ログインWillow’s POV
I pushed Noah back with both hands until he let go of me.
“It changes nothing?” I echoed flatly.
He blinked. “I just meant—”
“That’s what you just said to me. It changes nothing.” I glared at him through my tears. “Do you hear yourself?”
“Willow —”
“Am I supposed to feel better right now?” My voice was shaking but I kept going. “Is that supposed to fix this? You want me to keep hiding? Keep sneaking around? So I can watch you and Stacey stand together and plan a future while I stay in the background and pretend I don’t exist?”
“It wouldn’t be like that—”
“It is already like that!” My voice broke on the last word. I pressed my fingers to my mouth for a second and took a shaky breath.
“Noah, do you know what my life looks like? Do you actually know? I wake up before everyone else in that house. I do the work that no one else wants to do. I eat last. I sleep in a room that used to be a storage space. I have never once been introduced to anyone in this pack as anything other than the wolfless omega they took in.”
My chest was heaving. “And you — you were the one thing — the only thing — that made any of that feel worth it. Because you said you saw me. And now you’re standing here telling me that you want me to keep doing all of that, keep living like I’m invisible, and just wait for you to sneak away from your Luna to come find me in secret?”
He opened his mouth.
“Don’t,” I cut him. “If you’re about to say it wouldn’t be like that, don’t.”
He closed his mouth.
We stood there looking at each other, and I kept waiting for him to maybe change his mind or something.
But he just looked tired, like this conversation was exhausting him.
“I’m trying to find a way to keep you,” he murmured quietly. “That’s all I’m doing.”
“You’re trying to keep me hidden,” I said. “That’s not the same thing.”
The door opened.
Stacey stepped into the hallway. She had her arms folded lightly across her chest. Her eyes moved from Noah to me slowly.
“Is everything okay?” she asked with a saccharine smile. “Why are you arguing with the wolfless maid?”
Her words landed like a slap.
I looked at Noah instinctively, waiting for him to correct her, or defend me, but he wasn’t looking at me anymore.
He sighed tiredly instead.
“Nothing,” he muttered. “It’s just a little misunderstanding. I’ve handled it.”
Something inside me shattered into several pieces at his dismissive words.
Stacey smiled smugly, but I was the only one who noticed it.
Noah turned back toward me again. “Willow, please go home. We’ll talk later.”
I stared at him for a long moment, then I turned and walked away silently.
I tried to hold myself together all the way down the clinic hallway, through the front doors, and outside. I kept my head down. ‘Don’t stop. Don’t look up. Don’t let anyone see your face.’
Then I ran.
I ran the entire way back, tears already streaming down my face and my vision blurring so badly I could barely see where I was going.
I made it to my room, pushed the door shut behind me, and dropped to my knees.
Then I fell apart completely.
