LOGINCelyne’s POV
I stare at my phone in my hand for eleven minutes seeing the name once again after so many years before I dial.
I know because every memories keep flashing through my mind as I count every one of them.
Sitting on the cold bathroom floor of Clara’s apartment, back pressed against the tub, I stare at the number I swore I deleted five years ago.
Still memorized, still ringing in my head,
Some things the mind refuses to let go no matter how desperately the heart begs it to.
The clinic had called twice more since I got home. Then a third time. Then a fourth. I watched each one ring out and die in silence.
But I know what happens if I keep running.
I know Alexander Hale.
He will not stop.
He will send someone to this door. He will make calls. He will pull strings until the entire city of Los Angeles is looking for me, and he will do it all without raising his voice or breaking a sweat.
He always was terrifyingly efficient when he wanted something and knows how to get it done.
And right now, I am something he wants.
Not me.
The child.
My thumb hovers over the screen.
For a moment, I consider throwing the phone across the room. Pretending this entire situation never happened.
Wishing all these was a dream, But denial has never saved me before.
I press dial before I can stop myself.
It rings once.
Twice.
Then—
“Celyne.”
His voice hits me like cold water.
Low. Controlled. Familiar in a way that makes my stomach turn.
He doesn’t say hello. He doesn’t ask who is calling. He simply says my name like he already knew.
Like he had been sitting there waiting.
Maybe he had.
I swallow hard.
“Alexander.”
Silence stretches between us like a fault line.
“You ran,” he says finally.
Not an accusation. Not quite. Just a statement of fact, delivered in that flat, unbothered tone he perfected long before I ever met him.
“I needed space,” I say.
“You needed space,” he repeats slowly, and I can hear the disbelief behind the restraint. “You disappeared from the clinic without speaking to the doctor. You turned your phone off for four hours.”
“I’m aware of what I did.”
“Are you?”
The question lands sharper than I expect.
I close my eyes.
“I’m calling now, aren’t I?”
Another pause.
Then something shifts in his voice. Barely. The way ice shifts before it cracks — so subtle that if you weren’t listening for it, you’d miss it entirely.
“Why did you agree to this?” he asks quietly.
My breath catches.
“I don’t owe you an explanation for my choices.”
“You’re carrying my child.”
“I’m carrying a child for intended parents,” I correct, my voice steadying. “That’s what the contract says.”
“Celyne—”
“I didn’t know it was you.” The words come out before I can stop them. Raw. Unpolished. True. “If I had known, I never would have—”
I stop myself.
The bathroom feels smaller suddenly.
“You never would have what?” he asks, and there is something terrifyingly quiet in the way he says it.
I don’t answer.
Because the honest answer is too complicated.
Too dangerous.
Too close to something I refuse to look at directly.
“I want out of the contract,” I say instead.
The silence that follows is different this time.
Heavier.
“That’s not possible,” he says.
“Everything is possible with enough money, Alexander. You taught me that.” “Remember”
“The pregnancy has already begun.” His voice is clipped now. Professional. The voice he uses in boardrooms when he is done being patient. “Terminating the process at this stage carries significant medical risk — to you and to the child.”
“I’m aware of the medical risk.”
“Then you’re aware you can’t simply walk away.”
“Watch me.”
It comes out harder than I intend.
Another silence.
Then he exhales. Slow. Controlled. The sound of a man choosing his words the way a surgeon chooses a blade.
“You signed a contract,” he says quietly. “Legally binding. With penalties for breach.”
“Sue me.”
“Celyne.”
My name in his mouth again. Different this time. Stripped of the cold professionalism.
Almost—
Almost gentle.
“Stop.”
I press my palm flat against the cool tile floor.
“Why?” I whisper.
“Because running solves nothing. You know that.”
The words reach somewhere I don’t want them to reach.
Because he is right.
And I hate him for it.
I have been running for five years — from this city, from his memory, from every version of myself that existed when I loved him.
And I ran straight back into the one thing I was trying to escape.
There is no outrunning this.
There never was.
“What do you want?” I ask finally. My voice comes out quieter than I intend. Tired.
Another pause.
Then—
“Come back to the clinic tomorrow morning. Eight o’clock.”
“For what?”
