Devirginized by my ex (English)

I admit that until now, I can’t still move on from my past relationship with Kurt. It still hurts. My heart is still in pain.Why does he need to choose another girl over me? And take note, that another girl looks like a clown. Her face is so caked with make-up. She looks like a coloring book. Does he have no taste anymore?That Dessery is so irritating. Kurt didn’t even choose a girl who can exceed my prettiness. I am so offended in that part. That girl is not worth it compares to me.I don’t really know what happened to our relationship. We were so happy then after some times, it ended suddenly. But as they said, when you are happy, there comes the sadness. It isn’t always the sunset. Rain will come and darkness will fill our world without our consent. We have no choice; we cannot do anything about it. It is part of our life.Suddenly a thought came to my mind. Maybe it was the real reason why we broke up."Joyce, I want you now,” he said in a seductive word. Who will not be seduced

I am eating the food when the door opened again that cause me to stop eating. It is him who is intently looking at me now. I avoided his gaze, while he faked a cough.He entered the comfort room inside is room. I just continue eating. It is so yummy. Who cooked it? Him?I smiled because of that. He still cares for me huh. I know and I am sure of that.When I'm done eating, I drink the fresh juice and get the medicine to make this headache vanish.I rest for a bit and after that I decided to wash my plate.As I am washing, I remember something. Does Kurt change my clothes? Oh my gosh!Wait, why I am smiling widely with that? Am I really insane?After that, I go back inside his room to get my phone and dress.At exactly entering his room, he is heading out from the bathroom. He is topless now. The water is dripping over his body. His abs are shining right now. And his muscles are bulky, I want to pinch it. Where is the justice? Why he is so hot?The room suddenly get hot even tho it is

“Hey! I am speaking since we get here and yet you are not listening to me. My gosh, Joyce! You are even smiling like an idiot there. You look like crazy,” Fea said and eat her ice cream. We are here at ice cream parlor. She invited me here. She is craving for an ice cream. Hmm... is she pregnant?She pinched my waist. “Why are you smiling like a fool in love? Share it to me.”I just smiled stupidly at her and shakes my head. “Nothing. Can you repeat what are you saying earlier?”“I don’t want to. I am so tired saying things to you then you don’t give me attention. Let’s just change the topic. Share your story to me.”“It’s just nothing,” I said and scoop from my chocolate ice cream. She glared at me. “Ah! It’s a boy. The reason why you are like that is because of a boy, right?” then she looks at the ceiling. “Is it Klei or your jerk ex?”“Just don’t think about that anymore, Fea. Finish your ice cream and we’ll go to the spa.”Then I diverted my attention to my ice cream.But since

"Tell me the truth, Joyce. Is there something going on between you and Kurt?" Khloie asked like a curious cat and even put her hand on her waist while suspiciously looking at me.We are preparing now the dinner. While Anya is in the room taking a rest. And the boys are busy telling each other story."Nothing, Wi," I answered. I diverted my attention to the pitcher of water and I poured it on my glass. I drink it straightly.She pinched my waist. "Hmp! Spill the tea now," she said and while her one eyebrow is raised.I pouted with that. "There is really nothing going on between us.""Nothing you say. But the way he looks at you? Ah you'll melt." Then she smirked.I sighed. "I really don't know if there is something going on between us. I am confused too.""But is he giving motive to you? Like he'll talk to you and say that you are only his."I nod my head. "Yup. But I don't know if I'll believe that. I don't want to assume especially that he has girlfriend now."Her eyes chinked. "But

I really know that voice and I am sure who is he. I diverted my eyes to him and I am right. It was really Kurt. “Kurt, hijo,” Mr. Martinez said. He takes the sit in my front. And now, I can clearly see him. He intently stared at me and I cannot take that so I avoided his eyes. I can feel the redness of my face now. Why I am feeling those butterflies again just because of him staring at me. “Are you alright, Joyce?” Daddy asked, he noticed how red I am now. Maybe he is thinking that I am not feeling well. I smiled at him. “I am, Daddy,” I answered. I cannot say the truth to him. He smiled back at me and go back in talking to Mr. Martinez. “By the way, Joyce, this is Kurt Martinez. Son of Gregorio,” he said after a while. I nodded at him. I know him too well, Daddy. If you just know. “Kurt, this is Joyce Clara Casupanan.”“I already know her, Pa,” Kurt said. My dad and his dad gave a curious look at him. “I think she's the one,” he continued. His dad laughed because of that.