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“Congratulations, Willow. You’re pregnant.”
Hearing those words from the healer caused a wide smile to spread across my face.
I sat there for a moment, just staring at the healer. My hands were trembling from the excitement. I pressed them against my thighs so she wouldn’t notice.
“Are you alright?” Healer Maren asked, watching me carefully.
“Yes.” I nodded quickly. “Yes, I’m fine. I’m — yes.”
She smiled at me softly. “You’re about six weeks along. It’s still early. You’ll need to come back in two weeks so I can monitor the pup’s growth properly.” She began writing something in her record book. “Are you currently under any unusual stress? Your heartbeat was a little elevated when you came in.”
I almost laughed. What kind of question was that?
Unusual stress. I was a wolfless omega living in an alpha’s house, surviving on the little scraps I could get from them, while working tirelessly. Stress was like the air I breathed.
“I’m fine,” I said again.
For the past few days, my body had felt strange. I had been tired and dizzy constantly. I had nearly collapsed while carrying laundry from the upper floor of the alpha quarters this morning.
I thought I was sick.
But this was good.
NOAH was going to be so happy.
My smile widened at the thought of HIM.
The healer rose from her seat and walked toward a shelf filled with herbs and small bottles. “You must avoid stress as much as possible,” she said while preparing something. “And eat properly. Your body is already weak enough.”
I nodded quickly, though I barely heard half of what she was saying.
All I could think about was Noah.
How would I tell him?
Would he smile first or just stare at me in shock?
Maybe he would lift me off the ground the way he sometimes did when he got excited.
The thought alone made warmth spread through my chest.
The healer handed me a small pouch. “Herbs. Boil them before sleeping.”
“Thank you,” I said softly, clutching the pouch carefully.
She studied me for a second before sighing. “Does the father know?”
Heat rushed to my cheeks immediately.
“N-no.”
“You should tell him soon.”
“I will,” I whispered.
Because Noah loved me.
Even if our relationship had to stay hidden and everyone else looked down on me.
Noah always told me none of that mattered.
I still remember the first time he kissed me.
“You matter to me, Willow.” He had whispered softly.
My chest tightened at the memory.
Maybe now… maybe this child would finally mean I mattered for real.
Excitement still buzzed through me as I walked out the door.
I could barely stop smiling.
Goddess.
I was really pregnant
I pressed my hand against my stomach, right there in the hallway, not even caring if anyone walked past and saw me. Noah’s baby had been growing quietly inside me for six weeks and I hadn’t known.
I thought about his face when I told him. The way his eyes would go wide first, then soften—that rare softness he only ever showed when it was just the two of us, when there were no other wolves around to see the future alpha of the Pinecrest Pack looking at a wolfless omega like she was something more.
He would be happy. I was sure of it.
We had been careful, always careful, hiding what we were to each other because the pack couldn’t know. I understood that. I had always understood that. But a child changed things. A fated mate’s child changed everything.
This was it. This was the thing that would finally make him realize that we needed to become public.
I was already planning what I would say when I spotted him.
Noah was at the other end of the hallway, near one of the private consultation rooms. His back was facing me, but I would recognize those broad shoulders and brown hair anywhere.
I started to raise my hand.
Then I saw who he was with.
Stacey.
Stacey Holt. The gamma’s daughter. The girl who had made it her personal mission to make my life a living hell every chance she got. The worst of all the bullies I had in this pack.
I stopped walking.
Noah hated Stacey. He had told me that himself. ‘She’s so fake,’ he had said several times. ‘Nothing like you.’ I had believed him.
So what was he doing here with her?
‘It was probably nothing.’ I told myself that as I watched him lean slightly toward her to say something low, and she tilted her head back and laughed, her red hair shining as always.
My feet moved before I could think.
I followed them.
I kept enough distance so that they couldn’t notice me, and when they entered into one of the private rooms, I stood just outside it.
I don’t know what I expected. Maybe I thought I would see something that made sense.
The door wasn’t fully closed, so I could hear and see everything.
“Congratulations. She’s about eight weeks along.”
Confusion moved through me slowly as I furrowed my brows. Why was Noah in there for Stacey’s consultation? Why would he — what would he —
They were seated side by side on the clinic bed.
And they were holding hands.
Noah’s thumb was moving slowly over her knuckles like it was a habit for him.
I felt the floor shift under me.
“Eight weeks.” His voice was different. It was the same voice he used with me when he thought nobody else could hear. “And the pup?”
“The pup is developing well,” the healer confirmed. “Everything looks healthy.”
And then Noah did something that stopped my heart completely.
He reached over and placed his other hand on Stacey’s stomach carefully and protectively.
The exact same way I had imagined he would touch me after hearing my news.
“I’m going to be a father,” he murmured, a soft smile spreading across his face as his eyes lit with a happiness I had never seen before.
The words hit me harder than any blade ever could.