“To speak with the doctor. To go over the terms properly. To handle this like adults.”
Adults.
I almost laugh.
There is nothing adult about this situation. Nothing rational. Nothing clean.
“And Elara?” I ask.
The name falls between us like a stone into still water.
He doesn’t answer immediately.
“She won’t be there,” he says finally.
I don’t know if that makes it better or worse.
“Fine,” I say.
“Eight o’clock.”
“I heard you the first time.”
Another silence.
This one has a different texture entirely.
Less hostile.
More—
Uncertain.
Which unsettles me far more than his coldness ever could.
Because Alexander Hale is never uncertain.
“Celyne.”
“What?”
A beat.
“…Get some rest.”
The call ends.
I sit on the bathroom floor for a long time after that.
My phone dark in my hand.
The city hums distantly outside Clara’s window — indifferent, alive, endlessly moving.
I press my palm to my stomach.
The child inside me is barely a whisper of life. A cluster of cells. A beginning that has no idea what world it has fallen into.
I’m sorry, I think silently.
You didn’t choose this either.
Neither did I.
But here we are.
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I don’t sleep well.
I lie in the dark of Clara’s guest room, staring at the ceiling, listening to the city breathe outside.
At some point, Clara appears in the doorway.
She doesn’t speak.
She just crosses the room, slides into the bed beside me, and pulls the covers up like we are twelve years old again hiding from Mandy’s sharp voice in the dark.
“You called him,” she says softly. Not a question.
“Yes.”
She is quiet for a moment.
“And?”
“I’m going back tomorrow.”
Another silence.
She reaches over and takes my hand in the darkness.
“I’ll come with you,” she says.
And I squeeze her hand.
Because she is the one constant that has never broken.
The one person who has never left.
I close my eyes and let myself believe that.
For tonight, at least.
I let myself believe it.
Because tomorrow morning at eight o’clock…
I will have to face Alexander Hale again.
Vivian POVNews travels fast.But in this house—It never arrives by accident.I stood by the window, my fingers lightly resting against the glass as I stared out into the quiet night. The city stretched endlessly before me, glowing, alive, unaware.Unlike me.Because I was very aware.Of everything.“She survived.”The words lingered in my mind, not as a shock—But as an inconvenience.A small one.I exhaled slowly, my expression unchanged.“I expected as much,” I murmured under my breath.Celyne had always been… stubborn.Fragile in appearance.But stubborn where it mattered.Still—That didn’t mean she was untouchable.Nothing is.My fingers tapped lightly against the glass, once, twice, before I pulled away and walked toward the center of the room.Calm.Composed.As always.Because panic—Was for people who didn’t plan ahead.A soft knock came at the door.“Come in,” I said without turning.The door opened.Light footsteps followed.“Elara.”I didn’t need to look to know it was h
Alexander POVThe city lights stretched endlessly beyond the tinted window, blurring into streaks of gold and white as the car moved forward.I barely noticed them.My mind was elsewhere.As always.“Well… I guess the day has come,” I muttered under my breath.To sit across from a man I knew too well.A man who never asked for anything—Without already deciding the outcome.William Wynn.A slow breath left my chest.“To sit with a devil…” I added quietly, my lips tightening slightly. “One far worse than me.”And that was saying something.I leaned back against the seat, my gaze unfocused as my thoughts began to spiral again.How did I get here?That question had been following me for a long time now.And no matter how many times I asked—The answer never changed.Celyne.Everything always led back to her.To protect her…I made choices I couldn’t undo.I closed my eyes briefly.I remembered it clearly.Elara.Her tears.Her threats.Her desperation.And William—Standing behind it all
Celyne POVThe first thing I felt—Was heaviness.Not pain.Not yet.Just… weight.Like my body didn’t belong to me anymore.Like I was trapped inside something I couldn’t move.I tried to open my eyes.Slowly.Carefully.But even that felt like too much.Light slipped in first—too bright, too sharp—and I winced faintly before forcing my eyes open fully.The ceiling.White.Unfamiliar.Then—The sound.A steady, rhythmic beeping.My heart stuttered slightly.Hospital.A faint breath left my lips.“…again?”My voice came out barely above a whisper.Dry.Weak.But enough.Movement followed almost immediately.A figure stepped closer.Then another.“Celyne? Can you hear me?”I blinked slowly, my vision adjusting.Doctors.Nurses.Watching me.Relief flickered across one of their faces.“She’s awake,” someone said.I swallowed, my throat tight.“What… happened?” I asked faintly.The question felt heavy on my tongue.Like I already knew the answer—But didn’t want to hear it.A doctor step
