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Ava’s POV Jogging with my headphones on was fun on the lonely road. I finished with my morning routine and tried to catch my breath while drinking water from my bottle thinking about the conversation I had with my husband last night. He wants me to have fun with other men,who does that to their wife? I expected him to plead with me and not stop me from leaving with those silly options. So what am I supposed to do now with this? Jump on any man I find attractive and let them bang me? There is no way I’m doing that, no damn well. “Jesus!Ava, why were you running so fast, I thought this was just us jogging..” Trisha was breathing heavily trying to get a grip of herself but she fell to the ground like she was out of breath. The matter on ground clouded my mind so badly that I forgot I went out jogging with my friend. “Drink some water, you won’t die.” I teased. “I’m not doing this with you anymore.” She cried out and I smiled at her. “But we are not even done, we still have five kilometers to cover up.” I lied just to tease her again. “Hell no, I’m booking a taxi.” She got on her feet after drinking water. “But how are you supposed to make payment when your bag is in my car?” “I hate you Ava.” “And I love you.” I hugged her. “Get off me, you reek of sweat.” “Coming from someone who is sweating profusely.” * At work I decided to confide in Trisha, wanting to know what her perspective will be if she is in my shoes. “OMG!!! You both haven’t had sex for a whole two years and rumors about him being a flirt are real now he wants you to balance the whole thing by agreeing to an open marriage?” She screamed that out, I had to cover her mouth scanning the whole place to make sure no one was eavesdropping. “I knew it was a terrible idea telling you this, you know what it’s my problem just forget about it okay.. I never asked.” I said feeling down to earth. “I’m sorry I reacted that way like I was shocked but honey you know you can talk to me, I’m your best friend." She held my hands and I took in my tears, “Thank you Trisha.” “I know this is hard for you but since he is offering that then grab the opportunity, you deserve happiness Ava.” “But what if no man finds me attractive? Maybe I have lost my touch as a woman, that's why he doesn’t even see me.” “Then prove him wrong Ava..” “How?” “You are beautiful, hardworking and sexy,any man will kill to have you so damn him, with your permission I can get a call boy for you to make you feel good, you deserve to be laid, now I know why you have been sluggish at work lately.” “You praised me so well, not until your last words.” I hit her jokingly. We laughed about it but on a second thought, I just passed, I don’t think I can let a random man bang me. On my way home Trisha said to me, “In case you change your mind, the offer still stands.” “Goodnight Trisha..” I drove home to find Pharrell's car, he came home early today. Walking past the car, I saw a lady riding him in the car and they were so loud that I got pissed, he barely noticed my presence, I turned around and left angrily. I was glad I had some cash in my bag enough to get drunk to clear off this pain I was feeling in my heart. I arrived at a bar and I noticed the way all eyes were on me like I was an idol that came to perform here. I walked straight to the bartender and had my seat resting my hands on the cabinet, “Get me something strong.” I requested. “Sure.” It wasn’t even up to twenty minutes, I was already tipsy but never stopped ordering for more strong gin. I blame my mother for this miserable life I have to live. If she didn’t hurt dad, I wouldn't be paying for her sins by being forced into a loveless marriage. I deserve better than this. Why can’t I have a happy marriage like others? Why can’t I feel that I am a woman? I thought getting drunk will help me out but turns out it just made me horny and yet no man to kill the crave from me with their touch, this is torture. Out of the blue, a tall handsome dude sat close to me, he kind of looked Asian, his physique mind blowing…his lips so tempting that I wanted to kiss them ... ..his oceanic blue eyes pierced deep into my soul immediately we exchanged glances…..damn it!!! His brief flirty smirk made my nipples damn hard.. Who is this handsome stranger? “You know staring this way comes with a f*e.” His voice sent a shiver down my spine. “What if I’m willing to pay, will you let me keep staring?" I purred. Did he just smile with his eyes? Gosh,everything he does turns me on easily… He pulled my seat closer and I didn’t know when I gasped. “What do you think you are doing?” “I hate my client stressing their eyes so I wanted you to stare closely.” He bit his lips, losing a few buttons making his chest quite visible from the white sleeve he had on. “I’m impressed.” “Thank you!” He gently took my left hand to f*el his chest, “Touching is a bonus for you but it seems you like grabbing, the f*e might be different.” “HUH!!!” I was dumbfunded for a moment. He moved closer whispering, “You’ve rubbed the glass cup as though it was my dick,that’s wild you know.” His hot breath tickled my skin sending in a rush of adrenaline. I swallowed hard not knowing what to say next and my body was already in heat, a man has never been this close to me in two years, I’m already melting. “I see you are a callboy ….” “Really?” “Well, I’m in a good mood today, please me and I will pay you, how about that?” Gosh what the hell I’m saying? “Follow me!” He said in a whisper and I obeyed like a dog. What if he is a killer? Why am I following a stranger to the hotel room? Am I so hungry of sex that I will do anything? As soon as we got in, he grabbed my waist pulling me closer and our lips crashed, gosh it was paradise as I exploded in his arms.Chapter 38Ava’s POVI was already at the airport with a broken heart. I really wanted the bond I once shared with Chase to remain for a lifeline but I need to face my troubles. I should never have done some things in the past. I left a letter with Chase telling him to forget all about me, and should not bother trying to reach me for any reason.I know what I did was wrong, imagine repeating the same hurt twice…. he would surely hate me. Maybe in another life, I would make sure things work out for the both of us.The flight took hours and when I arrived in town, I informed Trisha about it. Still at the airport and about to exit the place, someone wrapped his arms around me and when I turned it turned out to be Kayden.I felt a mix of excitement seeing him and anger as well. What does he want?How did he know I was here?Is he monitoring me? Or is it just a coincidence that we ran into each other.