Bea finally stopped crying after almost thirty minutes. She fixed her appearance and made sure that no one would notice her puffy red eyes before she opened the door of the comfort room and left.
While walking towards the counter, she groaned when she suddenly bumped into a man. He was tall and she felt as if she bumped into a wall. Just how hard his muscles were for her to feel such pain just by bumping him? She had an annoyed expression when she looked at the man, but the man did not even look at her.
He just continued walking towards his table without even a single word of apology. Were all city men supposed to be arrogant? How rude!
She glared at the man who was finally seated at the corner before she started walking again towards the counter. She ordered an Iced Americano to calm herself.
As soon as she was seated near the glass wall of the establishment, she wondered why nothing good happened to her for that day. She should not have gone to the city in the first place. If she just stayed in the province obediently, she would not have been hurt by what she saw today.
She looked up when she felt the tears pooling in her eyes once more. She thought that she was done crying. She sighed and looked at the Iced Americano in front of her. She even ordered William’s favorite drink. Just how much more should she torment herself?
He was everything to her.
Just how did he end up cheating on her? Was it that easy to throw away all those moments that they spent together? She let out an exasperated sigh when the rain started to pour. Was she in some sort of a drama? Why were the clouds weeping in her stead?
She wiped the tears on her eyes and let out a sigh to stop herself from crying harder. She was not the type who would cry so easily but she could not stop her tears from falling. Finally, she gave up on trying and she just put her head down on the table as her shoulders shook.
The questions started to flood her head like the sound of raindrops outside the establishment. There was a bunch of why’s, what-ifs, and should have been.
Why did he cheat? Was there something wrong with her? Did she do something wrong? Was she not enough?
It finally made sense. Now she could understand why William had been too occupied for the last few months. She was patient! She tried to understand that he was busy with his work, but little did she know that he was already flirting with another woman.
What did she do wrong? When did he stop loving her? Was it because she was too far? She trusted him. She trusted his love for her. Was his love shallow? Was her love not enough?
Her shoulders shook harder and she muffled the sound of her cries with her arms. It was embarrassing to cry in a public place but she did not care anymore. Her pain was too much and she could not even think straight.
There was an urge within her to go back there and talk to him. She wanted to tell him that she was sorry and that she would do anything for him to come back.
With those thoughts in mind, she felt so pathetic. Why did she end up being like this? She used to be fine being alone. She was fine all on her own. She was fine with watching him from afar.
She sighed again and wiped the tears on her cheeks. She took a sip of her watered-down Americano and looked outside. It finally stopped raining. Should she just head home?
Her brows furrowed when an elegant-looking lady sat across her. She looked around to check if there were not any available tables and she was surprised to see that there were too many vacant spots.
“Did you just perhaps get your heart broken?” The lady smirked as she took a sip from her frappe.
Creepy. Why would a stranger suddenly talk to her as if they were friends? Was this even common in the city?
“You’re pretty.” The lady smiled again as she was openly staring at her.
She stood up and was about to leave when the lady grabbed her hand and asked her to seat again.
“I’m a scout and I’m interested in recruiting you.”
Scout for what? She looked at her suspiciously so the lady took her wallet and gave her a card.
“I am Margaret Cannon, I scout people who have the potential to be models and actors.”
Bea looked at the card and even searched for her name on g****e. She was impressed when she realized that the lady in front of her was truly a scout with impressive achievements. Most of her recruits became well-known professionals who won awards from time to time.
Why would such a person take an interest in her?
She smiled awkwardly and gave her back the card. “Thank you for noticing me, but I’m not interested.”
“You should think about it first.” Margaret insisted. She pushed the card back towards her and smiled. She opened her bag and pull out a portfolio. “This is the list of my recruits and their achievements. I also included the names of the company that I am affiliated with.”
“Thanks, but I must decline. I don’t think I’m not suited for the jobs that you could offer.” Bea smiled politely and stood up. She was about to leave when she heard Margaret talk again.
“Why not? Don’t you think being a famous model would make your ex regret leaving you?” The lady grinned mischievously. “Are you sure you wanted to pass up this chance?”
Sly.
She never even thought of it once. But now that she mentioned it, there was an urge within her to take up the offer. Was it for revenge? Maybe she just wanted to feel better for herself.
But was that really the right thing to do? Would his regret make her feel better? Maybe not. But it could also be an opportunity for her to try another thing. Even if she did not want revenge, maybe she could find something by taking the offer. It would not hurt since she would be going back to the province after that.
“Fine.” She gave in. If she really had a talent for this, she would like to take the chance before she returned to the province.
“That’s a wise decision.” Margaret was enthusiastic and excited. “I’ll make you shine brighter in this project!”
Their conversation was cut off when Margaret’s phone rang and the lady gestured to give her a minute for the call. She nodded politely and focused her attention on her drink.
“What? Why was she not there yet?” Margaret’s tone was full of disappointment. Though she could not hear the voice from the other line, Bea could tell that there had been a problem at work. “Fine. I’ll bring a proxy there.”
Bea could feel the goosebumps when Margaret looked at her with a mischievous smile. “I think I got you a project to work on right now.”
No way. Was she the proxy that she was talking about?
