Chapter Nineteen

I flinch slightly at his words. I wish I have enough courage to rip his boxer off and and make him moan so hard like he did to me.

But the few experiences I had have proven that I’m not so good at that sort of things.

You stink in bed. In Zack’s exact words.

And as he had eagerly reminded me, that’s exactly why he left me for another woman.

I won’t let that jackass ruin my sex life. But in my imagination, the next sex I have will be with my next boyfriend, someone who treats me dearly and I’ll be able to overcome my own shadow with him.

Not with my fuckboy stepbrother for sure, who may laugh at me the second I do something wrong.

“What’s the matter?” he asks, still waiting for my next move.

“Umm…” I hesitate, careful with my word choice. “I’ve never…well I don’t exactly know how to—”

“What’s so hard about it?” he shrugs. “You put your mouth around it and you suck it.”

I’m pissed. So “patience” is definitely not in his dictionary.

“Well then just forget about it,” I snap. “It is hard f