“Get off me!!” I half yelled and he slowly let go of me.“I missed you so much Ava, you j
Chapter 37Ava’s POV“I miss you my little bunny, please don’t stay far away from me.”“Kayden, why are you here?” It’s confusing for me. Why was Kay here?I never shared my whereabouts with him.“You invited me here yourself, have you forgotten so soon my love?” He kissed my cheek.“You missed me, that's why I am here.” He reached for my lips this time and I felt a kiss on my forehead,waking me up.Kayden wasn’t here with me but Chase was, smiling at me.Oh no!Why am I having dreams about Kay?I came here to kill those feelings, why does it feel like I still want him around?There is no way I am feeling anything for Kay.“Good morning Sunshine, trust you had a great rest.”“Yes I did.”He kissed me again giving me butterflies in my belly, he didn’t just stop there, he went on and on.“Stop already.”“Tell me, did you enjoy last night?”“Well, I really don’t know.” I lied rolling my eyes but he just frowned.“Why are you frowning?”“How about we go for another round,maybe it might
Chapter 36Kayden’s POV“Are you going to keep us standing?” Mom gazed at me angrily running out of patience. I really don’t know what to say at this moment.“I got so excited mother seeing you here and got carried away, please forgive my manners, please have your seat and Lydia, you are welcome.” The smile on my face..fake.I just need to give the right attitude. Now mom is here, I need to avoid looking for Ava, I must not make a mistake.If mom gets to find out….I don’t even want to think about it because it will be disastrous for me and I really don’t want things to get ruined for Ava.They had their seats but my mom's eyes never left mine for a second. I wonder what she might be thinking right now.“I didn’t know you were coming mom but what can I get for you so I inform my workers to get it asap.” I tried to act calm.I can’t go against my mother… She is too scary.Just the way she stares at me alone always makes my skin crawl.“You don’t need to get us anything Kayden, besides I
Chapter 35Kayden’s POVShe doesn’t want me around so I sent my PA to pick up the suits. Clark is right, I shouldn’t be involved with a married woman.I tried my best to avoid her at all cost, I just wanted my life to be back to normal when there was no Ava in it.At the meeting room, I addressed everyone telling each department what to do and what not to do at the same time. As soon as we finished Clark walked to me, “Now we have secured this, don’t you think it’s time for celebration? Let’s have some fun.”“You can carry on without me.”“I know your way of having fun so why don’t I send some hot girls to your hotel room tomorrow tonight?”“Alright do that.”“And lastly, did you really secure that company? Like we have no business with them and you made me do the paperwork with their lawyer.”How do I tell Clark that I bought the company so my spies can help me install some hidden camera so I can watch Ava from afar without getting close?Yes I know I agreed to move on from her but i
Chapter 34Kayden’s POV“KAYDEN, what’s the meaning of this?”I was so shocked to see my mother in my home. She didn’t even let me know she was coming but on a second thought, I’m at fault here because I never answered any of her calls.I just need to sort her out immediately.“The Kayden I trained won’t waste time to give me an answer except you have suddenly lost everything I had taught you.” She nearly blinded my eyes with her phone and I finally understood her rage, she saw the interview.“Mother, is this the reason you came to town?”“Are you trying to answer me with a question? What has gotten into you lately son?” She yelled.“I was just worried mom that you came over to town for nothing.” I responded coldly.“You told me you have no woman in your life,no weakness and we had an agreement you will marry the lady I get for you once you turn thirty which you already turned into recently, the son I raised will never go back on his word.” She hit the couch handle angrily.“Mom, I ne
Chapter 33Kayden’s POVI finished with my interview and my friend that’s also my Legal adviser named Clark pulled me aside, “What did you just do? What if your mother watched it? How do you explain things to her?”That was when I regained myself, I was carried away thinking about Ava that I ended up spouting strange words.“You were even smiling…gosh you need to stop seeing the person turning you this way, you will put her in danger.” He advised.“Come on, it's nothing serious at all, I just remembered I had a meeting with Pharrell at the restaurant.” I said using that as an excuse to leave.My mother's call came in and something told me she must have watched the news as well…damn it! I have broken two rules already. What should I do?Why do I want to be with her? Why?Even though I have no idea at all…I’m clueless with no answers…I just want to be closer to her and have her in my bed. There is no way I will want to marry her right? I’m not capable of love..I can't have feelings but







