LOGINGerard POV
At fifteen to noon, I make my way to Medallion for lunch with Trina. It’s only a block away, so I will be on time. I don’t think this is going to be a pleasant conversation, but I need to be up front and honest with her. I don’t want to complete a mate bond with her and there be any secrets with her.
As I made my way to the restaurant, my phone buzzed and I see it’s my mother. “Hello mother.” I said.
“Since when do you call me mother?” She laughed.
“Does parental unit work?” I chuckled.
“You brat! To you I will always be mom. Don’t make me remind you who I am young man.” She said jokingly.
“Okay, okay. What’s up?”
“Trina said you need to talk to her. Is everything okay? You aren’t planning on breaking up with her a week before the ceremony, are you?” My mother asked.
“No, mom. Nothing like that. I am almost at the restaurant to talk to her now. I’m definitely looking forward to the ceremony.” I said.
“Good. Trina is a good girl. I don’t think anyone will be better suited to stand by your side. Treat her well, Gerard.” She warned me light-heartedly.
“Don’t worry mom, I intend to treat her like the Luna she is to become at my side.”
“Good. Don’t forget the suit fitting tomorrow.”
I sighed into the phone, “I won’t mom.” I said exasperated. If one more person reminds me about the damn suit, I may have a conniption. “I see Trina. I have to go, mom. Bye!” I said quickly and ended the call.
I see Trina and she looks beautifully elegant in a deep wine colored, skirt suit. The skirt goes just above the knees and shows off her incredible legs. Her dress shirt buttons are open just enough to see her ample cleavage, and I would love for those red heels to be on my shoulders right now.
“You look stunning.” I said.
“You look handsome. I like the gray suit on you. It looks serious but comfortable. You wear it well.” She said, smiling.
“Shall we?”
“We shall.” She said, linking her arm in mine as we go into the restaurant.
As the hostess seats us at an open table near the window with a view of the park across the street, we grabbed the menus and start scanning what we would like to eat. After the waitress comes to our table and grabs our order, Trina then looks at me expectantly.
Okay, here goes. “Thank you for meeting me for lunch, babe.”
“I admit I have been very curious about what you want to discuss. You said I was important.” She reminded me.
“It is. Before I say anything, I want you to know that I am in no way, shape, or form wanting to call off the ceremony. I love you and I can’t wait to have you by my side.” I said.
This earned me a soft smile from Trina. “Well, then tell me what’s going on already.”
I take a deep breath and begin. “Remember how Erik wanted to go out with me to celebrate our upcoming ceremony?”
“Yeah.”
“Okay, so we will. Apparently, there were other she-wolves there. They were drinking and invited us to drink. They put aconitum in the liquor, and I may have gotten drunk last.”
“By ‘may have’, you mean you did get drunk.” She said, easily cutting through the bullshit.
“Yes. I ended up taking one of the she-wolves with me to a hotel.” I said quietly, unable to look her in the eyes.
I hear her suck in a breath, and when I look up, she looks like she might cry. “You slept with her.” She said as a matter of fact.
“Yes. I was drunk and my senses were completely clouded from the aconitum. I don’t even remember anything. I didn’t realize what I did until this morning.” I said.
I see her blinking back tears and I feel gutted. I never wanted to hurt her, but I was not going to keep things from her either. I tried to reach for her hand, but she pulled back.
“What did she say when you woke up?” She asked.
“She was already gone when I woke up. I didn’t even get her name, and I gave her a fake name. I did that before I was too drunk, so I remember that much.” I said.
“Is that all?” she asked.
I start feeling a cold sweat break out through my forehead. “Not exactly.”
“Oh, Goddess, what else, Gerry?” She asked.
“Well, I had already been drinking, but not enough to be drunk. Aconitum messes with your senses, but not for our wolves, apparently.” I started.
“Gerry, if you don’t get to the point, I will tear this entire place down, with you in it.” She snapped at me.
That is the first time she has ever spoken to me like that, and honestly, after my conversation with Erik today, it’s a relief. She isn’t maintaining that perfect image right now and it just further solidifies my decision that she will make a perfect Luna. I just hope she still wants to be my Luna after this.
“It turns out that whoever that girl was, she’s, my mate.” I said quickly, like ripping a band aid.
Shock crossed her beautiful face, followed by fury. “Did you both mark each other in this drunken, one night stand?” She asked, trying not to yell.
I feel my Adam’s apple bob up and down my throat as I look down again. “Yes.”
Trina sat back and looked up. I see tears swelling in her eyes and her jaws clenching. “You are unbelievable.” She whispered angrily.
“Baby, I’m sorry. I never would have even thought about crossing such a line if I were sober.” I said quickly.
“Don’t you dare fucking ‘baby’ me. You cheated on me. You marked another woman. You did this a little over one week before the Luna Ceremony. How could you?!” she yelled at me in hush tones again.
“Trina, I know this is bad. Would you rather I hide it from you, and you find out later? I told you I don’t want to cancel the ceremony and I mean it. I do love you. I want you by my side.” I said. “I made a stupid mistake, and you can punish me, right here, right now, and I wouldn’t fight you. As long as you forgive me. I didn’t want to go through the ceremony with this enormous fuck up, completely on my part, weighing on me.” I said, my voice pleading with her to understand.
“I need to think. I need air. I need you to give me some space, Gerard.” She said, using my actual name instead of calling me babe or Gerry, like she usually does.
“I understand. How about we talk tomorrow night after you have had a chance to think about things?” I asked.
“Fine. I’m leaving.” She said, getting up and walking out of the restaurant.
