Mag-log inGerard POV
“Come on, what else do you remember about her?” Erik asked. “Think man.”
I sat back and started thinking about my mystery mate. “She has long red hair. It was wavy and in a ponytail at the bar. She had on a dress that showed off her incredible body. Her skin was pale, but not in a pasty way. More like a porcelain doll kind of way. She was tall for a woman. Maybe five foot eight inches. Her eyes were like a hazel green color.”
“Okay, did she tell you anything about herself?”
I put my head in my hands, willing my mind to remember. ‘Terk, do you remember anything?’
‘She has a small tattoo on her right hip of a daisy. She said it was in memory of someone special to her.’
I looked up and told Erik what Terk just said to me.
“Cute. A daisy.” He said exasperated. “That doesn’t help us. Unless the woman is walking around a bikini, we won’t see her tattoo. Before you started drinking, was there anything she said about herself that could help us identify her?”
“She said something about her camera. I can’t remember what she said though.”
“Phone camera, a film camera, and professional camera?”
“Man, I don’t know. What do you want me to tell you? I can’t remember shit.”
“Fine. I will see what I can dig up.” He said standing.
“Also, go to the bar and see if anyone knows who she is and if there is any security footage.”
“On it.” He said walking to the office door. Just as he is about to open the door, it swings open.
In walks my pain in the ass half-brother Jaul. He is older than me, but he is illegitimate. We share the same father, but my father was fooling around with some she-wolf and got her pregnant. He never acknowledged Jaul as his son until he was seventeen, when his own mother passed away. My dad ended up taking him in. After he came to live with us, my mother became distant with my father, and they haven’t been the same since.
“Hello brother.” Jaul said.
“Jaul, what do you want?” I asked.
“My inheritance and rightful place in the family, but we know it won’t happen.”
“I mean what is the purpose of your visit, asshole.” I said, clearly irritated by his presence.
“I’m here to remind you that you have a suit fitting for Trina’s Luna Ceremony. Father asked me to remind you since your phone seems to be off.”
I grabbed my phone and sure enough it’s off. “Fuck, I didn’t even realize I turned off my phone.”
After turning it back on, notifications started coming at record speed. I see several missed messages from Trina and guilt is rising in my heart. I got drunk and cheated on her. I am still wrapping my head around everything.
I look at Jaul and I want him out of my office. “I’ll be at the fitting tomorrow. You can leave now.”
“Oh, dear brother, I’ve never been that easy to get rid of, you know that.” He said with a smirk. “You seemed stressed. Are you getting cold feet with my future sister-in-law?”
“Not that it is any of your business, but no. I can’t wait to solidify her position in the pack.” I said.
“You’re only twenty-one. Still young enough to find your fated mate. Are you sure you don’t want to wait to find her?” He asked.
Clearly, he is up to something. What that is, I don’t know. I need to have someone keep an eye on him until I make Trina my Luna.
“Trina is intelligent, beautiful and exactly the kind of woman I need by my side to solidify my position as Alpha. She will make an exceptional Luna.” I say confidently.
“Very well brother. I will leave you to it then. Remember not to be late tomorrow for the suit fitting.” He said as he walked out of my office.
I ran my hand over my face and sighed heavily. I need to talk to Trina. I can’t have her believe I would hide things from her. I grabbed my phone and dialed her number.
After a couple of rings she picks up, “Thank the Moon Goddess. I was getting so worried about you, babe. Where have you been?”
“Hey honey. Listen, I need to talk to you. It’s important. Can we meet for lunch?” I asked. Better to be in public so she doesn’t murder me when I tell her about last night.
“Sure. Is everything okay?” she asked.
“I’m sure you will tell me.” I said. “I’ll meet you at noon for lunch. How about Medallion?”
There is a slight pause, “Are you having second thoughts about the Luna Ceremony?”
“No. I’m definitely not having second thoughts. I do need to talk to you though.” I said.
“Okay. Then I will meet you there at noon. Love you, babe!” She said happily.
“Love you too.” I said and I hung up.
I called Erik back into my office while I started going through some of the paperwork on my desk.
“You rang?” Erik said, amused.
I look at him seriously. “Jaul came here to tell me to be on time for my suit fitting tomorrow. But something about the exchange feels off. Can you have someone keep an eye on him until I get through the Luna Ceremony next week?” I asked.
“Think he will try to ruin the day for you?”
“I don’t want the day ruined for Trina.” I said. “It’s not fair to her. We have been seeing each other for two years and she has waited for this moment. If he tries to pull anything, shut him down.”
“You got it. I will have someone tail him and report anything suspicious.” Erik said.
“Good. I’m having lunch with Trina at noon. We are meeting at Medallion.” I said.
“Ah, public location with good lighting. Making sure she doesn’t shred you alive?”
I chuckled, “It’s better to have witnesses I guess.”
