Chapter 74 – Jayler “Jayler, Lance!!! Jayler, Lance!!! Jayler, Lance!!!” Everybody’s chanting my name along with Lance’s name making it pretty hard for me to say no. I’m used to this type of hyped up crowd where everybody’s drunk and they just want to have fun but it never felt like this. I have a few reservations on me mostly because I don’t know most of these people and while I consider myself as friendly, I’m only confident and comfortable around people that I’ve known for quite a long time. Yes, I’ve heard of Dominic and Yhannie from Lance himself but that’s not going to cut it. To be quite honest, I have done body shots before and it’s very intimate and sinful in a different type of way. I clearly don’t have the intention to pass on the body shot but I’m pretty shy to do it partly because I don’t think Lance would agree to it. He seemed like he doesn’t have a say to anything but I could read his mind. I have done body shots a few times before and it was fun and intimate and very
Chapter 75 – Lance I was feeling superbly ecstatic deep down inside when I heard Jayler said yes to making us official. My inner self wanted to scream out and shout out the absolute fact that I’m no longer single and that I’ve finally found someone who’s really going to take care of my heart as if it’s the most fragile thing in the world. The long search of finding someone who would truly love me for who I am was finally over. I’m admitting the fact that I don’t really planned on making a proposal for me and Jayler to make this thing between us official but it happened. It was just something that came into my head and my heart right in the moment that I’m staring at him in the eyes. When I stared at Jayler’s eyes, I saw nothing but the purest soul that I’ve ever met in my entire life aside from the existence of my very own foster parents. I saw how he truly wanted me, I saw how he wants to make me feel good in every possible way, I saw how he doesn’t plan on hurting me. Everything fla
Chapter 76 – Lance I have decided to pay my mom a visit today. I don’t know what dawned over me but I woke up earlier this morning feeling like the ever growing guilt and longing have already crunched me down all the way to my spine. I suddenly had this utter feeling of wanting to see and hug the woman who raised me with genuine and unconditional love even though I didn’t come out directly from her own womb. I know I wasn’t a bad and ungrateful son and that she didn’t raise me to be either one. She taught and raised me to be grateful and kind and thoughtful no matter what and I am forever thankful of having her as my mother. I have proven all of that time and time up until I reached college when everything spiraled down. I didn’t know that I would end up to be this ungrateful being and the feeling had already caught up to me. It’s been years since the last time she saw me and I though this time would be the best time to come home and see her. I’m fully aware of the underlying fact th
Chapter 77 – Lance “Your dolls are so pretty.” I voiced out as I sat right in front of Marjorie. She has this small table appropriate for her height and it was displayed with lots of toys. “Who’s the prettiest?” I asked wanting to start a casual conversation with her. “They’re all pretty just like me.” She replied as she handed me this one doll wearing a blue and red gown with glitters on it. “Sure, they’re all pretty. Does your dolls have names?” “Yeah, that one,” She pointed at the doll that she gave me. “Her name’s Trixie.” “Trixie huh?!” I looked at the doll on my hand and pretended that I’m talking to her. “Hi, Trixie.” I made my voice cartoonish to sound as if I’m part of the world that Marjorie was playing. “And this is Katya.” Marjorie said pertaining to the other doll that she was holding in her hand. “My mom named them.” “Oh, did she?” “Yeah, it’s from drag race.” Marjorie trailed and even though she was struggling a little bit to speak very fluently, I still understo
Chapter 78 – Jayler I have a boyfriend. It’s been days since Lance and I became official but I can’t deny the fact that I still couldn’t believe that I finally have a boyfriend. I am no longer single and I’m thankful for the stars for granting what I’ve been unconsciously manifesting. Jasper and Kenneth should just kiss my ass but the sad truth is, I can’t even tell them that I’m no longer single. I wanted to brag and be proud about Lance but I’m still afraid of telling them about it. With that being said, I’m still happy about the fact I’m no longer the single one in our circle. They could tease me all they want, however and whenever the like but I’m just going to keep my mouth shut, smile deep down inside and I’m just going to let them roast me for being single. Little did they know, I’m dating a guy. It’s a bit sad though that I’m not hanging out with Lance because I have to be home before dark. It’s even sadder that I don’t have any form of communication with him except when my
Chapter 79 – Jayler Why does it feel like heaven in the most unexpected way? The simple peck on my forehead felt sweet, endearing and above all, I feel secured around the arms of the person that I fell in love with. Why does love feel like you’re floating on cloud nine, jumping in its soft cottons? I stared at Lance’s morning messy look as he was fixing the table for breakfast. He just finished cooking for his breakfast and he even cooked extra thinking that I’m hungry when I already had my breakfast. The truth is, I am not exactly as hungry but I didn’t enjoyed breakfast today, not the food but the overall air in the room. I am now wondering how many breakfast in the coming days that I won’t enjoy just because of mom and dad’s bullshit. This one for sure, I will enjoy. Lance’s hair was clearly messy with thin filaments shooting at every direction. His eyes were still droopy and it seemed like I woke him up too early. However, I would still say that he looked cuter than ever. The La
Chapter 80 – Jayler Starting at the foot of the mountain just near the city, I was already feeling the chilly breeze freshly brought upon by mother nature herself. “The air feels so fresh and clean.” I muttered while sniffing the air around us. I even faced the sky and closed my eyes as if I was feeling this day. The abundance of pine trees and others, along with the slight brush of breeze makes it feel good. “Indeed. This is only like an hour of trekking, you know, less than an hour.” “That’s fine.” “We are just going to follow this road and once we reach the end of it, that’s already the real start of the real hike.” Lance pointed at the direction of the road. There are a few houses that can be seen with towering metal gates, mostly big houses and mansions, most definitely owned by the richest people in the whole city. “There are houses here,” I muttered. We are only a few meters away from where we started. “Yep, belongs to the rich people.” “More like Beverly hills eh?” “Ki
Chapter 81 - Lance I gazed deeper into Jayler’s eyes and behind those bright hazel eyes, I the saw the truth and nothing but the truth. He’s truly serious about this and while we looked like were getting married under a tree, everything felt magical. My heart was pounding pretty fast, it’s almost as if it has its own race going on. Everything felt so perfect. The sky was a perfect shade of blue, the breeze was utterly serene and it seemed like the whole city was watching us from below. “I want to kiss you.” Jayler mouthed and his tone sounded velvety, almost as if he’s seducing me. In fact, he is actually seducing me with those eyes that are telepathically speaking to mine and I am being seduced. I’m willing to be seduced. “Did you miss it?” I teased him just to see how he’d react. Little did he know, I’m the one who missed his lips. He might feel like he missed me so much but I missed him just as much if not more. “I-I do.” “Shut up and kiss me then!” I spat and just like that,