MasukHey everyone, thank you for reading! I wanted to ask if the smut scenes are too much, and if you'd like me to reduce it. I would appreciate your response.
Lilith povHot.I felt so hot, like my whole body was on fire. My face burned, my body trembled, my eyes glassy as my breathing came slow and uneven, everything blurred at the edges but most of all… my inner thighs pressed tight together, my core slick, not from the water but from something deeper, something aching and restless.Was this because I was in heat?No. It wasn’t. I knew what that felt like—sharp, insistent, a warning clawing through my mind, it felt primal, like I had to mate or die but this… this was different, like my body had taken over, like something inside me had snapped and all I could think about was one thing.Relief.I needed release. I needed to get this out of my system. I needed… them.A soft, breathless sound slipped from my lips as my arms tightened around Silas’ shoulders while he carried me from the water. My face hovered near his ear, my nose brushing his skin as I nuzzled into him, his scent intoxicating—addictive in a way that made my head spin. Before
Claude povAn hour later.We were going to die.“Either the Alphas die or Lilith dies. If you mark her, she will meet her end. If you don’t, the three of you will meet yours. That is the real curse of the Moon Goddess… the true punishment given to you.”Those were the words Lilith’s wolf had spoken.Those very words had been uttered to my brothers and me a few days ago.And when I heard them, my first reaction had been a cruel smile.Of course.It had been too good to be true.When I first heard that Lilith was our mate, I had felt a warmth I had never known before and suddenly, everything had become clear.The bond had always been there.From the very beginning, when that timid girl had walked into that room, willing to offer herself to my brothers and me, I had known, in that moment, that she was different.She wasn’t like the others.Something deep within me had stirred the instant our eyes met.So… I had allowed myself to hope.For the first time in a long while, I thought perhaps
Lilith povAwkward.That was the word I would use to describe this situation right now.It was so awkward.I sat on the picnic blanket, my face flushed, my heart still racing, my fingers fidgeting with the hem of my dress as the most breathtaking men sat before me—Silas in brown, Lucien in black, and Claude in white. None of them were wearing their usual suits today, only loose, baggy clothes that shifted softly in the wind.They looked mesmerizing.Sculpted like gods.We all knew that already.And the reason I was currently looking away from them wasn’t because I was shy, it was because of what I had said earlier.For Goddess’s sake…I couldn’t believe I had cried like an idiot and confessed that I loved them.Not only that, I had even asked them for permission to love them.The more I thought about it, the more embarrassed I felt.Especially when I remembered their reactions.Right after my confession, the Alphas had been stunned.Truly stunned.Claude’s mouth had almost touched the
Lilith povMy thoughts were scattered.My gaze was distant.My chest felt hollow.For a long moment, silence filled the air in the car until—“Lilith.”Dravena’s voice slid through my mind.For a brief moment, her image flashed before me, and I saw her standing, her eyes fixed on me as she continued.“Let me tell you a little secret about the Moon Goddess.”Her voice carried a strange calmness.“The goddess everyone loves… everyone respects. The goddess everyone relies on. The one they believe to be the most powerful being that exists.”She paused slightly.“But even she has a weakness.”My eyes lowered slightly as I listened quietly, not saying a word.“She has something she cannot fight against,” Dravena continued.“And that… is fate.”Her voice echoed softly through my mind.“Once a human is born, their fate is sealed from that very moment. Their life and their death are already written in stone but it is not written by the Moon Goddess. It is written by fate itself. Fate is a forc
Lilith povEmptiness.That was all I felt.No sorrow at the fact that my mother was gone. No closure that I had been able to see her before she died. No relief that she was finally at peace with my father once again.I just felt nothing.Not even the ache in my chest.Just… emptiness.It had been two days since my mother died. Two days since we buried her. Two days since I last shed those tears.And during those two days, I hadn’t left my room. I hadn’t done anything. I hadn’t spoken to anyone. I hadn’t eaten.I had locked myself inside, curled up on my bed, and simply stared at nothing, lost in my thoughts.I thought about everything I had been through.My father’s death.Then my mother’s suicide attempt, and all the desperate things I had done to try and save her, only for her to die in the end anyway.But most of all…I thought about what I was going to do now.Why I was still living.Still breathing.Still alive.Until two days ago, I had been using my mother as an excuse to keep
Lilith povI drew in a sharp breath, and a scream, one that wasn’t only mine but also Dravena’s tore out of me.“Mom!”Everything blurred after that.Before I could fully process what was happening, Samuel and the others rushed in.I watched as Samuel quickly lifted my mother and carried her to the bed, his hands moving frantically as he began checking her pulse, her breathing. I watched as he placed a monitor on her, the faint beeping filling the room, and injected something into her arm, trying desperately to keep her conscious.Around me, the Alphas moved to my side, their expressions dark with grief, as though they didn’t know what they should do.But I wasn’t really there anymore.I tried to run toward my mother, but Theila and Lora grabbed me, trying to hold me back as they cried.I wasn’t sure when I pushed them away.I only knew that the next moment, I had collapsed beside the bed.“Mom… Mom…”My voice cracked as sobs tore through me.I grabbed her hand, crying harder as I wat
They say that when you die, you see the person who matters most to you on the other side, waiting with a smile, hand outstretched, ready to guide you into the afterlife. They say this happens so you won’t be scared or alone. So that death won’t feel so terrifying. So it was no surprise that I fo
Claude fucked my mouth without restraint. His grip on my hair was so tight I could feel the sting at my scalp as he held my head in place, thrusting in and out with a relentless pace that had me gagging, tears sliding down my cheeks before I could even stop them. It hurt. I could barely take his
“Your vagina is not the only thing that can make a man feel good, Lilith. Please do not forget, even if you appear submissive, you actually hold the power and control. Your hands, your mouth... anything can make a man feel good if you use them right. But remember, the Alphas are unlike other men,
The world paused the moment Lucien said those words. I didn’t think it was possible, but the air around me grew even more suffocating, like the auras of the three Alphas had intensified all at once. I wasn’t even sure how it had come to this point. When I prepared to enter this ritual, I’d expect







