LOGINWillow’s POV
I pushed Noah back with both hands until he let go of me.
“It changes nothing?” I echoed flatly.
He blinked. “I just meant—”
“That’s what you just said to me. It changes nothing.” I glared at him through my tears. “Do you hear yourself?”
“Willow —”
“Am I supposed to feel better right now?” My voice was shaking but I kept going. “Is that supposed to fix this? You want me to keep hiding? Keep sneaking around? So I can watch you and Stacey stand together and plan a future while I stay in the background and pretend I don’t exist?”
“It wouldn’t be like that—”
“It is already like that!” My voice broke on the last word. I pressed my fingers to my mouth for a second and took a shaky breath.
“Noah, do you know what my life looks like? Do you actually know? I wake up before everyone else in that house. I do the work that no one else wants to do. I eat last. I sleep in a room that used to be a storage space. I have never once been introduced to anyone in this pack as anything other than the wolfless omega they took in.”
My chest was heaving. “And you — you were the one thing — the only thing — that made any of that feel worth it. Because you said you saw me. And now you’re standing here telling me that you want me to keep doing all of that, keep living like I’m invisible, and just wait for you to sneak away from your Luna to come find me in secret?”
He opened his mouth.
“Don’t,” I cut him. “If you’re about to say it wouldn’t be like that, don’t.”
He closed his mouth.
We stood there looking at each other, and I kept waiting for him to maybe change his mind or something.
But he just looked tired, like this conversation was exhausting him.
“I’m trying to find a way to keep you,” he murmured quietly. “That’s all I’m doing.”
“You’re trying to keep me hidden,” I said. “That’s not the same thing.”
The door opened.
Stacey stepped into the hallway. She had her arms folded lightly across her chest. Her eyes moved from Noah to me slowly.
“Is everything okay?” she asked with a saccharine smile. “Why are you arguing with the wolfless maid?”
Her words landed like a slap.
I looked at Noah instinctively, waiting for him to correct her, or defend me, but he wasn’t looking at me anymore.
He sighed tiredly instead.
“Nothing,” he muttered. “It’s just a little misunderstanding. I’ve handled it.”
Something inside me shattered into several pieces at his dismissive words.
Stacey smiled smugly, but I was the only one who noticed it.
Noah turned back toward me again. “Willow, please go home. We’ll talk later.”
I stared at him for a long moment, then I turned and walked away silently.
I tried to hold myself together all the way down the clinic hallway, through the front doors, and outside. I kept my head down. ‘Don’t stop. Don’t look up. Don’t let anyone see your face.’
Then I ran.
I ran the entire way back, tears already streaming down my face and my vision blurring so badly I could barely see where I was going.
I made it to my room, pushed the door shut behind me, and dropped to my knees.
Then I fell apart completely.
Willow’s POVA few hours later, I was awake again.The chair beside my bed was empty.For a brief moment, disappointment settled in my chest before I pushed it away.It was ridiculous.Three days ago I had been terrified of him after watching that girl being executed on his orders.Now the empty chair beside my bed felt... wrong.I sighed.After sitting beside me for two days without sleeping, Mordecai was probably finally getting the rest he desperately needed.The thought should have reassured me.Instead, I found myself staring at the empty chair longer than I meant to.The clinic door opened and I looked up, expecting the healer.Instead, Diana walked in.The moment her eyes landed on me, she smiled. “You’re finally awake.”I returned a small nod, but said nothing more.Everything I had overheard before falling asleep kept replaying in my head.The smile on her face faded almost immediately. She knew me well enough to notice when something was wrong.She crossed the room.“I’m sor
Willow’s POVI drifted off again with his hand still around mine.I had asked him quietly, not to let go, and he hadn’t. It was strange how much easier sleep came knowing he was still sitting there.I wasn’t sure how long I had been out when the sound of the clinic door opening pulled me halfway back to consciousness.I kept my eyes closed. I was too tired to move, and I assumed it was the healer coming to check on me again.Instead, Diana’s voice filled the room.“Are you still here?” She asked Mordecai.She didn’t sound surprised. She sounded exasperated, the way she always did when I did something exhausting.“Don’t start,” Mordecai said.“I’m not starting anything.” There was a pause, and I could feel her scowling. “You haven’t slept. You haven’t changed those clothes. You haven’t left this chair in two days.”Another pause. “In all the years I’ve known you, I have never once seen you behave like this for anyone.”Mordecai said nothing.“Not even for me,” Diana went on. “But you s
