Chapter 3

Tamara,

I curled over myself and shook, in anger, fear and even disgust. I wasn’t sure of my actual feelings, but they were true.

Anger at my brother the alpha who sold me to that savage, the pack for watching from a far and laugh at me and myself for being weak and helpless.

Fear from the future and what it will bring to me. I have heard that this alpha came from the north. He had been kicked out because of how…. Savage he was.

He killed people humans and shifters a like. He slaughtered everyone that stood in front of him. The man’s reputation was so dirty and pungent that it reached us here.

They said that they couldn’t control him in Canada and the council offered to replace him here in the US. It is said that he was an enforcer to the alpha king that is why they couldn’t get rid of him.

And now that man wants me to be his breeder.

This afternoon when my brother dragged me to his office and spread my legs open for the doctor to cheek my purity was a new downfall for me.

Yes I have been the runt of the pack everyone stepped on me even the lowest of the low and my brother allowed it because he said I was abnormality.

They treated my white skin and hair along with my lavender eyes as if they were a curse. The assholes knew that it was albinism, but they treated it as if it was a disease.

Since I began to understand and I knew my fate was sealed and I will live forever as the pack’s slave but I have never thought that my fate will change to the worst.

I was sold as a whore to a heartless man. He stood there watching his doctor touch…… I hiccupped again and curled tighter around myself when I remembered that scene.

I need to do something even if it was killing myself it would be better than this new fate. I untangled myself and stood up but cried out in pain and fell to the ground.

My broken ankle didn’t heal yet and it was taking longer than usual, I don’t know why. But it doesn’t matter anymore; I just want everything to end and a little bit of pain won’t matter.

I dragged my left foot behind me and went to my bed, I pulled the sheets and rolled them after tying one end to the foot of the bed.

I can’t cut off my wrists or stab my heart I will still leave the only thing that would work will be beheading and I can’t do that at the moment so I will just wrap the sheet around my neck and jump out of the window.

Let’s hope that the throw would be so powerful that my head would snap off and I die.

I tightened the sheet around my neck and closed my eyes for a few seconds. I said a little prayer to the goddess that I doubt her existence now and walked toward the window.

“I’m sorry mom. I know you have asked me so many times to stay strong but I can’t take it anymore. I want it all to end, I just can’t mom. I’m sorry.”

I walked slowly backward and tested how steady my injured foot was and when it didn’t give this time I ran toward the opened window and jumped.

I gasped when I hit something hard the moment I was out and then the air was knocked out of my lungs when I was thrown back into my room.

I coughed loudly and gasped for air after landing on the floor with something heavy on top of me. I tried to push the weight away but it didn’t budge.

“What the fuck were you thinking, Tam. Are you out of your fucking mind Tamara?”

I wailed the moment I heard Samuel’s angry hiss. He hugged me tightly to his broad powerful chest and cooed at me as I wept.

“I’m so sorry love. I will fix this I promise you. I’m here sweetheart and everything is going to be alright.”

I nodded in his chest and smelled his comforting scent. Sam has been the only friend I got here. His presence has been the only thing that kept me going so far.

“I have been sold to him Sam. As if I was some mare for breeding. Dickson told me that I….. I will……”

I hiccupped and couldn’t finish my sentence. My throat felt clogged and my chest heavy. My entire fragile world was collapsing on top of me now and I just want to give up.

“Don’t worry about this. Now let’s go, we don’t have enough time. We must move quickly.”

He sat beside me and helped me to do the same. I wiped away my tears and he gave me an encouraging smile.

I stood up with his help and together we put some of my clothes in a small back pack and went back to my open window.

“We need to use the window and please try to endure the pain. The fall might hurt a little.”

I nodded my head and watched him silently as he climbed the windowsill then jumped silently to the ground.

I looked down and shivered, the distance wasn’t too far. my room was in the second floor and would have made it easily if my feet were ok but I can’t question myself now.

I threw my back pack and he caught it midair. I took a deep breath and basically threw myself after. I bit my lower lip tightly till I smelt and tasted my blood.

I breathed through my nose so I won’t scream in pain. The fall wasn’t harsh but I landed on my broken foot and it hurt like a fucking bitch.

“I’m sorry love, but we can’t stay here for too long, I have a car parked at the end of our territory away from eyes. This is the time they change the watch shifts we have small window to move through.”

I nodded my head and wiped the new tears that fell down freely on my face. I sucked it up and followed my friend who was looking around him.

It took us about half an hour to reach the borders and we waited silently behind some bushes to make sure that we weren’t followed or that someone was waiting for us.

Sam signaled me to stay put and walked slowly toward the car. He wanted to start it then I can join him then leave.

But the moment he was about to open the car’s door a giant tawny wolf jumped on his back making him fall to the ground.

My friend recovered quickly and in seconds shifted to his brown wolf snarling at the other bigger one. I put my hand above my mouth and watched in horror as the two wolves circled each other.

I tried to smell the other wolf’s scent but couldn’t identify it and I was sure that it was a stranger but who would he be, especially here next to our borders.

But all my thoughts went blank the moment the tawny wolf attacked. His movement was precise and calculated, after a few seconds I knew that he was playing with Samuel.

This alpha wolf was just toying with my friend. I stood up and walked toward the both of them because if this kept going my friend will end up dead.

I can already smell his blood and see how he was favoring his right side. I dragged myself as close to them as I can and raised my hands up.

“Please stop this we will leave quickly alpha, we didn’t mean to interrupt whatever you were doing here.”

I said in small soft voice trying not to agitate the big wolf further but I guess it wasn’t enough because the next thing I know, I was on my back and the tawny wolf on top of me and his jaw is around my slim neck.

I froze in place and whimpered trying to offer more of my neck to him. Any wrong move and the alpha will bite off my head.

But again it was the wrong thing to do because the furious wolf growled at the show of my submission and his claws dug into my arms.

I heard some noises to my left but I couldn’t dare move another muscle and went lax under the monster on top of me.

Growls and snarls filled the air and I sighed in relief when I smelled my brother’s scent close by. These are my people.

The weight on top of me shifted and the wolf’s body began to change. I heard the cracking bones and saw the body shrink till a totally naked man crouched in front of me.

My eyes rounded and my heart slammed violently inside of my chest when I saw that the alpha who was pinning me down was none other than the one who had already bought me from my brother, Savage.

The male glared at me then went to Samuel’s wolf and dragged him to where my brother was standing watching me in anger.

“What the fuck is the meaning of this Dickson? We had an arrangement.”

He threw the whimpering wolf under my brother’s feet and began to pace not ashamed of how naked he is.

“I thought that you are a man of your words,  Dic, but I guess I was wrong. Were you trying to take your little runt away?”

He finished his sentence standing in my brother’s face with his body shaking in anger. For the first time in my life, I saw my brother hesitate and cast his face away in submission.

“This wasn’t my doing Savage, trust me when I say I was as surprised as you but I will punish whoever responsible.”

I looked away when he glared at me and curled my hand around the fabric of my shirt. I was so fucking screwed.