Elara POVThe moment we stepped into the house—I knew I wouldn’t let it go.Not this time.The door shut behind us with a soft click, but the silence that followed wasn’t calm.It was suffocating.Tight.Heavy with everything left unsaid.I turned slowly, my heels echoing faintly against the polished floor as I faced him.Alexander.He didn’t look at me immediately.That alone irritated me.No—It angered me.“What was the meaning of that?” I asked, my voice sharp, controlled—but already laced with frustration.He didn’t respond.Not even a glance.My jaw tightened.“In the hospital,” I continued, stepping closer. “What exactly do you think you were doing?”Still nothing.My fingers curled slightly at my sides.“Do you not realize people are watching you?” I pressed. “Do you understand what kind of image you’re creating?”That got his attention.Barely.His gaze shifted to me, calm—but distant.Too distant.And that—That was what pushed me further.“What has come over you lately?” I
Alexander POVThe door opened—And everything inside me stilled.Celyne.Lying there.Unmoving.For a second—I couldn’t breathe.The room felt too quiet, the steady beeping of the monitor the only thing reminding me that time hadn’t stopped.That she… hadn’t stopped.My feet moved before I could think, carrying me closer to the bed.Closer to her.She looked pale.Too pale.Fragile in a way I had never seen before.My jaw tightened as my eyes traced over her face, her arm, the IV line connected to her.“This… this wasn’t supposed to happen,” I muttered under my breath.Not again.Not like before.A sharp memory hit me—Blood.Silence.Loss.I clenched my fists.“No,” I whispered. “Not this time.”“She’s stable for now.”The voice behind me broke through my thoughts.I turned sharply.The doctor.Middle-aged. Calm. Observant.Too calm for my liking.“What do you mean ‘for now’?” I asked, my voice tight.He didn’t rush his answer.Didn’t soften it either.“It means we were able to stab
Alexander POVThe silence in my office was suffocating.Not peaceful.Not calm.Just… heavy.I sat behind my desk, a stack of documents spread out in front of me, my eyes scanning words I wasn’t really reading. Numbers, agreements, contracts—they all blurred together.None of it was staying in my head.None of it mattered.Not today.Not lately.I leaned back slightly, running a hand through my hair in frustration.“What is wrong with me…” I muttered under my breath.I used to be better than this.Focused.Precise.Unshaken.Now—Everything felt off.My thoughts kept drifting.Back to her.Celyne.The way she looked at me.The way she spoke to me now—cold, distant, guarded.Like I was a stranger.No.Worse.Like I was the enemy.My jaw tightened slightly.“She’s just a surrogate…” I said under my breath.The words felt wrong the moment I said them.Forced.Like I was trying to convince myself of something I didn’t believe anymore.I exhaled sharply, pushing the thought away as I picke
Mandy POVIt has been five years.Five long years since I last saw Celyne.And now she’s back.Back in the same city, living her life like nothing ever happened… and yet she hasn’t even bothered to come and see me.A slow, bitter smile spreads across my lips as I stare down at my phone.Ignoring me
Celyne POVThe suitcase lay open on the bed, half-filled with clothes I wasn’t sure I would ever wear.My hands moved slowly, folding shirts and placing them inside like I was packing pieces of a life I no longer recognized.Behind me, Clara leaned against the doorframe, watching in silence for a lo
Elara POVThe dining table was quiet now.Too quiet.But even in the silence, the tension from earlier still lingered in the air, heavy and unsettling.I stood by the window, my arms crossed lightly, my gaze unfocused as my thoughts replayed everything that had just happened.Every word.Every expr
Celyne POVThe door closed behind me softly.But the moment I stepped fully into my room…Everything I had been holding was shattered.My legs gave out before I could stop myself, and I sank slowly onto the floor, my back resting against the door as if it was the only thing holding me together.A s







