Being the best is a requirement for me. When it comes to this, I am the best. Unlike others, I can move quickly. As for me, I'm quite robust. I have a high IQ. Many professional teams are interested in signing me because I am the starting goalkeeper for my high school's soccer squad. My teammates will follow my every order as long as I am captain. Girls urge me to add them to my list of s*x partners. To avoid my father's anger, I just need to make it to the professional league and play for the best team in the world. I am Williams Phanuel, and I have made sure that everything in existence is centered on me. I've got my eye on the new girl in class; it'll only be a matter of time until she succumbs to my charms. This one is more obstinate than others; she won't even give me her name. She has a sharp mind, too. Perhaps too witty for his own good. I simply cannot admit her. No one will get past me. Despite my lack of concern, I must admit that she is distracting me from my objective. Your father will not approve of that. Do I need to reiterate how much I adore the works of William Shakespeare? I'm aware of that. To put it simply, I am a paradox in human form. There are "some born great," "some who make great," and "those who have greatness thrust upon them," as Shakespeare put it. I managed to acquire all three! No one can ever hope to measure up to that.
View More“Pa, nagmamakaawa po ako! Tulungan po nin’yo ang mama ko,” pagsusumamo ni Cielo sa ama nito. May sakit ang kaniyang ina at kailangan ma-operahan sa lalong madaling panahon ang mga mata nito bago pa ito tuluyang mabulag.
Gustuhin man ng ama ni Cielo ay wala itong magawa dahil ang totoong mas makapangyarihan si Lucille kumpara sa kan'ya. Kahit na ang ina naman ni Cielo ang nauna ay hindi naman ikinasal ang mga ito noon kung kaya ‘t ang nabuong pamilya nila Lucille ang legal. Tahimik lamang si Solenn sa tabi ng mommy niya at nababagot nitong tinigan si Cielo. Naiirita siya sa pagpapaawa nito. “Anong akala mo rito sa asawa ko? Charity para sa katulad nin’yo? Ang kapal ng mukha mong pumunta rito sa pamamahay ko!” bulyaw ni Lucille. Pakiramdam ni Cielo ay sobrang rumi niya sa sobrang pangmamaliit ni Lucille ngunit kailangan niyang tatagan ang loob alang-alang sa inang nasa ospital. “Lucille, tama na! Anak ko pa rin si Cielo kung kaya 't dahan-dahanin mo iyang pananalita mo sa anak ko!” Tila nabigla naman si Lucille at Solenn kay Rafael. Saglit lamang natigilan si Lucille ngunit sumidlhi lalo ang galit nito sa ina ni Cielo dahil alam nito, ramdam ni Lucille na mahal pa rin nito ang ina ni Cielo. “Wala akong pakialam! Nasa pamamahay ko siya kaya ako ang masusunod!” asik pa nito na nanliliit ang mga matang tumingin kay Cielo. Yumuko naman si Cielo bilang paghingi ng paumanhin. Hindi puwedeng lalong magalit si Lucille sa kan'ya. “Patawad po, Tita–” “Call me, Madam! Don't call me Tita dahil hindi kita kapamilya,” sobrang nasasaktan si Rafael para sa anak. Kung maibabalik niya lamang noon ang nakaraan ay hindi sana niya pinakasalan si Lucille. “Cielo, anak. Umuwi ka na. Sa susunod na lamang tayo mag-usap.” “Pero bukas na bukas po ay kailangang ma-operahan si Mama… Please, Madam Lucille. Gagawin ko po ang lahat basta po ‘t tulungan po nin’yo kami.” Lumuhod na si Cielo sa harap ni Lucille at ikinagulat iyon ni Solenn, maging si Rafael ay hindi akalain na gagawin iyon ni Cielo. Pumaskil naman ang mala-impaktang ngiti sa labi ni Lucille. Pakiramdam niya ay isa siyang kagalang-galang. Tama nga ba ito nang narinig? Lahat ng gusto niya ay susunduin nito? Balak na sana nitong sabihin na pumapayag na siya kapalit nang mawala na ito at ang mag-ina sa buhay ni Rafael subalit hindi na nito natuloy pa sana ang sasabihin nang natutuwang pumalakpak si Solenn na ikinatigil nito. Silang tatlo ay lumipat ang tingin kay Solenn at naghintay sa sasabihin nito. “Perfect! Mom, pumayag ka na,” aniya. Nabuhayan naman ng loob si Cielo sa sinabi ni Solenn. Nakahanda siya sa kahit ano. “But, why?” “Mom, maawa ka na sa kanila. And I have something to tell kasi,” maarteng sabi pa nito na nag-aalangan pang sabihin sa mommy niya ang totoo. “Solenn. Ano na naman iyan? Don't tell me that you're giving me another trouble again!” may pagdududang angil ni Lucille sa anak. “A-ah– Yeah! But, not really naman. Warren proposed to me last night but I said, I will think about it,” parang baliwalang sabi lang nito. “What?! Are