ログインNikolai:
“Get out,” I said.
Valeria looked at me as if she were weighing whether I meant it, and for a moment I expected her to argue; she had argued since she arrived, every sentence a blade. Instead she laughed, a small, bitter sound that held no humor.
“Gladly,” she answered.
She slid the ring back onto her finger, tightened the robe around her shoulders, and walked to the door with the same steady control she used for everything.
I didn’t move… I simply watched as she stepped out into the corridor without looking back. The door closed behind her with a soft final click, and the silence that followed felt heavier than the argument itself.
I crossed the room and picked up the glass I had abandoned. The whiskey burned down my throat and did nothing to dull the ache under my ribs. Her scent lingered in the curtains and on the air where she had stood, and every breath tasted of pine and smoke and something softer that made my jaw clench.
The door opened behind me. Viktor entered without knocking and closed it behind him. He stood a few feet away and watched me with the patience of a man who had seen me make the same choices and the same mistakes for years.
“You sent her away,” he said. “I passed her in the corridor,” he continued. “She looked furious. And the servants looked amongst themselves, wondering what had happened given the fact that she barely just entered your room.”
“Fury suits her, and if anyone thinks of questioning me, be sure to cut their tongues if you have to.” I said, looking at him over my shoulder.
Viktor gave a low laugh. “I am beginning to understand why fate chose her for you. It seems that she is going to be the one person who stand against you?”
“Careful, Viktor.” I said, raising an eyebrow at him.
His smile fell. “So, I can assume that the marriage was not consummated.”
“No, it wasn’t.” I said, glaring at him.
“Nikolai.” He stepped closer and lowered his voice. “The council is going to ask questions, and for her to carry your heir, you are going to need to sleep with her.”
My head snapped toward him. He watched me with the steady attention of a man who had carried my father from a room of grief. “You know that I am right. You are angry that she was chosen by fate, but if you chose to go through with the agreement of marrying her, you are going to need to play your part.”
I said nothing.
“I can see it on your face,” he went on. “You are becoming irritated, but…”
“You are becoming presumptuous,” I said, stopping him.
He shrugged. “I have known you since you were a child. Irritating you is one of the few privileges I have left. And I think that you know as much as I do what this means and the importance of it.”
I set the glass down. “My wolf was too close, and with her challenging me, I didn’t want things to end up going in an opposite direction that we can’t step back from.”
“And you still believe rejecting her solved the problem.” Viktor asked, raising an eyebrow.
“It broke the claim.” I said, shrugging, hating how angry my wolf was becoming.
“Did it?” He asked, raising an eyebrow.
“Yes.”
“Then why were you concerned about your wolf being too close?” Viktor asked.
I had no answer for him because I had none for myself.
Rejecting Valeria should have weakened the instinct. Instead, the bond sat beneath my skin like a wound that refused to close. Her scent still affected me, and her presence still pulled at something primitive. When she had been close enough that I could see the pulse beating beneath the skin of her neck, my wolf had wanted nothing except to take what fate claimed was ours.
Viktor exhaled. “This is exactly what I warned you about… you cannot continue pretending this is an ordinary arrangement.”
“It is a contract,” I said. “And I am not going to simply step back from it because my fate decided to play a funny game against me.”
“She is your mate.” He said, looking me in the eye.
“She is my wife,” I corrected. “And that is what she is going to be.”
My expression darkened. He ignored it. “You sent her away because you were afraid of marking her. Her being your wife does not change the reality of how dangerous this is going to be for the two of you, Nikolai.”
“I sent her away because I was in control.” I said angrily. “And I refuse to allow her to think that she is going to be the one to dictate this marriage.”
“You sent her away because you almost lost it.” He snapped.
The truth irritated me enough that I wanted him gone. Instead, I walked to the window and looked out. Snow covered the grounds beyond the estate walls. Guards moved along the perimeter. Lights burned across the lower buildings. Everything outside these walls was controlled, ordered, predictable.
Valeria Morozova had been inside my territory for less than a day and somehow nothing felt predictable anymore. “She will have separate rooms,” I said. “She will be staying in them.”
Viktor frowned. “Permanently? Have you lost your damn mind? The council expected…”
“I do not care what they expected.” I snapped. “Each household has their ways and this is going to be mine.”
“They will ask how you intend to produce an heir if you refuse to share a room with your wife.”
“I did not say I would never touch her.” I said, looking away from him. “But it is only going to happen when it is necessary.” His expression told me exactly what he thought of that plan. I ignored it. “She remains in the eastern wing. No one enters her rooms without permission unless security requires it.”
“And if she wants to leave the estate?” He asked, “what are the ground rules to that? I assume that you thought of that?”
“She is accompanied.” I said calmly. “She is going to be treated like any other Romanov wife, and I don’t give two fucks whether or not she likes it.”
Viktor’s mouth twitched. “She has known you less than a day, do you really think that this is going to be the right thing to do?”
“She is efficient,” I said. The admission surprised me as much as it surprised him. “And I expect her to be staying that way.”
He grew serious. “What happens when the council starts asking why there is no heir?”
“I will handle the council.” I said calmly. “As for her, she is going to fulfill her agreement. She came here because her family needed the money for their name to be restored, and she will play her own cards according to her own benefit of the deal…”
“And if your wolf disagrees?” Viktor asked the one question that I’ve been dreading.
