" Hey, Joash babe where do you want you to eat later?" Dilan said while packing his things
"I'm not feeling well, I want to sleep, "I said as I lay down on the couch inside our office
" uhhmm so let's go home then, I'll cook porridge later," Dilan said " see babe you just don't have a husband who cooks delicious foods but you also have a delicious husband" he added and kissed me on the lips
" tch.." I glared at him " faster," I said and sat down
" okay. I'm done now let's go home" he said
We went out of the office holding the hands of each other.
This is one of the happiest days that ever happened to me
" hop in," Dilan said as he opened the front seat for me
" Okay," I said and hopped in
As he sat next to me he stared at me and shook his head.
" And yes?" I said and stared at him
I was shocked when he moved closer to me, I thought he was going to kiss me but...
" You forgot to wear your seatbelt, tsk," he said as he slowly fastens the seatbelt to me
I quickly give him a peck on the lips
" Thank you," I said
I saw how his cheek slowly turned red
He sat down properly and started the engine
" Isn't this nice?" He suddenly speaks
" The? What?" I answered and stared at him
" The ambience, you and me inside this car listening to our theme song and just... us" he smiled
" tch.." I answered and glared at him
" Joash baby"
" uh hmmm?"
"I love you" he smiled and moved next to me to give a kiss but...
" baby!!!!....." I shouted and tried to push him
He tried to step on the brake but it is too late already
Our world is spinning, blood lots of blood all over our body
" baby.. are you alright?" Dilan said as he tried to move but his foot was stocked on the broken chair
" I'm fine...let me help you to move okay I said as I tried to stand up
I only got minor injury, bruises and cuts because my boyfriend covered me with his body earlier, in return, his body gains a lot of damages
My eyes are starting to water " come let me help you" I said in a stuttering tone
" Joash.. always remember that whatever happens, I love you," he said while touching my face
" Hey.. don't say that.. it looks likes you are saying goodbyes to me now" I answered him
" Someone please help us...HELP!!! we need help here" I shouted
A group of people came and helped us
" Babe.. hold my hand," I said as I tried to move next to him
" Sir don't come any closer, the weight might get heavier" the Man helping us said
" BABE... take.. care.. of yourself," Dilan said before he coughed blood
" No ... no... ambulance.. call an ambulance.." I hurriedly picked my phone out from my pocket and dialled the hotline for the hospital near us
My hand is trembling, my mind is preoccupied with a lot of things
A few minutes later when the ambulance arrived, they slowly removed Dilan from the car
" Is he okay sir?" I asked the nurse who helped us
" His pulse is weak, and as you can see he has a cut on his stomach, I think it came from the broken mirror"
I stared to my boyfriend and I can see the cut on his stomach and the mirror buried on it
" let's go... let's hurry" my eyes are starting to water
" sir calm down, we need to remove the glass on your hand as well," the nurse said
I didn't feel anything earlier, I thought I was fine but I also have broken glass on my hand
10 minutes later when we arrived at the hospital, we are both laying down on a stretcher
" No.. no please I need to stay on his side!" I shouted as they brought Dilan in a different room
" Sir. We need to operate him as soon as possible" the doctor said
" Please... Doc.. do everything to save him.. I'm begging you... I haven't shown him how lucky I am to be his boyfriend I haven't told him how much I love him please doc" I started crying
" We will do our best sir," he said "I will go out now" he added
They started cleaning my wounds and stitching it, it took 30 minutes to finish it
I still felt dizzy but I immediately stood up and went to the emergency room, as I walked near it I saw Liz, Dilan's sister
" Sis" I shouted as I walked near her
" Joash, how are you? you should be resting," she said, I can see how she cared for me
" No.. I need to check Dilan"
We were both shocked when we saw the doctor walking out from the emergency room
" Do.. how was the operation?" I suddenly asked
"Sir... Maam.. the patient didn't survive the operation, we are on the middle of removing the buried glass on his stomach when his heart stopped beating" He said
My world stopped spinning when I heard it
His heart stopped from beating
" No..!No! Doc, please tell me that you are just faking, please doc tell me "I look stupid sitting in front of the doctor and begging to tell me the truth
" Stop it Joash," Sister Liz said
" No sis, they are just joking, Dilan can't leave me, we have lots of dreams to fulfil, we will go to the beach next week to celebrate our monthsarry, this can't be happening, please wake me up, I don't want to be stocked on this nightmare!!!!"
Liz hugged me
" shhh..shhhh..." She said as she rubbed my back
" No.. no.. you are not dreaming, Dilan...Dilan is dead" She said
I walked inside the room where Dilan's body is lying
" BABE.. wake up.. don't do this to me. Stop acting okay.. wake up now" I said as I held his hands
His cold hands, and his pale colour.