Jaul POVIn just a few days, I will start as the Deputy CEO. I really hope that my brother is serious about helping me learn and giving me a chance. Even more than that, I’m hoping that Gerard really wants a good relationship with me.It also means I gain a sister with Silja. I hope she will be nicer to me than Trina. Trina never liked me. She only saw me as a threat. Viola can’t stand the sight of me, and I get it. I’m the one who could challenge Gerard’s position for alpha. No one has thought about one thing, though. I could have challenged him for the seat long ago, and I never have. We are almost the same age. I could have challenged him for the role, but I didn’t want to be at odds with my brother. I lost my mother. I only wanted a family.Would I like my rightful inheritance, yes. Would I like my father to acknowledge me as his actual son? Yes. I know everything happening is likely transactional, though. I’ve never met my mate, and I am still holding out hope. I don’t know whe
Erik POVAfter everything I just found out, I’m not letting Romy slip through my fingers. She was rejected before. No wonder Zeb can’t sense her wolf. Her wolf's silence this long means the heartbreak was real.I wonder how long she had been in love with Beta Larken? He looks every bit of a Playboy. She was mated to him, and he thought she wasn’t good enough. Did he take advantage of her and then reject her? The idea makes me want to off that fucker for treating her that way. The other thought floating through my head is, are we really mates? I’ve been searching and only recently gave up, in the last year. If she thinks I’m going to reject her, then she is crazy. I’ve waited too damn long to find her.I don’t understand why it’s taken until now for her wolf to stir. We have been in each other’s orbit for almost two months now. Was it the sex? Part of me is grinning inwardly. If her wolf liked it enough to stir, then I know Romy really liked it.I’m back at her apartment. I see her w
Gerard POVErik is driving me insane with the text messages. I’m hearing Silja’s conversation with Romy, though. Her wolf told her to run. Why would she need to run away from Erik? He’s a lot of things, but he isn’t a scumbag.“Romy, are you sure she said ‘run’?” Silja asked. I lean in to listen.“Yes. When he left, she stopped stirring. I need to leave for a while, lover. I need to get away and clear my head.” She cried. “After work tomorrow, it’ll be the weekend. I’m going to the mountains. I just need to be alone.”“Romy, I really think you need to talk to Erik. I’m worried about you.” Silja said. “Gerard told me that Erik stopped looking for his mate last year. He isn’t tied to anyone. Please talk to him, Romy. Please?” She pleaded.I have to admit, Silja loves Romy like a sister, and it shows. She also respects Romy’s decisions. At this point, though, I think Erik should know, and maybe they can work it out. I speak up, “Romy, I know Erik likes you. He is texting me right now,
Erik POV“Romy, why are you pulling away from me?” I asked her as I walked to the door. “You think I don’t know that Gerard told you to follow me and get to know me? Now you stand here and say you like me? Give me a break. I know better, Beta.” She said. I didn’t miss how she emphasized the word ‘beta’. Is that the issue?“I was still following you before Alpha gave the order, Romy. I was only too happy to follow this order.” I said, stepping closer, but she put her hand on my chest and gently pushed me away.She looked me in the eye. Her expression was sad behind the determination, “I. Don’t. Believe. You.” She said, annunciating every word. “Please leave.”This time, her tone wasn’t feisty or lawyerly. It was exhaustion. It was resignation. It was…sad. Something inside me is cracking, and Zeb is crying in my head. We know something happened to her, but she isn’t talking. I simply nod and start walking. I look at her one more time. “I don’t know what happened to you, Romy. I don’t
Erik POVWhen Gerard dropped that little piece of information about Romy having a past and asking me to get to know her honestly, I knew he was trying to tell me, without telling me, that there is more to Romy’s past and that Silja was likely sitting beside him.These two women, without a shadow of a doubt, are the feistiest women I have met in a long time. I love a quick-witted woman. Part of me was jealous that Gerard is mated to Silja because she is exactly the kind of woman I can see myself with. She is smart, beautiful, and can dress you down without caring who is around.Knowing that Romy is the same way, it makes me inwardly grin at the thought of being able to annoy her. I love getting under her skin. I love her going ‘lawyer’ on me. I love her biting back verbally. She looks adorable when she gives me her angry face and sweet when she is under me, enjoying me bury myself inside her.Zeb really likes Romy, too. But he can’t sense her wolf. We know she is a wolf, but her wolf is
Romy POVI’m getting out my clothes for tomorrow and laying them out on my bench in front of my bed. I still smell Erik in here. I’m having flashbacks of how he grounded his hips into me and made me come hard. When I left to get water for us, that’s when Lia stirred.I haven’t felt her stir in years. It shocked me, and then the realization hit me that Erik could be my second-chance mate. He is handsome and definitely exceptional in bed, but it is terrifying me. I am seriously going to start changing my routine.Lia stirred, but she hasn’t moved since that day. Maybe I was imagining it, but I don’t want to take any chances, regardless. I remember the look Larken gave me when he realized we were mates.“Romy, you’re pretty, but not ranked. I’m the beta now. I have an image and a standard to uphold. I can’t be with someone who can’t keep up. You are weaker than some of the omegas, and you have only just gotten your wolf. I’m sorry.” He said cruelly.I was so naïve. I looked at him with te
Gerard POVI have to admit, once again, that Silja is smart. My father is right, she doesn’t beat around the bush and she is quick witted. For someone who seems timid, like a little bunny, she has teeth and will certainly bite you if you are not careful.‘She’s, our mate. She and Pau don’t want us.
Silja POV I’m crying in my father’s chest. David isn’t David. He’s Alpha Gerard Sinnett. Mrs. Sinnett’s son and Trina Mayer’s fiancé. We mated and marked each other during our one-night stand, and I don’t remember anything about that night with him. He was going to go through with the Luna Ceremon
Silja POVI woke up the next morning. My eyes are heavy and I don’t feel rested at all. Last night’s dream left me with this feeling like something is coming and it’s making me uneasy.I go through the motions of showering, getting dressed, brushing my teeth, doing my hair, making my breakfast, eati
Silja POVI finally made it back to my little apartment. I have never been so glad to see my sofa, my bed, my kitchen, my space in my life. This weekend sucked in major ways. I didn’t think that seeing my parents would lead me to being hated, insulted, negotiated with or any combination thereof.I