you out of your mind, Solenn?! Bakit? Matagal na rin naman ang 4 years. Nasa wastong edad ka na, ano pang pinag-iisapan mo? Warren is good for you! Matutuwa rin ang lolo mo sa iyo dahil makakatulong sa family business natin si Warren at ang angkan nila.” Napanguso naman si Solenn dahil ang totoo ay mas importante pa sa mommy niya ang yaman, kung sa yaman ay mayaman naman na sila. Ano pa ba umano ang nais nito? “But I'm not ready to settle down. May upcoming project ako sa Italy and 2 years contact lang naman iyon,” saad nito. Isa kasing Modelo si Solenn at itong upcoming project ang hinihintay niya talaga. Mas lalo siyang sisikat lalo na ‘t makakasama pa nito ang mga kilalang modelo. Gusto niyang maging proud ang lolo niya sa larangan na kung saan siya magaling. Hindi niya gusto ang panghawakan ang family business nila! “Lucille, let her. Hayaan mo kung saan masaya ang anak natin. Puro na lang yaman ang nasa isip mo! Give our daughter's freedom to choose what's best for her.” Tila hinaplos naman ang puso ni Solenn. Mabuti pa ang daddy niya ay naiintindihan siya at handang suportahan sa kung ano man ang gusto niya. “Kaya nga I have plan B and Cielo will do it for me. Right, my dear sister?” Kahit wala pang alam ay tumango-tango naman si Cielo. “O-oo! Kahit ano pa iyan ay gagawin ko.” “At ano naman ba iyon anak?” nagtatakang tanong ni Rafael. “Marry my boyfriend, Cielo!” “What?! “Ano?! Sabay na pagkabigla nina Lucille at Rafael. Tila hindi naman agad pumasok sa isip ni Cielo ang narinig. O baka mali siya nang dinig? “You heard it! I won't say it again.” Sa galit ni Lucille ay nahila nito ang buhok ni Solenn. “Nahihibang ka na ba? You're so stupid, mana ka talaga sa daddy mo! My God!” “Mom! Masakit, aray…” “Talagang masasaktan ka talaga! Ipapakasal mo si Cielo kay Warren? Sa tingin mo ba ay papayag iyon? Ha?! “Yes, he will. His grandpa wants him to get married as soon as possible, then after 2 years puwede naman silang mag-divorce. Akin pa rin si Warren.” “Bakit hindi na lang ikaw?” “Ayaw ko nga! Bawal sa akin ang maging married. Kakausapin ko si Warren about this. I'm sure that he will agree, madali lang naman ang 2 years eh!” “Tonta! Ano na lamang ang sasabihin ng parents ni Warren? Mahiya ka nga Solenn sa pinaggagawa mo!” “Ako na ang bahala, Mom. Hindi pa naman ako nakikita ng lolo ni Warren. The important thing here is Warren will introduce Cielo to his grandpa.” Naiiling na lamang si Lucille sa kagagahan ng anak. Inaalala nito na baka sa huli ay pagsisihan nito ang lahat. “But before that Cielo. I have my conditions,” seryosong sabi nito. Pinatayo nito si Cielo sa pagkakaluhod at pinaupo sa tabi niya. “A-ano iyon?” kinakabahang tugon naman ni Cielo habang nakatitig rin sa mga mata ni Solenn. “Don't you dare to fall in love with my boyfriend!”EPILOGUE "Oh, come on! You can do it! You can do it!I did a half-jog down the side of the field while yelling at the seven first graders who were running up and down the pitch in a tiny clustered shape. It looked like the ball was the queen bee, and the kids were the worker bees. It made no difference which position they were meant to be in because in the end, they were all within three feet of each other."Spread yourselves out!""Stay on your side!" is a command.“Jonathan! You're on defense! Get back!"Jonathan Walsh did not stop chasing after the ball until he noticed his mother standing on the sidelines with his younger sister and a pouch of Capri Sun. Jonathan was surprised to see his mother in that position. He came to a stop directly in front of her."Do you have any juices available?"Maria greeted the youngster with the words, "Here you go, sweetie," as she passed the child a bag containing sugar water. While he was there, the opposing team went right past him and scored a
That evening, I sketched a drawing of Sharon's hand, depicting the ring that she was wearing on her ring finger. She admitted that the tears she shed were happy tears, but it was still enough to make her cry. I was the one who held her, and we both came to the conclusion that we would wait until after we had graduated before we actually did the deed.Words from Shakespeare that I had never pondered before found their way into my head: "When this ring parts from this finger, then parts life from hence." [Shakespeare] "When this ring parts from this finger, then parts life from hence." Simply having the awareness that it was present made a world of a difference to me.At this point, I am willing to hold off."Are you okay?""No," I answered. I laughed, but it sounded more apprehensive than happy and there wasn't much delight in the sound. "Is it absolutely necessary for me to be here?"Gardner nodded his head in agreement as he stated, "It's rather customary." They aren't just going to