Willow’s POVA few hours later, I was awake again.The chair beside my bed was empty.For a brief moment, disappointment settled in my chest before I pushed it away.It was ridiculous.Three days ago I had been terrified of him after watching that girl being executed on his orders.Now the empty chair beside my bed felt... wrong.I sighed.After sitting beside me for two days without sleeping, Mordecai was probably finally getting the rest he desperately needed.The thought should have reassured me.Instead, I found myself staring at the empty chair longer than I meant to.The clinic door opened and I looked up, expecting the healer.Instead, Diana walked in.The moment her eyes landed on me, she smiled. “You’re finally awake.”I returned a small nod, but said nothing more.Everything I had overheard before falling asleep kept replaying in my head.The smile on her face faded almost immediately. She knew me well enough to notice when something was wrong.She crossed the room.“I’m sor
Willow’s POVI drifted off again with his hand still around mine.I had asked him quietly, not to let go, and he hadn’t. It was strange how much easier sleep came knowing he was still sitting there.I wasn’t sure how long I had been out when the sound of the clinic door opening pulled me halfway back to consciousness.I kept my eyes closed. I was too tired to move, and I assumed it was the healer coming to check on me again.Instead, Diana’s voice filled the room.“Are you still here?” She asked Mordecai.She didn’t sound surprised. She sounded exasperated, the way she always did when I did something exhausting.“Don’t start,” Mordecai said.“I’m not starting anything.” There was a pause, and I could feel her scowling. “You haven’t slept. You haven’t changed those clothes. You haven’t left this chair in two days.”Another pause. “In all the years I’ve known you, I have never once seen you behave like this for anyone.”Mordecai said nothing.“Not even for me,” Diana went on. “But you s
Willow’s POVThe relief on his face faded slowly, replaced by something heavier. He didn’t let go of my hand, but his thumb stopped moving.He was quiet for a long moment before he finally asked the question I could tell had been sitting in his heart since I woke up.“Why did you run?”There was no anger in it. He just sounded tired and confused, like he genuinely couldn’t make sense of it.I looked away from him, toward the wall, because I couldn’t answer that while looking at his face.His hand tightened around mine before I answered, almost like he was afraid of what I was about to say.I hadn’t even noticed until then that neither of us had tried to let go.“I didn’t want to die,” I replied finally. My voice came out barely above a whisper.His fingers went still.Silence.I heard him shift slightly in the chair.“What are you talking about?”I didn’t answer right away, and when I finally looked back at him, his brows had furrowed in confusion. Then something in his expression shi
Willow’s POVI surfaced slowly, the way you come up from deep water when you’ve been under for too long.Everything felt heavy. My arms, my legs, even my eyelids. Opening my eyes took so much effort.The first thing I saw was a plain white ceiling I didn’t recognize.Then the smell of herbs and disinfectant reached me.I was in a clinic.My stomach tightened at that realization. The last time I had woken up in a clinic, my entire life had fallen apart in a few minutes. I had woken up to Alpha Kelvin standing over me, telling me my child was gone, telling me I would wish he had killed me instead.I braced myself for the familiar pain that came with those memories.But it didn’t come.There was an ache, yes. But it was a dull one, like an old bruise that had healed.The memories were still there. I could still see the healer’s herbs on that shelf back at Pinecrest, still hear Kelvin’s flat voice delivering the worst news of my life. But none of it had the same sharpness anymore.I trie
Noah’s POVThe clinic records room was at the back of the building, after the treatment wards.I had never had any reason to go there before. The door wasn’t locked.I went through the filing system quickly. It wasn’t organized the way official pack records were. These were handwritten, and arranged by dates.I started from the day Willow disappeared and moved backwards.I started pulling out files.It took twenty minutes to find the right one. The date was written clearly at the top.I read it twice.My hands were shaking by the time I reached the end.The date of Willow’s appointment was the same day I found out Stacey was pregnant.Six weeks along, the file said.My child.She had been carrying my child.The miscarriage was documented two days later. The cause was: ‘accident’.But the date matched exactly with the day of the stairs.My legs stopped cooperating. I sat down on the floor of the records room with the file in my hands and just stayed there.She had lost the baby when she
Noah’s POVI rubbed both hands over my face and stared at the ceiling of my office.Something wasn’t adding up.I had been sitting with this thought for hours, going over it again and again.Willow wasn’t a trained warrior.She wasn’t someone who had contacts outside the territory.She didn’t have money saved away somewhere. She was a wolfless omega who had spent eleven years doing laundry and eating whatever was left at the end of the day.So how had she disappeared so completely?She had been injured. The healer had said she had taken a hard blow to the head after falling down the stairs.I pressed my fingers against my eyes.I had not let myself think about the stairs properly since it happened. Every time the thought came, I quickly redirected my mind by focusing on work, on Stacey’s complaints, and on whatever my father was saying.I was still doing it now.I pushed back from my desk and stood up. I needed air. I needed to move.I left my office and walked without any particular
Willow’s POVMy voice was barely a whisper.“Please.”Then something even stranger happened.Mordecai’s head lowered.I froze completely.His forehead brushed my shoulder, then he leaned forward, until his head rested on the side of my neck.My entire body went rigid.For a second, my brain simply s
Willow’s POV“Hela?” One of them called, and there was clear amusement in his voice. “What in the — are you babysitting?”Hela. So that was her name.It fit, I decided immediately. Goddess of death. She looked like one.“Get lost,” Hela replied, not even glancing at them.They didn’t get lost.“Is t
Willow’s POVBy the time I got back to my room, something felt different.I couldn’t explain it exactly. Nothing had changed. The room was still the same, and I was still a prisoner in a pack that belonged to the most terrifying alpha in the region.But something in me felt lighter.I hadn’t realis
Chapter 23Willow's POVLater that day, things began to change.I was lying on the bed staring at the ceiling, doing nothing as usual, when a knock came.My stomach tightened immediately.For one horrible second, I thought something had gone wrong.I sat up instantly.The omegas who brought food di