Just as I see Trina leave, I thought I saw a familiar red head walking down the sidewalk across the street.
I hope everyone likes my new book! Gerard seems whipped...doesn't he?
Silja POV‘That’s my biatch!’ I said to Gerard in the mind link.‘She gave zero fucks just now. I love the tenacity,’ Gerard replied.‘Keep eyes on Kiercy. She looks like she is going to lunge,’ I warned.‘I can tell Erik has eyes on both her and Larken. This is getting interesting,’ Gerard said like he was watching a soap opera.“Well, Larken?” Romy challenged, and she has a gleam in her eyes. She wants him to accept the challenge.I see a slight sense of panic, not from Larken, but from Kiercy.Larken straightens in his chair. “I came here to discuss a partnership. The first attempt failed because of Alpha Jaul. I lost my chosen mate to him. Now I come here in good faith to speak to Alpha Gerard, and I’m being challenged by his beta female on bullshit accusations. Is this how Night Crown is run, Alpha Gerard?”Ged sits up, “Was it not you who provoked and instigated my beta female, Alpha Larken?”Elder Starling lifts his hand. “Before we discuss any partnerships, Beta Romy, do you ha
Romy POVMy insides are trembling. Not from fear, but from anger. I haven’t seen Larken since I ran from Golden Dawn. Knowing that he treated Irina the same way he treated me, and gods knows how many other women, is making me want to tear him apart.When Erik said that Larken is here, he looked at me to see how I was faring. I could feel him pushing calm through our bond, but I think he believes it’s because I’m scared. He’s about to find out it’s not fear, though.Gerard and Silja lead Elder Starling, Jaul, Irina, Erik, and me to the pack house entrance, where we wait for the SUVs to pull up. When we see the over-the-top, flashy SUVs with spinners for tire rims, I knew it screamed, ‘Larken “Pompous Bastard” Stalus’.When the door swings open, Larken steps out in a bespoke suit that only makes him look more like an asshole. The other door swings open and another woman steps out. My eyes widened. It can’t fucking be!Larken grinned smugly when he saw my expression. My jaws clenched tigh
Erik POVIn one hour, that bastard Larken is scheduled to be here. Jaul and I spoke at length about him, and we both really want a piece of him. Romy and Irina will be at our sides. We want them in our sights at all times.Gerard and Silja will also be there, and Larken, who doesn’t respect women, probably won't want them there. Well, tough shit. Elder Starling will be there, and he found the timing perfect but didn’t explain why.Gerard is smiling in anticipation but has been extremely tight-lipped about his plans. I’m in my office, updating contracts and reviewing every clause to make sure they are airtight. I woke up before dawn, reviewing and waiting.My mate suffered under that bastard. Irina suffered under that bastard. We want retribution for the way he handled our mates. Goddess only knows how many other women suffered because of him.‘Erik, do you have the contract ready? I want to review the final.’‘Just finished updating. Sending to your email now.’I closed the link and br
Silja POVGerard is on the bench crying. This time I’m looking at him. Jaul and Erik are sitting with him.“She’s gone. I lost her,” he said.“You guys are fated mates, Gerard. She will come back.”“No. She broke the bond. She said I was the biggest mistake of her life,” Gerard said. “She disappeared. I don’t know where she is; I don’t know where to find her.”I woke up and gasped. My hand reached for my hand instinctively, and then Gerard woke up, panicking. He was looking around the room and then grabbed me and laid me down. He forcefully kissed me.“You can’t leave me, Silja. Please don’t leave me,” he said. “Remember, we do everything together.”He was kissing me in between each sentence with desperation, as if I would disappear if he let go. I raised my hands to his face and kissed him.“The dream has changed, Gerard. Something changed,” I said. “That means we don’t know how this dream will truly end.”He pressed his forehead against mine. “As long as we are together, I don’t care
Silja POVGerard looked at me with contrition. I’m not sure why. His mother ruined our ceremony, not him.“Silja, I’m sorry for airing out everything in front of the pack. I don’t know how my mother got out, but I wasn’t planning on revealing anything yet.”I grabbed his face and kissed him. Of course the pack whistled when I did it, and Gerard put his arms around me and pulled me close. I pulled back, though, and looked him in his eyes.“The only thing I didn’t like hearing was you saying that you weren’t supposed to exist. You and I are mates. Which means you were supposed to exist. We just haven’t found the real purpose yet, Ged. It may not be for the alpha role here at Night Crown. It may be for something else entirely. Either way, we figure it out together,” I said.“Always together,” Gerard said like a promise.Jaul came to us a couple of minutes later, Irina by his side. He was rubbing the back of his neck. “I guess you were serious about stepping down then, huh?”Ged only looke
Gerard POV“Explain it to me, Mother,” I coldly demanded.The entire pack is looking at my mother with disgust. Silja, from the very beginning, laid herself bare to the pack and dispelled rumors that Trina and my own mother started. She faced everything head-on, and my own mother was working in the shadows to undermine my Luna and, by proxy, she was undermining me as well. I want answers now.“She is a nobody! You gave up a good woman to be with some cheap nobody!”Silja interjected, “No. You hated me before you knew Gerard and I were mates. You are on surveillance video plotting against me. There is more. Tell the truth, Viola.”Dad then releases his aura on Mom. I wouldn’t do that to her because she is my mother, but I am glad Dad is doing it.“Why have you hated Silja since the moment you met her, Viola? SPEAK!” Dad demands.Mother is trying her best not to open her mouth, but she forgets; she is a no-rank she-wolf too. Which makes this entire thing more absurd.Tears are coming dow







