Home / Werewolf / Alpha's Picture of Regret / Chapter 3: I Did What?!

Share

Chapter 3: I Did What?!

Author: BUCHANAN
last update publish date: 2026-03-16 21:03:44

Gerard POV

I wake up, stretching. Last night was a lot of fun. That woman. She was young, drunk, flirty, fun and sexy. My body moved with every one of her curves last night. I only remember getting her to the hotel room. She wanted to continue dancing and drinking and I joined her. It’s honestly the most fun I have had in a long time. Somewhere along the way though, things got fuzzy.

I remember kissing her and feeling her incredible body, but I don’t remember much after that. When I get up, I realize I’m naked. Shit. Did I sleep with her? I looked behind me and she wasn’t there, but there is blood on the sheets. Fuck. Was that her first time? A drunken one-night stand?

‘Yes, it was. You both enjoyed every second of it too.’ Terk said. My wolf is happily laying down in my mind, clearly satisfied.

‘You realize we cheated on Trina?’

‘Trina doesn’t matter. That girl is our mate. Don’t you remember?’

‘My mate? I didn’t scent her as my mate.’ I said.

‘Aconitum. Screws with your senses. That girl is our fated mate. You both marked each other too.’

My eyes widened as I quickly went to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. Fuck! There is the mate mark. Suddenly I feel really angry. If Trina sees this, she is going to flip out, and she would be right too.

‘Terk, why didn’t you stop?’ I said.

‘SHE’S, OUR MATE.’ He reiterated. ‘Besides, I don’t like Trina. I know you like her ass and what she lets you do to it, but she isn’t our mate.’

‘I am engaged to Trina. I can’t break off that union. You know a lot is riding on it. Besides, I love Trina. What happened last night was a mistake.’

‘You can’t reject your fated mate. You know that, Gerard.’

‘Well, I can’t make her my Luna either!’ I said.

‘Even if you wanted to, we don’t even know her name and you told her your name was David.’ He huffed.

‘I’m glad. This can really mess things up. We are completing the mate bond in a week with Trina.’

‘Well, you can’t hide a mate mark. You better talk to her. I’m going to love hearing this conversation.’ He said, retreating to the back of my mind.

I take a shower and try to remember what happened. It’s evident it was her first time. While I may feel like an asshole for taking her virginity during a drunken one-night stand, I absolutely refuse to shoulder all the responsibility. She was drunk too and she was willing from the way Terk made it sound. I just need to forget it ever happened and move on with my life. I also need to figure out how to get rid of the mate mark.

I get dressed and leave the hotel, hailing a cab and giving the address to the office. Once I arrived, I took the elevator to the top floor where my Beta Erik is waiting for me with a smirk on his face, which quickly vanishes when he sees I am not happy.

“Don’t tell me you didn’t get laid last night.” As we entered my office and closed the door behind him.

“I got more than I bargained for.” I said and showed him the mate mark.

Erik’s eyes widened, “Holy Shit! You marked that girl?”

“It’s more than that. Terk says she is my mate. We marked each other. Last night was her first time too.” I said.

“Your one-night stand was not only your mate but also a virgin and you still fucked her?”

“It’s not like that. When we got to the hotel, she wanted to keep dancing and drinking. We were both drunk. I don’t even remember it.” I said running a hand through my hair. “How the fuck am I supposed to explain this to Trina? I’m not only marked but she is too. I slept with another woman last night in a drunken state. She is going to be furious with me. She may break up with me over this, Erik.” I said.

“Would that be so bad? I mean you have a fated mate. So, it’s not like you don’t have options. No one would fault you for choosing a fated mate over a chosen mate. Besides, doesn’t pack law state you can only take a chosen mate if you haven’t found your fated mate?” Erik said.

“Have I really found her though? I don’t even know her name and I gave her a fake name. Besides, I love Trina.” I said. It’s true. I do love her. She is kind, respectful and beautiful and is great in bed.

“Are you sure that girl was your fated mate?”

“Yeah. Terk said the reason we didn’t scent each other was because our drinks had aconitum. It screws with the senses.” I said.

“But your wolf scented her?”

“Yeah.”

“Okay, so what’s her scent?”

“Great question.”

‘Terk, how does she smell?’

‘Like Gardenias and Amber. She smelled like an angel.’ Terk said dreamily.

“Gardenias and Amber.” I told Erik.

“Okay, so we need to be on the lookout for her and if we scent her, we can make sure you two reject each other.”

“I guess that’s our only option.”

“Meanwhile, what are you going to tell Trina?”

