Hafiz!
Dropping my phone on the table i massage my forehead with a sigh.
I can't believe dad is asking me to go for the seminar i just got back yesterday, why can't he just go by himself i am soo tired all i do is work, work and work the only reason i am excited about the seminar is because i am going to see the love of my life there she already text a list of things she wants me to buy for her when coming."Hey!"I look up to see my bestfriend fazil and i smile.
"What's up big guy."I say as he sit on the couch.
"Nothing just a little tired dad sent me to meet this weird client at Lafia the meeting went bad."he say scratching his head.
"Dad just called me that i should get ready remember that seminar I told you he is going in London, well i will be the one going instead am just a little happy i will see nadia been a while we actually see each other."I say and he nod.
"Yeah!
When are you leaving?he ask with a raise brow."Tomorrow morning.
6:00am precisely just have to pack this night, what happened? You look pretty bored and worried."I say looking at him and he sigh."Just coming from the hospital hanan had another attack, I am just worried about her she had 4 attacks in a roll since yesterday, the doctor say she is kinda emotionally disturbed about something but she doesn't want to talk she keeps saying she is alright, I'm just frustrated she is too introverted about everything."he say worriedly and i sigh.
"She will be fine broo,
Maybe she need a therapy or something."I suggest and he shake his head."Hanan will never speak up, she is tooo...I don't know it's like she is in her own world, she's like a dreamer always alone by herself she's weird."he say and i nod in aggreement because sincerely speaking she is.
"Maybe she need someone to open up to, maybe you as an elder brother girls are weird sometimes they just need a little sibling love."I suggest and he chuckle.
"Hanan will never talk , dad is the one the most closest to her but he knows nothing about her Amany is also like a faded background."he say and I sigh.
"No offense but i think she doesn't even like me sometimes i get scared by the way she stared at me."I say and he laugh.
"Hanan would stared at someone sometimes i think she is looking right through my soul."he say with a smile.
"I will just sign this documents and we will go check on her."I say and he nod.
I go through the folder reading every line before signing it.
Once I am done we head outside, we both enter our car and head to the hospital.
He is right his sister is indeed weird, she's always quiet even when it's at a family gathering you will see her by her own self, she is hardly noticed and rarely speak can't actually remember when last i speak to her, she's always staring at me as if i stole something from her.
Halting at the hospital premises i saw the familiar red range-rover and i take a deep breathe before we both walk into the hospital.
"Good afternoon Mummy."I say to anty soby who just finished talking to a nurse and she smile at me.
"Hafiz.
How are you and how is work?"she ask and i nod with a smile."Alhamdulilah.
How is hanan feeling?"I ask and she nod."Alhamdulilah.
She is ok your mum and amany are in the room."she say as we both silently walk to the room.Anty soby is amazingly beautiful at some point you will mistake her as an arab, she has this glittering fair skin and a very adorable auburn eyes, with her Charming personality she's just the best anty one could ever wishe for very understanding, calm and collected unlike my mum who is beautiful but have a very loud personality which unfortunately my sister take her footsteps.
"Sallamu'alaikum."I say as i trail behind anty soby into the room.
"Ya haf.......my sister start to yell but i glare at her making her to keep quiet.
"Good afternoon mummy."I say to my mum she just humm in response and continue discussing whatever with fazil.
I turn my gaze to thé hospital bed and she is weirdly staring at me i clear my throat and move to thé bed side
"How are you feeling hanan?"i ask and she nod with a smile.
"Alhamdulilah.
Thé doctor will soon discharge me."she say in her small voice and i nod."Ok !
May thé almighty grant you shifa."I say avoiding her intense gaze on me."Ameen."she say and i turn to my mum.
"Anty let me get going."I say to anty soby and my mum head snap to my direction.
"When did you even arrive and you'ré already leaving, your sister has been in thé hospital since yesterday night but you didn't care because you'ré thé only one that knows how to work."my mum rant and i just stand not knowing what to do, from thé corner of my eyes i can see my sister laughing and I will definitely deal with her.
"Jasy.
What did you want him to do, he is not a doctor beside he doesn't know she was sick he would have come, please let the boy have some peace "kinchika fitina"and you what is funny that you're opening teeth."Anty soby say to my mum as she glare at my sister who is laughing."Anty i am not laughing at him just laughing at some joke they sent to me on w******p."my sister say and i glare at her.
"Hafiz go and rest you look tired guess you're coming straight from work."Anty soby say and i nod.
"Yes.
I would have stayed longer but i will be traveling early tomorrow that's why, I want to go and start getting ready."I explain and she nod with a smile."Please go if you want to go, i don't want a long unnecessary explanation."my mum snap making me to frown.
"It's ok hafiz.
Have a safe journey and take care of yourself."Anty soby say and i nod."Get well soon hanan."I say and leave the room ignoring my mum and her bestfriend little arguement.
Honestly my mum is just a complicated being one minute she's the super amazing mum the next she is snapping at you.
