Chapter Seventy-Two

Chapter 72 – Jayler

I miss Lance.

I have been longing for him ever since the day we separated ways when we hanged out at the mall. I had a really great time with him and that moment with him watching the sunset was electrifying. I feel like I’ve found the right person for me the first time that I tried to open my heart for someone. It might feel very lucky for someone to have found that first the first time but that’s just how I feel about it. I have been eager to talk to him and just have casual conversation with him. I miss his smile and that hazel eyes that seem to speak to me every time I stare at it. Lance has been the safest person that I’ve ever known outside of the friends that I’ve made along my life. When I’m around him, I could be stripped self. I could be without filter or the constant act of being a straight guy. I could be gay around him and I don’t have to feel the urge to act normal, conform to what my parents view as normal. I don’t have to be tightly perfect and wel