Kane's POV Glenn wakes me just after midnight. “Kane,” he says through our mind link. “They want you.” “Who?” I ask, still half-asleep and slightly confused. “The wolves. The funerals?” I wake with a rude bang, Glenn's words pulling me back to reality. Shit. War. Death. Destruction. “Right," I say. "I’m on my way.” I stumble out of bed and pull on a pair of jeans and a sweater. There’s a nip in the air. With any luck, winter would come early this year. It would give us time to regroup and recover. Before I leave, I lean over the bed and brush my lips across Willow’s brow. I don’t wake her – no one will blame her if she’s not there. Tomorrow, it will be a year since she walked into my life for the first time. It feels like yesterday and a lifetime ago. So much has changed since that day. Remi and Julia are standing right outside the door, looking exhausted. "Do you have anyone that can take over?" I ask as I close the bedroom door behind me. "In an hour Mario and Demi will
I stumble into Kane’s office and collapse on the couch. “Are you okay?” he asks and opens his fridge.Jackson and Anne’s funeral was brutal. They placed the two mates on the pyre, their arms interlinked, the two devoted mates always together, even in death. Their children were broken, and witnessing their grief was almost worse than watching Jackson die.I knew one of them would die. I should have sent them all away. Jackson, Anne, Glenn, Patrick, Arlene. I should have sent them away. Should have kept them safe.My mate hands me a glass of water and kneels by my feet, resting his big, warm hands on my knees. “What you’re feeling is called survivor’s guilt.”“What?” I ask, distracted by my thoughts.“It’s okay, Willow. You will start to feel better again.”I sigh and sip the cold water. “I want to go to Adare,” I say.He’s the one who has been holding me together, supporting me. He’s the one that’s being strong, not me. Silke was wrong. I’m not the rock. Kane is. “Okay,” he says. “I’ll
Kane's POV I wait in my office until I’m sure Willow’s gone before I go to our bedroom. Letting her go like that, forcing her to leave, was one of the hardest things I’ve had to do since I sent Adare away. It’s not until I’ve showered and dressed that I see the parcel on my pillow. I pull the note out of the ribbon. It reads: * Don’t worry about me. Stay alive until I’m back. Happy Birthday. Sorry I won’t be there. Love you. * I smile and unwrap the gift. It’s a magical charm of some kind. Clear quartz cut into the shape of a tetragon, dangling from a golden chain. I can feel the powerful protection spell emanating from it. Something inside the crystal, maybe an imperfection of some kind, catches my eye. Frowning I turn it up to the light and swallow past the sudden knot in my throat. Somehow, she magicked some of hers and Adare’s hair into the crystal, intertwining the two different coloured locks into a complicated braid that looped and twirled into a triquetra. I take off the o
“Can I ask you something?” I ask Zael after half an hour of complete silence.“You are the queen.”“I’m not your queen though, am I?”I can’t see his face, but I can almost imagine the vampire’s smile. “You are while we're at war.”“Why are you helping us?”The vampire drops his head to look at me, sighs, and rapidly descends. He lowers me to the ground and takes a seat under the nearest tree, leaning with his back against the trunk. “I need to rest,” he says. “The sun saps my vitality, and the last few days I haven’t slept at all.”“Do you ever sleep at night?”“No. I physically can’t.”“And you have to force yourself to stay awake during the day?”He nods in answer. The vampire does look tired. It’s more than just the usual daylight exhaustion that shows on his face. He looks older somehow. Deep cracks had formed around his eyes, and silver strands I’ve never seen before shimmer in his black hair. “Maybe you need to take a few days to rest up. Can you die from fatigue?”“No,” he gru
Kane's POVThe Gammas are not happy about Marlon’s presence in the castle. They hate the human out of sheer principle – he fucked with their queen, and that’s all they care about. “Do not talk,” I warn Marlon. “Do not try to say anything in your own defence, and whatever you do, do not interrupt me when I'm talking.”I wait for the wolves to hurl every insult imaginable at the human, giving them a chance to get it out of their systems. When it looks like things are about to get out of hand, I push my aura out over them and they go to their knees.I don’t like using my power on them in this manner, but sometimes it has to be done. These wolves are my squad leaders, they are in charge of my warriors, and while they are loyal to me, the warriors are loyal to their Gamma first. A good Gamma can easily convince an entire squad of warriors to go rogue. “One at a time,” I say. “Ask your questions.”Carl steps forward. As commander of the Gammas, he’ll speak for them. “This human took our que
Kane's POV Zael shows up at sunset, looking haggard and near death. “Did it take you this long to fly back?” I ask him. “Yes,” he answers and sinks into the nearest chair, dropping his head in his hands. “You would have been better off resting somewhere for the day.” “Yes,” he replies, his voice muffled. “Are you feeding?” “No. None of us are. Our donors are too far away, and we can’t risk feeding on random humans right now.” “Goddess, Zael,” I say. “You need to feed.” “I know, Kane, but what do you suggest we do?” That is a good question, one to which I have an answer and solution for once. The wolves won’t like it if I tell them the vampires have to feed on them. To supernaturals, the exchange of blood is very personal, too intimate. “We have a whole camp full of humans. How do you do it back home? Do you take it directly from the source, or…” “If we have a close relationship with the human we bite them, otherwise, we just use blood bags.” “Like…at a blood bank?” “Yes.”
Eventually, I have to let go of Adare. He needs to sleep, and I need to eat. I slip out of the bedroom and go in search of adult company. Now that night has fallen, the place is crawling with surly vampires, giving the werewolf guards that are on duty during the day a break. I doubt any humans will get in here, unless they use unbelievable magic, and it looks like they’re aiming all their magic at Felan right now. At least I know my baby’s well protected, and when I inevitably go back to Kane, that will be one less thing I’ll worry about. Just as I walk out of the house and onto the lawn, I feel a surge of unbelievable lust from Kane. I stop dead and focus on it. I’ve felt it before, when I was in heat and when Dani went back home. Immediately, I’m unreasonably angry. What the hell is he doing, and who is the bitch that thinks she can make a move on my mate? “Kane would never cheat on us,” Suri says. “You don’t know that.” I wouldn’t even blame him if he turns to another woman. I ha
Kane's POVFor once, I know when the vampire will show up. He gave me an exact time, and Zael tends to be punctual. Two minutes before he returns, I send everyone away and walk into the garden to wait for him.Willow’s angry with me, but under all the superficial crap, I can also feel a deep joy mixed in with a good helping of sorrow. She didn’t want to leave Adare, but I had no other choice. We have the perfect opportunity to capture the elusive Lord Milner, and I can’t do it without her by my side.Zael lands in the garden. His feet barely touch the ground before Willow launches herself out of his arms and straight into mine. “Oh,” I exclaim and grab her just in time.She wraps herself around me like an octopus, her arms and legs snaking around my body. She grips me tightly and won’t let go. “I missed you too,” I say.“I thought something happened to you.”Something did happen. “Nothing bad,” I say.“Everyone’s okay?”“Yes.” She finally lets me go, dropping to the ground. “I…” She s