums of approval as he bit into another slice.
“This is heavenly.” He praised between bites.
“I actually work in a family restaurant at Arroyo. Your company just added my community as a new purchase, you should come sometime it would be lovely to have you there.”
Old Ethan nodded. “If all your meals smell and taste this good, then I just might.” He turned to his grandson. “Now this woman would make an excellent addition to the family.” Bile rose in my throat but I shoved it down maintaining my smile.
“Funny you should say that…” Ethan’s voice followed me like a plague, I remembered it being whispered softly in my ear while we had made love. Goosebumps stole up my arm, and yet I felt like I was burning up. What did he say? He moved round to my side.
“We wanted it to be a surprise.” He continued. My lids fluttered as I felt him invade my space, my senses. He smelt better… I felt his solid core on my back and it took all my brain cells to stop myself from running with my hands raised, out of the office or do something dumber like turn around, and find out if he was still a great kisser.
Old Ethan paused, his fork hanging in the air. Why did he look so surprised? It must have been something his grandson was saying, and I wasn’t paying attention because he was standing so close and I could not think straight. I made to move away from him and yelped in surprise when Ethan’s hand grabbed hold of my waist softly. Tingles erupted over every inch of my body, blocking my thoughts again. I needed to be in control. I focused my mind on why I was there; for the restaurant, for Arroyo. With that settled, I could focus on the conversation that was happening in front of me.
“Grandfather, I’d like you to meet my fiancée, Mae.”
MAEThe moment the door opened, and I saw who it was, my heart stopped. “Dad?” I croaked, my voice barely above a whisper. Tears sprang to my eyes almost immediately. I tried to sit up, but he was already by my side, gently pressing me back down. “Don’t push yourself,” he said softly, but there was worry in every word. He pulled up a chair and sat next to me, his hand covering mine. “You should be resting.”I blinked up at him, confused. “What… how are you here? Shouldn’t you also be resting?” My dad had fainted just two days ago and seeing him there made my chest ache.He gave me a small smile and shrugged like it was nothing. “I heard about a certain Mae being treated at the hospital. Someone mentioned your name, and I… I had to make sure it was you.” His voice cracked a little at the end.I swallowed hard, my throat hurting. “I’m okay now, Dad. I promise. I should be the one worrying about you. How do you feel?”“I'm fine.” He replied with a small smile. He just held my hand, his
CMAEThe moment Ethan walked in, my heart stopped. Not in a good way. He looked rough like he’d been through hell and back, but he still had this commanding presence about him. And those men in suits behind him? Yeah, that didn’t help. My stomach twisted, the knife in my throat feeling colder and sharper than ever now. Ava’s grip on me tightened, and I could feel her shaking just slightly. Their coming closer was making her nervous and her knife pressed into my neck even more, scaring me.“Ethan,” she said, her voice cracking but still carrying that desperate tone. “Tell them to stay back, or I’ll kill her.” That sent a chill down my spine, like ice running through my veins. She pressed the knife closer, and I winced, biting my lip to keep myself from crying out. It hurt, my shoulder had still not healed from the accident and the way she was pressing it down hurt badly.Ethan raised his hands, palms out, his voice calm, like he was trying to also calm her down. “Ava, just let her
ChaMAEMy eyes snapped open, and for a moment, everything was a blur. My head throbbed like someone had hit it many times, and my mouth was dry, my tongue sticking to the roof of it. My head hurt badly, like badly, especially the back of my head like it had been hit.I blinked a few times, trying to figure out where I was, trying to remember what had happened, but nothing made sense. The air was damp and cold, and there was this faint, musty smell that made my stomach twist. I looked around, my vision finally clearing, and panic hit me almost immediately, making my heart pound harder than ever.I was in a huge, dark basement, the kind you only find in horror movies, except this was real life, my life. The only light came from a single bulb hanging from the ceiling, swaying slightly like it might go out any second. My arms and legs felt heavy, and when I tried to move, I realized why. I was tied to a chair. Thick ropes dug into my wrists and ankles, holding me in place no matter h
MAEIt was Julianna. Of course, it was Julianna. Why did I think she wouldn't come? Of course, she would. Seemed like everyone knew her except me and it was killing me. I wasn't even sure if she and Ethan had dated before. I wasn't sure about anything anymore.She walked onto the balcony like she owned the world, dressed to kill in this beautiful black dress that hugged her figure perfectly. She looked completely perfect. Her makeup was flawless, not a smudge out of place, and her hair looked like it had been styled by some overpriced Hollywood professional. She had this effortless grace about her like she knew people were watching, and she loved it. I felt tiny in comparison. I felt out of place at that moment. She was like the epitome of beauty, and I was the epitome of nothing. Well, not nothing. I believed in loving my body, but she just suited him perfectly while he and I were odd together.She made her way over to us with a smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes, slipping he
MAEI spotted him the second Lindsey walked away like my eyes had been programmed to find him in any crowd. He stood near the far wall, looking way too good in a perfectly tailored suit, a drink in his hand, and that confident, effortless stance that used to make me melt. My stomach did this weird flip, and for a second, I thought about bolting right back out the door. But then Lindsey’s voice yanked me out of my thoughts. “Okay, I'm back.” Before I could react, she handed me another drink, her energy as bubbly as ever. “Thanks for coming. Seriously, it means so much to me!” I forced a smile, trying my best to match her enthusiasm. “Of course. I’m honored to be here.” She rolled her eyes and smacked my arm lightly, laughing. “Oh, stop being so modest. You’re family. I'm surprised you and Ethan didn't come together, but oh well. Couples always fight, right? Now, eat whatever you want, okay? I’ll be right back. Again. I have to say hi to a million more people.” “Go, go,” I s
MAEIt was another picture of Ethan and Julianna. They were holding hands, her other hand clutching a bouquet like they were in some sort of romantic movie, which made me sad instead of happy.My chest felt tight like someone had taken a fistful of my heart and squeezed it. And it hurt badly. I wished there was medicine for heartache because I couldn't take any more of this pain. I just wanted peace. Sighing, I tossed my phone to the side, the screen going dark as it hit the pillow. My fingers brushed against my cheeks, and I realized tears had started falling again. Why couldn't I stop crying? It was definitely because of my pregnancy. Not because of Ethan. Not.I curled up on my bed, wrapping my arms around my stomach without even thinking about it. My voice cracked as I whispered, “I’m sorry, baby. I’m sorry you can’t be close to your father right now.” My hand instinctively rubbed the small curve of my belly, as I could somehow comfort the little life growing inside me. The ac