" NO... Dilan you can't do this to me... you.. you promised that we will celebrate our monthsary on the beach next week right?, HAHA, you said you are going to say something for me, you have a surprise gift for me right? Wake up"
" Stop it now," Liz said while wiping her eyes
I walked closer to him and hugged him tight
" DILAAAN!!! I'm sorry, I'm sorry I haven't told you how much I love you, how lucky I am to be your boyfriend, how blessed I am to be yours"
My voice while crying and shouting is the only sound that can hear inside this room
" I'm sorry, I'm sorry I am not strong as you" I whispered and kissed his forehead
I stood up and used the blanket to cover his face
I walked back and faced the door when I suddenly felt dizzy and fell off the floor
I love you Dilan
Its been a week since Dilan's funeral.My eyes are swollen and I lost my appetite too.Dilan promised me to visit the beach today, he promised that we will celebrate our monthsary here.I looked upon the sky to prevent the tears from my eyes to crawl down from my lashes." Dilan, Baby? Are you listening? I missed you, I know I've done so many stupid things and I never told you how much you mean to me, how much I love you, I wish you knew how much it destroyed me when you left." I hurriedly wiped the tears on my eyes and laughed like stupidI should not cry, Dilan will never be happy if he sees me crying.The o
Jordan pov"Yes, babe, I'm about to sleep now, yes. Sister Kim is with me" I answered and ended the call.Honestly, I really don't like Amanda, my current girlfriend, why? Because she's too clingy, she wanted me to update her, to give her every detail that I am doing, I looked like a bird inside a cage that doesn't have any freedom to make myself happy." Who's that?" My sister asked" Amanda, " I answered boringly." What's with that facial expression?" She stared at me while her hands are crossed on her chest" You know what Sis, it's better to put your hands on your waist, like this" I stood up from sitting and went on her direction and put her hands on her waist" And why? Do I look prettier on this position?" She asked while smiling"Of course not, that position is better for you to have a shap
JoashI woke up because of the rays of the sun hit my eyes.I gently stood up and sat on the edge of my bed, I took a deep breath and gently closed my eyes, I wore a fake smile on my face to cover the pains I am experiencing." You can do it Joash, " I said, cheering myself up.I stood up and went to the bathroom to take a bath, I was in that position when a sudden flashback appeared." My name is Jordan, "Fuck, I need to meet that guy again, I need to talk to him, I took a quick shower and hurriedly dressed my self, after fixing my self, I ran to the lobby and went to the house of Jordan." Hey, Kim, " I said and smiledKim, Jordan's sister stared at me, her eyes are swollen and red, she tried to smile but I can still see sadness through her eyes." Are you okay?" I askedShe took
JoashI stood up from sitting when Jordan came home.He stared to his sister and stared back to me."I'll go home now," I said"No, stay here, wait for me, I'll just change my clothes and come with me to the cemetery where you buried the body of my twin brother." He said" Wait, what? Twin brother? Do you mean Di-Dilan? Dilan is your twin brother?" I asked while shaking my head.That's why they looked like, I'm still confused right now, Dilan did not mention anything about this."Yes, he is my long lost twin brother, it's a long story, just wait for me here," He said and walked straight to his room" Sis, go change your clothes, we need to visit and pay respect to our brother!" Jordan said in a scary tone of voice.I glanced to Kim who is smiling.They both went inside there rooms wh
Josh PovI can feel how awkward Jordan is right now, He can't concentrate on eating because Liz keeps on staring at him." Hey, eat your food first," I said as I pinched Liz's leg." Ahh, sorry" She apologised" Jordan, I just want to ask something, if it's fine with you," She said" Yes, as long as it's not about my love life, it's fine" Jordan answered and smiled." When did you know that you had a twin brother?" Liz asked" Actually, just last night," He said" Huh? Why?"" Last night, Joash almost drowned himself on the beach, I helped him, I saw how scared he was," He said while staring at meI can feel my sweat flow down from my cheek." Wait, what, you did what?!" Liz asked me" I was stupid that time, I wanted to end my life be--" I'm not yet
JoshWhy did he come back? I thought he already went home, I look stunned when he walked near us, handed me a handkerchief and when he gave me his phone number, Wait, what? If I'm sad or having some problem he will come and help me? Am I dreaming?After the thing happened earlier, I went back to our apartment, as I opened the door the smell of Dilan's scent is still there, I sat on the couch."Hey, you're back?" I heard a voice."I missed you so much, I requested for an under time" I answered and gave him a peck on the cheek."Let's eat then, " Dilan saidMy eyes started to water again, these are the happy moments we had.Every area of this house has a lot of important memories.I stood up and went to the kitchen to get water."Stop drinking those, that is bad for your health" I shouted."
Josh POVI remember every time I woke up this early, breakfast is already ready on our dining table, coffee is served hot, my clothes to wear is also prepared, but now, I need to do it alone.After taking a bath I immediately dressed and walked out of the house, I don't have the appetite to eat.I took a cab and told the driver to drive our office.Along the way, I opened my phone and saw Jordan's Facebook post.Life said " You're gonna be happy" but first I will make you strong."I smiled, seeing Jordan this happy makes my heart flutter, it feels like I am seeing Dilan on him, but the more I see Jordan the more I feel the pain of being left alone by my boyfriend, I guess this is really not a good thing seeing him, talking to him, I need to have space for us.As I arrived at the office, I saw how shocked everyone, how they stared
JoashThat was cool, Dj Dee is really cool, I want to see him soon, I will bring Joash to him, I can feel that he can help Joash to be motivated, he's encouraging words can uplift and motivate Joash."Good Morning, Love" I was shocked when I saw Amanda sitting on my bed, I just came out from the bathroom."What are you doing here?" I asked while walking past her to get clothes." I want to have breakfast" She pouted" The food is downstairs, you go eat there," I said as I pointed the door."No, I want you to be my breakfast" She winked."What the hell?" I whispered"Why! We are lovers and besides, we haven't done that for almost forever" She said while walking near me.I don't know but I really don't want to be with this girl."S--stop it, Amanda," I said as I pushed her head.