“He will learn to fucking adapt…”
“Very well,” Viktor said, realizing that there was no talking me out of this. “For what it is worth, Nikolai, I don't think keeping her away is going to make any of this easier.”
Nikolai:By evening, Valeria looked more like herself. She was still tired, and I could see the caution in every movement, as if each small tug in her body reminded her of what had happened. Still, some color had returned to her face. She had spent most of the afternoon reading instead of staring into the distance. I knew that did not mean the fear was gone, but it eased some of the tension I had been carrying.I sat across from her near the window, council notes balanced in one hand, though I was getting very little work done. I had read the same paragraph so many times that I no longer knew what it said. Every few minutes, my attention drifted back to her.She lowered the book. “You’re terrible at pretending you’re not watching me.”“I have no reason to pretend,” I told her. “I am watching you.” I leaned back in the chair and looked at her properly. “You look better,” I said.“I feel a lot better.” She said, smiling, making my eyes soften.“Well, I am glad.” I said, “to say the leas
Santos:I waited three minutes after Elena left, long enough for her footsteps to fade and for the maid to wonder if I was still outside.She had seen me over Elena’s shoulder. Panic flashed across her face when our eyes met, and I lifted a finger to my lips. The gesture was casual enough to escape notice, but the maid understood.When I pushed the door open and stepped inside, she was waiting for me. Her anger hit before the door even closed.“You bastard,” she spat.I shut the door calmly. “That took longer than expected,” I said.“You stood there,” she accused.“Yes,” I answered, leaning against the frame. “I stood there the entire time and watched you lie to her.”“You made me lie,” she said. “She was my friend, and you chose to make me lie to and betray her!”“I didn’t make you do anything,” I replied. “You chose to do that, I simply gave the instruction, but you chose to listen to what I said and you are the one who followed along with it.”“You told me not to speak.” She snappe
Elena:By the time I reached the servants’ wing, my panic had changed shape.It was no longer the raw, contagious fear that had swept the estate when Valeria started bleeding. This was colder, it was the kind that arrives when you realize you left something dangerous unfinished and you have no idea whether the person you trusted with it still understands the rules.I found the maid in the linen room, folding towels beside another girl. The moment she saw me, her hands slowed. I had no patience for pretending this was a casual visit. “You.” I said, looking her in the eye. “Come with me.”The other maid glanced between us. “She needs to finish...”“She can finish later.” The girl I wanted set down the towel and murmured, “Yes, my lady.”We walked in silence to the quiet end of the servants’ corridor. I led her into a small storage room and closed the door behind us. Her expression tightened at once. “What happened? Is everything alright, my lady?”“The packet. Do you still have it?” Her
Elena:When Nikolai summoned me to his office, I spent the walk there trying to decide whether I was about to be forgiven, punished, or reminded that the only reason I was still inside Romanov territory was because Valeria had almost lost her child.None of those options settled well, and I knew that now more than ever one mistake could be fatal for me.I knocked once on Nikolai’s door, taking a deep breath as I did, preparing myself for the worst. Hell, I punched the man in the face, I was lucky to be alive after doing so, but now standing outside his door… I didn’t know how I should be feeling about it.“Come in,” he said.His voice was calm and that made me more uneasy than any raised tone could have.I opened the door. He stood behind his desk, papers spread out in front of him. The bruise along his jaw looked darker today, a reminder of what I had done. My gaze went to it before I could stop myself. He noticed, but neither of us said a word.“You wanted to see me,” I said.“Yes.”
Nikolai:Valeria finally got out of bed the following afternoon.It was not because the doctor cleared her or because Yelena insisted. Valeria had simply had enough of staring at the same four walls. She announced that she was walking to the chair by the window, and if anyone tried to stop her, she would become far more difficult to deal with.The doctor looked at me. I looked at Yelena. Yelena sighed while Valeria folded her arms. The argument ended there.Now she was curled against my side on the small sofa by the window, her legs tucked beneath a blanket and a book open in her lap. I kept one arm around her shoulders while paperwork rested on my knee. I had not meant to hover, but I was doing a terrible job of hiding it. Every few minutes, my attention drifted back to her face, her breathing, and every small shift that might mean she was uncomfortable or needed something.“Do you want to tell me what you are staring at?” She asked, not looking up from the book she was reading.“Who
Valeria:By the time Nikolai returned, I had followed every one of Yelena’s orders. I had bathed, eaten the soup she practically forced on me, and allowed her to march me back to bed as if I couldn’t be trusted to make a single decision on my own.I was propped against the pillows with a book open in my lap when the door clicked shut. I recognized his footsteps before I looked up. He moved quietly, closing the door behind him, and I watched him for a moment, watching as he took a step toward me.“How are you feeling?” he asked.“Better,” I said. It was the first easy answer I had given all day, and some of the tension eased from his face.He stopped a few steps from the bed. Yesterday, he would have crossed the room without hesitation. Today, he waited. “Can I sit?”I studied him for a moment before nodding. He sat carefully on the edge of the mattress. The book remained open in my lap, though I had not read a word since he walked in.“How did it go with Viktor?” I asked.Nikolai rubb