Willow’s POVI watched in horror as they began talking about how to move me, whether I could walk, how long the journey would take. They spoke about me the way you spoke about cargo.“She’ll need restraints,” Alpha Kelvin said.“She’s injured,” one of the Blood Moon men replied. “She won’t get far.”Kelvin’s beta snorted. “You’ll be surprised.”I stared at them in disbelief.They were talking about me like I wasn’t even there.Fear pressed harder against my chest.I lay there, listening as I tried to breathe evenly and think.There had to be something. There had to be some angle I hadn’t thought of, some opportunity, maybe when their attention was not on me.The door opened again.One of Kelvin’s warriors leaned in. “Noah’s coming.”Something changed in my chest.It cracked open and warmth flooded through me. A feeling I had not felt since seeing him at the clinic yesterday morning.He was coming.Noah was coming to check on me, which meant he would see this. He would see these people
Willow’s POVI stared at Alpha Kelvin in horror, my chest rising and falling too fast.“No,” I whispered immediately. “No.”Alpha Kelvin looked completely unmoved by my reaction.“You should consider yourself fortunate,” he continued calmly. “Mordecai rarely accepts gifts from other packs. The fact that he agreed to take you at all is already more mercy than most get from him.”“You will be given to Mordecai as a plaything, though I suspect you will find there’s no play involved in it for you.” He tilted his head. “His… guests rarely last more than two months. He burns through them quickly. But by then, you will no longer be my concern.”I had heard enough stories about the Blood Moon Pack to know that two months inside those borders as Mordecai’s plaything was hell. It was a countdown to death. People who went to that pack did not come back at all.My whole body had gone cold.Desperation burned through me. I couldn’t let this happen. There had to be a way out.I made my voice as ste
Willow’s POVThe first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was the ceiling.It was plain white. I would recognize it anywhere. It was the pack clinic.I had lost track of how many times I had woken up here after being bullied by some of the pack members.I lay there for a moment without moving, just staring up at the ceiling.My head was heavy. My whole body felt like it had been run over by a dozen trucks.My shoulder ached. My face throbbed. My back burned.Each breath I took sent a sharp piercing pain through my chest.Then I remembered the stairs incident.Terror flooded me, and my eyes widened. My hand moved to my stomach, and I pressed my palm flat against it, holding it there, waiting for something that would tell me that my baby was fine.“You’re awake.” A cold voice murmured.My eyes moved.Alpha Kelvin was standing at the side of the bed, looking down at me.He had his hands clasped behind his back, the same as always, and his expression was unreadable. There was a faint sneer
Willow’s POVThe next day, I decided to go about my day as normally as possible.It was the only sensible thing to do. If I disappeared too suddenly, if I stopped showing up for my duties or locked myself in my room, Alpha Kelvin might suspect something was up. I was even surprised he hadn’t even placed a guard to watch me.So I got up before dawn like always. I washed my face, put on my grey clothes, and went to work.I was carrying a basket of laundry up the staircase when Stacey found me.“Oh, there you are!”Her voice rang out from somewhere below me. It sounded falsely sweet, like she was greeting a friend she had been looking for all morning.I did not stop walking.The pain from yesterday was still there — the cracked music box on my dresser, her fake act and Noah’s voice calling it old and useless.However, I was leaving today so there was no point.“I’ve been looking everywhere for you!” Stacey called again, her footsteps coming up the stairs behind me. “We didn’t really get
Willow’s POVBefore I could think, I was already shoving Stacey as hard as I could. However, Stacey had a wolf, and I did not, which meant that my shove wasn’t supposed to do much to her. To my surprise, she stumbled sideways and went down. Her knees hit the floor and she let out a sharp piercing cry.“What the hell is going on?”A very familiar voice barked from the doorway. Noah.I turned. He was standing at the doorframe, his eyes moving between Stacey on the floor and me standing over her and the music box lying in pieces between us.Stacey looked up at him with wide, watery eyes and one hand on her stomach.“I just came to check on her,” she said softly. “I was trying to be kind. I thought maybe we could talk. And I saw her music box and I said it was pretty and I accidentally knocked it and it fell and she just —” A small sob escaped her. “She pushed me, Noah, forgetting that I’m pregnant.”“That is not what happened,” I growled, breathing heavily in anger and disbelief. “She
Willow’s POVThe truth was that leaving would not be difficult.I sat on the edge of my bed and tried to think clearly. I had spent eleven years being invisible in this house. Pack members passed me in the hallways without even seeing me.Leaving would not be difficult, because no one would notice until I was already gone.And I had nothing to pack.I looked around the room. All that was here was a narrow dresser, a thin blanket on the bed, and two sets of clothes folded on the chair in the corner. They had been washed so many times the color had gone turned to grey.I could leave all of it.There was only one thing in that room that I could not leave without.I reached under the bed and pulled out a small wooden box.It was not pretty. It was slightly worn at the corners and the hinges had gone a little stiff from years of opening and closing. As I opened it, a sweet soft melody started playing.I pressed it against my chest and closed my eyes.I did not remember my mother’s face. I