I sighed sitting back and noticing all the folders on my desk. I looked up at him and breathed out heavily and shrugged my shoulders. “The truth.”

“Then should I have a casket ready for you or your balls after she rips them off?” Erik said with a smirk.

I flipped him off and shook my head. “Honestly, I would be surprised if she didn’t leave me. I hope she can forgive me.”

“Well, if she doesn’t, I wouldn’t be upset. I know you love her and all, but I’ve told you enough times, I don’t trust her. She is TOO perfect. In my experience, no woman is that perfect. It feels like it’s an act.” He said.

I know he has a point, but not finding a flaw isn’t necessarily a bad thing. “Maybe we just work.” I said.

“If you really worked, you wouldn’t have fucked another woman last night.” Erik said. “Deep down, you know I’m right. You love her, but I think you are in love with the perfect image she allows herself to show you. Would you still love her if you saw every side of her?”

“Enough.” I said. “I know you don’t like Trina, but I love her. I intend to complete the mate bond with her and make her my Luna. I need you to find the red head and bring her to me.” I tell him.

Continue to read this book for free
Scan code to download App
Comments (4)
goodnovel comment avatar
Mary Byrd-Edwards
Loving this story already.
goodnovel comment avatar
miriamrodriguez62
*Luna Ceremony
goodnovel comment avatar
Ansonja Cobb
Hahaha!!!! That was funny!
VIEW ALL COMMENTS

Latest chapter

  • Alpha's Picture of Regret   Epilogue

    Gerard POV It’s been nineteen years since Silja and I got together. Lennox turned eighteen, and he is going to be taking over as Alpha soon. Silja has raised him, the same way she saved me. By making sure he saw the world through a different lens. Lennox grew up with the sensibility not found in most grown men who currently sit on the council. The only time he loses his senses is when it comes to Erik and Romy’s daughter, Haven. She is turning eighteen tonight. Erik and Romy had three kids. A son, Kyle, then Haven. Then their youngest daughter, Audrina. They all grew up together, but Lennox has always been protective of Haven. She gets annoyed with him, but Lennox doesn’t care. When they were growing up, they followed each other around. As Haven grew up, the boys started taking notice of her, and Lennox was not having it. He would scare all the boys away, and Silja and I would look at each other knowingly. By the time Lennox was fifteen, and Haven was fourteen, Silja and Romy were

  • Alpha's Picture of Regret   Chapter 141: Adelina

    Silja POV “GED! THIS DOES NOT FEEL GOOD!” I gritted through another contraction. We didn’t have any other issues after we reunited. Things have gone smoothly. Larken was begging for mercy by the time Erik brutally killed him. Ged said that on day three, Erik tied Larken by his limbs and had him pulled in opposite directions. His limbs tore away, and Larken died instantly. The vivid scene Ged explained made me lose my lunch. During the night, my stomach started feeling the tight band of contractions, and Ged rushed me to the pack hospital. I’ve been here for hours, and our daughter has decided she doesn’t want to come out. “ARGH!” Ged is right by my side. “Breathe, baby. You got this.” “Piss off!” I screamed, and then I cried out. “I’m sorry, Ged. I love you. Make the pain stop. Please!” Ged is looking at me hopelessly. One minute I’m angry, the next I need him closer. I’m sure I’m driving him crazy, but the nurse is smiling. “All women do this. She will love you one minute, and

  • Alpha's Picture of Regret   Chapter 140:  Nothing to fear

    Gerard POV My daughter is nestled safely inside my mate. She looked peaceful, and I am already wrapped around her finger, and she isn’t even here yet. I’m done for, and I am happily ready for it. Silja and I went to Jaul and Irina’s room. We knocked before entering, and Jaul was sitting beside her bed, holding her hand. When they saw us, they both smiled. “There they are!” Irina said cheerfully. “How are you feeling, Sils?” “I’m fine. A little sore, but nothing I can’t handle. How are you?” “I’m fine, but I think my dear mate is terrified that if he blinks, I will disappear,” she said teasingly as she looked at Jaul with pure adoration and love. “I’m not letting you out of my sight, sweetheart.” Silja and I both laughed. From behind, we hear a familiar voice. “That’s exactly how I expect my sons to act.” Silja smiled, “Nolan!” “Silja, my dear girl. Look at you, giving me another grandpup already.” “Granddaughter, Dad,” I said. Nolan smiled widely. “Does Will and Trudy know?”

  • Alpha's Picture of Regret   Chapter 139: Where Am I?