Willow’s POVThe relief on his face faded slowly, replaced by something heavier. He didn’t let go of my hand, but his thumb stopped moving.He was quiet for a long moment before he finally asked the question I could tell had been sitting in his heart since I woke up.“Why did you run?”There was no anger in it. He just sounded tired and confused, like he genuinely couldn’t make sense of it.I looked away from him, toward the wall, because I couldn’t answer that while looking at his face.His hand tightened around mine before I answered, almost like he was afraid of what I was about to say.I hadn’t even noticed until then that neither of us had tried to let go.“I didn’t want to die,” I replied finally. My voice came out barely above a whisper.His fingers went still.Silence.I heard him shift slightly in the chair.“What are you talking about?”I didn’t answer right away, and when I finally looked back at him, his brows had furrowed in confusion. Then something in his expression shi
Willow’s POVI surfaced slowly, the way you come up from deep water when you’ve been under for too long.Everything felt heavy. My arms, my legs, even my eyelids. Opening my eyes took so much effort.The first thing I saw was a plain white ceiling I didn’t recognize.Then the smell of herbs and disinfectant reached me.I was in a clinic.My stomach tightened at that realization. The last time I had woken up in a clinic, my entire life had fallen apart in a few minutes. I had woken up to Alpha Kelvin standing over me, telling me my child was gone, telling me I would wish he had killed me instead.I braced myself for the familiar pain that came with those memories.But it didn’t come.There was an ache, yes. But it was a dull one, like an old bruise that had healed.The memories were still there. I could still see the healer’s herbs on that shelf back at Pinecrest, still hear Kelvin’s flat voice delivering the worst news of my life. But none of it had the same sharpness anymore.I trie
Noah’s POVThe clinic records room was at the back of the building, after the treatment wards.I had never had any reason to go there before. The door wasn’t locked.I went through the filing system quickly. It wasn’t organized the way official pack records were. These were handwritten, and arranged by dates.I started from the day Willow disappeared and moved backwards.I started pulling out files.It took twenty minutes to find the right one. The date was written clearly at the top.I read it twice.My hands were shaking by the time I reached the end.The date of Willow’s appointment was the same day I found out Stacey was pregnant.Six weeks along, the file said.My child.She had been carrying my child.The miscarriage was documented two days later. The cause was: ‘accident’.But the date matched exactly with the day of the stairs.My legs stopped cooperating. I sat down on the floor of the records room with the file in my hands and just stayed there.She had lost the baby when she
Noah’s POVI rubbed both hands over my face and stared at the ceiling of my office.Something wasn’t adding up.I had been sitting with this thought for hours, going over it again and again.Willow wasn’t a trained warrior.She wasn’t someone who had contacts outside the territory.She didn’t have money saved away somewhere. She was a wolfless omega who had spent eleven years doing laundry and eating whatever was left at the end of the day.So how had she disappeared so completely?She had been injured. The healer had said she had taken a hard blow to the head after falling down the stairs.I pressed my fingers against my eyes.I had not let myself think about the stairs properly since it happened. Every time the thought came, I quickly redirected my mind by focusing on work, on Stacey’s complaints, and on whatever my father was saying.I was still doing it now.I pushed back from my desk and stood up. I needed air. I needed to move.I left my office and walked without any particular
Willow’s POVThen I was awake again.The same feeling as last night.I lay still for a moment, eyes open in the dark. Someone was in the room with me.Last night I had been frightened.Tonight I was irritated.“Whoever you are,” I stared at the ceiling, my voice flat with exhaustion. “Could you ple
Willow’s POVI stayed perfectly still.The room was dark. The only lighting came from the moonlight coming through the windows.I sat up slowly, squinting through the darkness, but nothing moved.There was no shadow. No sound.My heart hammered against my ribs as I stared into the darkness.Someone
Willow’s POVThe next morning, a knock came at my door immediately after breakfast.Beta Robin was standing in the hallway when I opened it, his bright red hair making him very easy to recognize.“Ready?” he asked.I scowled as I grumbled. “Do I really have a choice?”To my surprise, he shrugged.
Willow’s POV “Congratulations, Willow. You’re pregnant.”Hearing those words from the healer caused a wide smile to spread across my face.I sat there for a moment, just staring at the healer. My hands were trembling from the excitement. I pressed them against my thighs so she wouldn’t notice.“Ar







