Chapter 54

"Ben..., what are you thinking?" Rena's hand on my shoulder broke my reverie.

Yes, between vulgar and sadistic daydreams. I like being dominant, but on the sadistic level... maybe I'm soft. That's what my friends who I confide in in the virtual world say when it comes to struggles of passion.

"I wonder what good this will do." Most of the time, I could only imagine the anger that boiled over from knowing Rena was playing with Uncle Dean without my knowledge.

Tolerating their behavior? I'm not that good despite knowing Rena's abnormalities and Uncle Dean's habits before marrying Aunt Dara.

Then, why did I speed up the wedding with Rena even though I knew they were doing bad things behind my back?

I wanted to create boundaries. Rena is mine. In marriage, I hope to bring Rena to a better life, even though on the other hand there are things that really bother me.

"Ren, did you call the psychologist's number that I gave you?" I asked while gulping down the contents of the bottle that Rena h