    Silja POV ‘Sils. Wake up.’ I hear Pau in the distance. My body feels weak, though. My mind is trying to turn on, and I am having issues. Then I remembered Irina, and I jolt awake. “IRINA!” I screamed. I look around, and I am not in that old hospital room. My hands are not bound over my head. And Irina isn’t strapped to a medical bed. In fact, she is not in here. Then my thoughts go to my daughter. My hands fly to my stomach, and there is a large pup bump still there. My wrists are sore, and when I looked down, there was bruising on my wrists from being chained up. My face feels sore, and I can see out of my left eye, but it doesn't feel swollen. I assess the room, and no one is here with me. Where the hell am I? Where is Ged? Just as I’m about to get up and figure out where I am, the bathroom door opens. Ged walks out. He sees I’m awake. “Silja!” He said with wide eyes. “Ged!” I said, and the damn I’ve been holding onto for months caves. I ugly cry as he pulls me into his arms

  • Alpha's Picture of Regret   Chapter 138: I’ve been waiting for this moment

    Gerard POV“Erik, Larken is planning to take back Golden Dawn, but he is planning to use Silja to trap Romy.”Erik is driving like a man on a mission. He snarled. “I’m killing him, Gerry. Don’t try to fucking stop me. This ends now!”“Agreed,” I said. “Silja said she had a surprise for me.”“Yeah, you won’t be able to miss it, Gerry. We need to hurry.”“Then show me what this fucking truck can do, Erik. Drive it like you fucking mean it!”He smirked. “You got it, Alpha.”He slammed his foot on the gas, shifted gears, and took us through a backwoods path.“Where are we going?”“Fuck streets. I’m cutting through and shaving fifteen minutes off our trip.”I held on and growled approvingly. Give Erik permission to go nuts, and he wastes zero time. At one point, the truck flies over a small hill and hits the ground ahead hard.“Fuck yeah!” I yelled.‘Gerry, you are not a hundred percent strong yet. You have to be careful to fight or hand me control.’‘Understood, Terk. You are going to take

  • Alpha's Picture of Regret   Chapter 137: Traitors

    Silja POVI wake up. I’m groggy. I groan low and open my eyes. When I look around, I’m in a rundown hospital room. My arms are chained over my head. That’s not what’s alarming, though.Irina is strapped to a medical bed. Her legs are locked in an open position, and her body is strapped down on the bed. No one else is in the room at the moment, but this scene does not give me any good feelings.‘Pau? Are you okay?’‘Yeah. I’m weak, though.’I breathed. Okay…I need to think quickly. “Irina!” I called out low. “Irina, wake up.”Her eyebrows start furrowing, and she groans low. “What happened? Where are we?”“Larken. He kidnapped us. Our guard was working for him. I have no idea where we are, Irina. Are you able to reach Jaul through the mind link?”I see her try, but she starts breathing a little panicked. “I can’t reach him. What if something happened? Are we too far away? Where the hell are we? Why am I strapped to this bed?”I hear chuckling from the shadows. “I’m getting my pack back,

  • Alpha's Picture of Regret   Chapter 4: Fate?

    Silja POVMrs. Sinnett and Trina Mayer are by far two of the most difficult clients I have had in a while. By the time we were done, and I started showing proofs to them on the computer, they finally settled down.“You were right about the second landscape for the dress. It lends beautifully to the

  • Alpha's Picture of Regret   Chapter 2: Marked

    Silja POVI make it up to my apartment. I took two painkillers and a long hot shower. My appointment with my client isn’t until three in the afternoon. Some woman and her mother are coming to take formal pictures. I look in the mirror, and my eyes go wide and in horror. I’ve been marked. I mated an

  • Alpha's Picture of Regret   Chapter 6: Lunch Time

    Gerard POVAt fifteen to noon, I make my way to Medallion for lunch with Trina. It’s only a block away, so I will be on time. I don’t think this is going to be a pleasant conversation, but I need to be up front and honest with her. I don’t want to complete a mate bond with her and there be any secre

  • Alpha's Picture of Regret   Chapter 5: Witnesses

    Gerard POV“Come on, what else do you remember about her?” Erik asked. “Think man.”I sat back and started thinking about my mystery mate. “She has long red hair. It was wavy and in a ponytail at the bar. She had on a dress that showed off her incredible body. Her skin was pale, but not in a pasty

More Chapters
Explore and read good novels for free
Free access to a vast number of good novels on GoodNovel app. Download the books you like and read anywhere & anytime.
Read books for free on the app
SCAN CODE TO READ ON APP
DMCA.com Protection Status