Once more, he turned his eyes to look at me, and the space between his thick, dark brows was tightly knit together."I already missed so much of your life," he whispered to her. "I'm sorry." "I don't want to miss out on anything else."I was completely at a loss for words regarding my response. When I was trying to think of something that my dad, Lou, had ever done that was even remotely comparable to this, thoughts of him kept popping into my head. Despite the fact that he had repeatedly brought to my attention the extent of the things he had given up for me, nothing could even come close to competing with what he had done.I gave in and said, "That's not something you have to do."His response was, "I know I don't have to," and he was right. When he saw that I was sitting on the opposite side of the bed, he got up and walked around to that side. Before continuing, he sat down next to me and resumed his conversation. "Williams, I am interested in doing this. I long to be in physical
I responded with, "Bullshit," "I'm going to walk again—Danielle even predicted I would. Even though it will probably be another few weeks until I walk, I will walk. I won't be able to play again... at least not to the same level as before. I am aware of that. I have come to terms with it.""I know you say that," she remarked as she walked back over to the bed and clasped my hand in hers. "but I also know that it still has to get you down."I shrugged."Occasionally," I was honest enough to say. "However, I am also aware that despite what my father has always said, it is not the entirety of my existence. I really hope that I'll be able to...I don't know, at the very least I should run around and kick a ball again at some point in the future, but if I don't, I'll just have to learn to live with it. Perhaps I'll try my hand at coaching or something. You wouldn't be in my life if I weren't the way that I am. When compared to that, losing at soccer is a pretty fucking tiny setback.Sharon
"This is complete and utter hogwash!"When I was in that situation, I would have given almost anything to be able to get out of my chair and punch a hole in the wall that separated me from Justin's office in the rehabilitation center where we were both working. I did nothing but sit there with my hands clenched into fists and pressed on my eyes instead.My resentment for Lou, my father, surfaced from deep within me, as it had been doing so frequently in recent days, and poured out in the form of tears.It was the worst thing ever.I looked over at Justin, who was seated in the chair directly across from me. He had leaned back in the chair, which caused the front legs of the chair to raise up off the floor a little bit. When we chatted, he never had a notebook, a clipboard, or anything else with him, so I always wondered a little bit if he just recalled everything or if he wrote it down afterward. He never had anything with him when we talked.There were times when I, too, despised him
“Yeah.” When I looked up at him, I noticed that he was smiling for the very first time since I had met him for lunch."Thanks, Williams," was the response he gave.My response was, "You're welcome," and I meant it. “So, um, what should I call you?”His forehead wrinkled up in concentration."Um, what do you want to call me?" "Whatever you want.""I don't know," I confessed to myself. "I have always referred to Lou as Dad. I really don't want to refer to anyone else by that name.""I'm not so sure I'd be completely comfortable with that, either," he said. "I'm not so sure I'd be completely comfortable with that."I remarked to him, "I've just been calling you Gardner in my head," and he laughed.He let out a laugh."Since I've been playing in the band, I can't say that anyone has really called me that, but if they did, I wouldn't mind.""Cool," I said. I extended my hand and we exchanged handshakes. "Gardner it is."Soon after that, I had pretty well had it with sitting in the fucking
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