“So, where are you taking me?” Bea asked as soon as Margaret started driving. She was not sure if she made the right choice in tagging along. She was not even a professional, what if she ended up disappointing her?She should not have made a decision when her emotions were at their peak. Why was she so impulsive?Bea took a deep breath when the car stopped and both of them walked out of the car. Margaret gave her keys to the valet driver and led her towards the studio.She felt as if she was in the spotlight as soon as Margaret opened the doors. The photographers and the other staff were looking at her with confused eyes, so she felt like a fish out of water. What was she even doing there?“Please welcome, Bea. She was the proxy I was talking about.” Margaret broke the silence with her introduction. She gently patted her back which somehow made Bea feel a little relieved.“Proxy?” The photographer looked at her f
The shoot was going well… except for the fact that it was a little awkward for her to pose closely to Mr. Suarez. They were supposed to be acting like a family, so why were there poses that she needed to get too close to him?“Bea, put your left hand on Mr. Suarez’s nape and then put your right hand on Caleb’s shoulder. Move your head closer to your husband as if you were about to kiss.” The photographer seemed to be having a hard time directing her and she somehow felt apologetic towards him.However, she somehow hated it every time he called Mr. Suarez her husband. It was just making her feel a lot more awkward towards him! How could she even get comfortable with someone she just met earlier?“Tsk.” Callum shook his head as he pulled her closer.Her eyes grew wide when she felt his lips almost touching her cheeks. Her body slightly trembled and her heart started beating fast from the shock and the nervousness s
She felt somehow guilty so she stood up and walked towards the window. She watched William from there and endured the painful feeling in her chest. She watched how he just stood there waiting for her. She just watched, because that was all she could do. She could not muster the courage to talk to him. She knew that if she spent just a little time with him, her walls would be crashing down and she would forgive him no matter what—and she did not want that.She saw Will walk away but she could not see his face. It was better that way. It was better to keep her distance so that she could get a move on. It was better to start walking on their separate ways after all those years that they spent together. After all those years that she devoted her life to him.She knew it was the right decision, but why did her chest feel so heavy? Why was there a lump on her throat as tears started to pool in her eyes once more? Why did it hurt so much as if her heart was being twiste
Bea knew.She knew that nothing would change if she just kept on crying for the whole week while waiting for Margaret’s call. She was aware that she needed to do something. But what should she do?Her eyes were heavy ad she was sure that it was swollen from the nights she spent crying. She also didn’t have the energy to move and her stomach was empty.She sighed when she realized how pathetic she had been for the past few days. She sighed again when she realized that she knew what to do but never really did anything. She sighed once more when she realized that nothing would change if she continued doing what she had been doing.She was just wasting her time. She was just wasting the moment as she drowned herself in misery. Great things were waiting ahead of her but she chose to be stuck—and she was well aware of that.What could she do if her body and heart weren’t in the mood to listen to her rational mind? She was sad. She
After a day of lazing around and trying to distract herself, Bea succeeded and finally lost the swelling of her eyes. Since she wanted to distract herself more, she chose to go outside and play while she was still on vacation.“It was really different from home…” she mumbled as she entered the mall. Unlike back home, just going to the mall took more time despite being close to the hotel that she was in. The city had too many cars that kept the road too crowded to go smoothly.She looked around and was amazed by the towering establishments and the mall that she entered was too big, she somehow felt like she would easily get lost.“This is better,” she thought as she gripped the handkerchief in her hand. Being distracted by an unfamiliar place would be better than being stuck inside her hotel room.Her eyes were full as she indulged herself in looking at the luxurious clothing from stalls to stalls. There were dresses that she
“He allowed me, right?”Bea smiled when she sensed the anticipation in Caleb’s voice. She nodded her head as she gave him back his phone. “Yes, Caleb. You want me to bring you to the amusement park, right?”Caleb looked at her with hopeful eyes. “You’ll bring me there, right?”“Of course!” Bea chuckled before she took her phone out of her pocket and saw an unregistered number calling her. “This is Bea. I’ll save your number and I’ll update you every thirty minutes.”She ended the call when she heard Mr. Suarez says okay. She looked back at Caleb who was holding on tightly to the strap of his bag. With a gentle smile, she offered her hand to Caleb. “Shall we go now?”Though it was just for a while, Bea saw a glimpse of Caleb’s childish smile. She wished she could see it longer since the kid deserved to act like one. If it wasn’t for his indiff
They were waiting in line for the jungle log jam when Bea’s phone vibrated. She took out her phone and her left brow was raised when she saw Mr. Suarez’s message.Update?Wow. Did he have alarms going off every thirty minutes? It was true that she told him that she would update him every thirty minutes but he was really spot on! Couldn’t she be late for a few minutes?She opened the messaged and typed a reply. Caleb rode different rides here. I also bought him food. He looked like he was really having a lot of fun.After the message was sent, Bea put back her phone and smiled since it was already their turn.“Are you excited?” Bea asked as soon as they were seated.“Not really.” Caleb looked at the side and held onto the bar tight. He was calm when the ride started moving. As soon as they were already high up, he peeked downwards and abruptly closed his eyes.She looked at th
The two were having fun eating when Bea’s phone vibrated again. She rolled her eyes as she took a bite from her waffle. Mr. Suarez was really something. He was definitely texting her after every 30 minutes. Was she that unreliable?Update?As usual. He would ask for updates again. She rolled her eyes once more before she clicked the reply button.Still eating waffles. Want some?She just looked at her phone, thinking whether she should send it or not. Was it okay to be a little informal to him? He was still a CEO even if he had been a little annoying since earlier. She was about to press the delete button when Caleb tugged at her sleeve.“What is it? Do you want more?” Bea asked when she noticed that Caleb was done with his food.“You won’t take back what you said earlier, right?” Caleb looked anxious but she somehow felt proud.Finally, Caleb was slowly opening up to him. Caleb co