I push that thought out of my head and focus on my trip tomorrow with excitement to see the love of my life I open my car door and slip in.leyuxynab please go and update wild flower for me please.
Hanan!The next few days pass by pretty quickly and Amany will be leaving tomorrow, I won't say i am happy but she has to leave so i can fix my marriage i don't know what is wrong with ya hafiz this days.sometimes he become super nice even without amany in our presence other times he become aggressive and snap at both me and his sister something is disturbing him and i don't know what, he became pretty quiet and he usually sleep off the day and spend the night doing whatever the fuck on his laptop he is turning into a lychnobite he is no longer the workaholic ya hafiz i can't even remember when last he go to work, he is different and it scared the shit out of me.Ever since the day i passed out in the parlour we begin to share same bedroom with him sometimes he sleep on the bed with me and other times he sleep alone ordering me to sleep on the floor but i don't mind because honestly speaking ya hafiz is a complete different person he is acting weird."Are yo
Hanan!The next few days pass by pretty quickly and Amany will be leaving tomorrow, I won't say i am happy but she has to leave so i can fix my marriage i don't know what is wrong with ya hafiz this days.sometimes he become super nice even without amany in our presence other times he become aggressive and snap at both me and his sister something is disturbing him and i don't know what, he became pretty quiet and he usually sleep off the day and spend the night doing whatever the fuck on his laptop he is turning into a lychnobite he is no longer the workaholic ya hafiz i can't even remember when last he go to work, he is different and it scared the shit out of me.Ever since the day i passed out in the parlour we begin to share same bedroom with him sometimes he sleep on the bed with me and other times he sleep alone ordering me to sleep on the floor but i don't mind because honestly speaking ya hafiz is a complete different person he is acting weird."Are yo
Hanan!"We should eat ya hafiz is sleeping, he is probably tired from work."I say sitting on thé dinning."Oh ok."amany say and dish me thé plate of Rice and stew, i mutter a thank you and began stuffing thé food in my mouth.Showing his girlfriend to my face and later he will come out pretending as if everything is cool, i wishe he can just love me even do is a little."Hanan!"i look up from my food and amany give me this weird look."Are you alright?You are just rushing thé food as if you ré fighting with someone."she say looking at me worriedly."I am fine,I.....ju...s...I need to rest."I say and leave thé dinning.I go to my bedroom slamming thé door shut, i lay on my bed and begin to sob.Why is this happening to me, i love him why can't he see that?Why am i not good enough i just want a happy life with my husband.Th door to my bedroom open i dont b
Hafiz!Thé next morning i wake up early and get ready for office, honestly speaking i just want to speak to nadia yesterday i spend thé whole night regreting why i snap at her like that, i called her multiple times and she didn't pick i texted her this morning i am confident she will call me thé moment she read my message.Coming out of my room i head downstairs and stop when i heard thé familiar voice from thé kitchen i tiptoe and eavesdrop by thé kitchen door."Mummy wlh they slept in seperate room, yesterday night i checked on hanan two times and she slept in her room, this morning again i check and saw her sleeping on her prayer mat, kuma ya hafiz ma didn't ate dinner with us yesterday night,."my sister say and i hide by thé kitchen door."No problèm mummy i will keeep you update insha Allah i will call you later before someone caught me."she say laughing and i quietly drop my laptop bag on th&ea
Hafiz!"What time is the discharge?"my mum ask and I turn my gaze to her."We 've been discharged already i just want to finish feeding her,she will take her medication we will then go home."I say giving the spoonful of the salad to her.Honestly speaking i just can't wait for us to be home, all this fake smiles and pretense is killing me, how I have to feed her, massage her to sleep, let's not mention the PDA little kisses i have to display to make my parents happy, I can't even remember when last i spoke to nadia i have to keep my phone at home i can't take chances because there is no way she won't call and the way my mum is always looking at me suspeciously i rather continue my acting and suppress all the anger in me till we go home."I am ok."she say looking at me and i smile."Are you sure?"I ask looking at her worriedly and she nod."Give her the medicine and let's get going Amany is already at home, I ask her to clean an
Hanan!"Mummy wlh it's not ya hafiz fault, we just had a little arguement about the honeymoon and i went to my room."I lie and Anty jasra just eye me suspeciously."Hanan you're lieing, you're trying to cover up for hafiz the two of you story doesn't even match, i know how to handle the both of you, you think i don't know hafiz, he is a very manipulative, cunning boy i give birth to him so there is no point trying to change a zebra strip."she say and i sigh."Anty please let him in, it's been two days ya hafiz isn't as bad as you picture him, it was just a coincidence and i am at fault please forgive him."I say with a smile and she hold my hands."Hanan.Please if hafiz is doing anything you don't favor tell me don't ever think because he is my son i will support him ,please Dan Allah i don't know how am going to tell your mum this, i know i forced hafiz into this marriage so just because you love him doesn't mean you will endure everything, kinji."s